Authors Note: Someone said that they hoped Zander wasnt the jerk that he was when he died on the show..don't worry he won't be..but he is here for a reason. The Q's are back next chapter. I promise serious CarJax and Sonily next chappy..just wanted to set you up..so Happy Reading. The Songs are The Tension and The Terror by Straylight Run and Always on Your Side By Sheryl Crow(She also does a version with Sting). One other thing..if it seems like the Sason feud is over too soon...well i just wanted it over because CarJax and SonEm are the most important parts lol.
Jason and Sonny sat down as Carly stayed to make sure things didn't become more heated. She just didnt want a set back.
"Look, I can see what you and Emily have is..real" said Jason. He had no idea what to say.
"Jason, I don't know that I want to have this conversation again. You know how I feel and I know how you feel..but what would be good is if you and I could find a way to put this behind us or at least for you to accept Emily and I together" said Sonny hoping that he could because he wasn't sure he wanted to live life without Jason around to talk to and to do his business.
"I can accept Emily and You together..but know this Sonny. If you beat my sister up, hurt her, make her cry..I will kill you without hestitation" said Jason with a certain tone that made everyone in the room know that he meant it.
"Alright..well i guess that is that. I can never make her cry..or I die. I don't intend on doing anything you mentioned so we should be okay. Let's shake on it" said Sonny extending his hand.
Jason thought about it and hesitated before shaking Sonny's hand and finally putting this all behind them.
Meanwhile When Emily had fainted Zander had tried to wake her up for about a half hour or so and he realized that him coming back wasn't the only thing that made her faint. He picked her up and took her to the hospital..not really caring if someone saw him. It didn't matter to him. All that mattered was that Emily was okay..he hoped she would be anyway. He got to the hospital and the doctors did some tests..fortunately it was Patrick Drake and he didnt know Zander.
"Are you with Emily Quartermaine" said Patrick. He had to know if he was family or someone close to Emily.
"Yeah, I'm her cousin" lied Zander. He needed to know if she was okay.
"Alright, Well we found something disturbing when we did some tests" said Patrick being very vague.
"Disturbing..disturbing how?" asked Zander worriedly. What did disturbing mean in this case.
"Well in her chart it states that she is in remission for Breast Cancer" said Patrick. He was just stating facts.
"Yes? and?" said Zander. What was this guy saying.
"Well her test results don't seem to show the same thing..Ms.Quartermaine is no longer in remission. The cancer is back..full blow back" said Patrick seriously.
"Oh no" said Zander. He couldn't believe this was all happening again.
"Yes, I haven't told her yet..would you rather..seeing as you are family" said Patrick still thinking this was her cousin.
"Yeah, Im not sure how I am gonna tell her..but I will" said Zander. He walked off to Emily's room feeling ready to lose it at any time.
He walked into her room and just stood for a minute looking at her scared to even open his mouth because he had to tell her so much..why he was gone for so long, why he didnt tell her he was alive, why he came back, and worst of all..he had to tell her about her condition. He just didn't want to be the one to do it. She was just waking up as Zander sat down next to her.
"You are real?" said Emily who thought that maybe she had hallucinated the whole thing.
"Yeah, I am real" said Zander assuring her of his existance.
"Where am I?" asked Emily. She could tell something was wrong with him..she had always been able to tell and it wasnt hard now..even after all that time.
"You are at General Hospital. You fainted and when i tried to wake you up for a good half hour and couldn't I figured something was wrong so i drove you here" said Zander. He had risked everyone seeing him. But he didn't care anymore who saw him.
"What's wrong, Zander? Tell me. I can handle whatever it is" said Emily. She was getting worried now because he hadn't said what was wrong.
"Your cancer is back" Zander managed to choke out. He was really worried and it showed.
"I am going to need you to do something for me" said Emily. She couldn't believe she was going to ask him to do this for her.
