MERRY CHRISTMAS! this is my present!
Just… (KK)
I just wait.
In this office. Quiet and solemn.
It has been some time since I saw him. I miss him. I just do.
She is not here…odd. Unless.
She is inside talking to him.
Her hair bounces as much as her chest does. She comes running to me.
I missed her as well.
A friends and consultant.
She is still sweet.
Her presence comforts me.
She is happy to see me and I also am glad. I missed her.
I made this decision and I will keep it.
I will work again.
Under him…in more than one way
I have to. From that day…
It took me some time but my decision was made.
It's memory.
I took a walk on the memory lane and am planning to stay there.
Why not?
He's there
I need him there.
It's the same. This place. So cold and plain.
So him…just like him.
He is in there.
She smiles. I blush, he is here...
Don't ask me what happened.
Did we make up? I don't know. Maybe, maybe not.
It depends how you put makeup.
But that doesn't matter I plan on making him come.
Her blue eyes twinkle. I'm glad that she is the same.
Except that she works. Odd. She never does.
I want to see him. I can't stop but look at the doorway. She smirks. I blush.
Do I want to see him?
Yes.
I really do.
Can you take me to him?
He sits there. With a frown. How attractive. Only he can pull it off.
He is shocked
Does he not want me?
The door close. I think. She left. So, we can be alone…
It's silent.
Only my footsteps as I go near him.
I feel nervous…
An interview?
But I don't think that will happen.
I feel warm. The feelings and tension from the days ago is still lingering.
I missed him.
Don't trip
Don't fall.
Be natural.
I feel weak. He looks at me. Studies me.
Why? Say something.
Let me hear your voice.
I really do want to hear it.
Can I sit here?
I do. I want to lean.
I lean forward. To him to his fragrance, his icy winter fragrance.
I came here, to this place, to him, to work.
Under him.
For him.
Just to be next to him.
Why? I don't know.
I just want to be with him.
I make excuses.
I told him that it was a hair. I just wanted to.
Just wanted to touch him. To make sure that he was real.
That he was alive and that it wasn't an allusion
Not a mirage but the truth.
I sit back down. Did I?
Where did I sit back down? I don't even know
I just sat down. Where?
Act natural. Act like a professional.
Get this job.
Don't mess this up. Be you. Be the person you were. The person that you will be her.
Return, recover, restoration.
Be her again.
Capture his attention.
I just do. No, why? Or how.
I just want to stay with him. Near him, in any way and form.
Touch me with your callous hands. Don't let the desk refrain you.
There is nothing on your desk. As usual.
As it did time ago. It is the same.
Jealously? I have them, at him for him towards him.
Why