My
yesterdays are all boxed up and neatly put away Well
everything was easy then, so sweet and innocent Is
there someplace far away, someplace where all is clear Well they say
that love is in the air, but never is it clear, But is there someplace far
away, someplace where all is clear Well if they say that love
is in the air, never is it clear
But every now and
then you come to mind
Cause you were always waiting to be picked
to play the game
But when your name was called, you found a place
to hide
When you knew that I was always on your side
But your demons
and your angels reappeared
Leavin' only traces of the man you
thought you'd be
Leavin' me with no place left to go from
here
Leavin' me with so many questions all these years
Easy to
start over with the ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to
wander, all alone, eternally
This isn't how it's really meant to
be
No it isn't how it's really meant to be
How to pull it
close and make it stay
Butterflies are free to fly, and so they
fly away
And I'm left to carry on and wonder why
Even through
it all, I'm always on your side
Easy to start over with the
ones you hold so dear
Or are you left to wander, all alone,
eternally
But this isn't how it's really meant to be
Oh it
isn't how it's really meant to be
How to pull it close and make it
stay
If butterflies are free to fly, why do they fly away
Leavin'
me to carry on and wonder why
Was it you that kept me wondering
through this life
When you know that I was always on your side
Patrick went to find a hot date. He was always looking for girls to make him forget Robin Scorpio because she seemed like she didn't want anything to do with him. All he was good for in his eyes was helping on surgeries. He got to the elevator and pushed the button and waited for it to come to him. He stepped inside and looked over at the buttons almost ready to push one. But someone else did first..he looked up and over and it was Robin herself. He couldn't believe the bad luck he had.
"Off to chase
another bimbo" said Robin. She didn't hate him and she didn't
love him because that was just not rational. But she was feeling
something and that scared her a great deal.
"Off to read another book in solitary confinement" said Patrick. He couldn't believe they were still at this point. He didn't want to be doing this.
"ugh, you are so--god" said Robin. She was getting so flustered she couldnt' find the words.
"I have been described as a lot of things. But ugh, you are so--god is not one of them" said Patrick. He could tell she was getting a little upset.
"You are a pig" said Robin matter-of-factly.
"I've been downgraded to pig..how did that happen in the 2 minutes we have been in this elevator" said Patrick. He was getting a little annoyed.
"You will just go after anything that moves, won't you" said Robin.
"Why do you care? Why are you accusing me of things? Why are you acting like we go out?" said Patrick. He knew he had her cornered now.
"I--I--" said Robin.
"Yeah, You--You--You know that you want me..and you are too afraid to admit to yourself or outloud. Well, I have to tell you I am getting tired of waiting for you" said Patrick. He really was tired of waiting.
"So why do you wait around for me to admit something that I know I dont feel" said Robin. She couldn't let those feelings out.
"I wait because i think we could really have something if you would say the word" said Patrick. He wanted her badly.
"What could I possibly want from you?" said Robin.
"A constant person? romance? love? I mean do you really think that if I found a nice girl I would be chasing all these so-called "bimbos" around, Robin?" asked Patrick.
"Probably..it is in your nature" said Robin.
"I'm getting annoyed with this conversation..its just heading nowhere. I could talk to a wall and make more progress." said Patrick. He paused and thought up an Idea. "This is what you are missing if you don't get with me soon" said Patrick and he kissed her. The doors opened and he walked out.
"WOW" said Robin to herself thinking.
And I try but I'm not
convincing, Oh darling all of these awkward jump-start-stalling
conversations, And I try but
I'm not convincing, A look, I try but I'm not
convincing, I try but I'm not convincing,
All
the boys voices cracking,
Oh, the moaning half tones,
Come
summer time,
We're all the same age here,
All the tension and
the terror,
Thin limbed gorgeous green eyes smiling,
And I'm
going straight to hell,
All the possibility and promise
just,
Weighs on me so heavily,
Your lips they pout and twist and,
I die trying
just to keep myself from kissing you,
You take in everything with
a certainty I envy
It's somehow all I need just keep me guessing
please,
Mean much more to me than anything,
So it comes
down to me and you and,
Whether were supposed to or not we still
will,
We're so much better off than them,
All the possibility
and promise just,
Weighs on me so heavily,
Your lips they pout and twist and,
I die
trying just to keep myself from kissing you,
You take in
everything with a certainty I envy
It's somehow all I need just
keep me guessing please!
A laugh,
A smile,
A
second,
Passes by and I regret it,
Words just aren't
right,
Sometimes I just can't explain,
All the ways you
devastate me,
Always on my mind,
Your lips they pout and twist and,
I die trying
just to keep myself from kissing you,
You take in everything with
a certainty I envy
It's somehow all I need just keep me
guessing,
Your lips they pout
and twist and,
I die trying just to keep myself from kissing
you,
You take in everything with a certainty I envy
It's
somehow all I need just keep me guessing please.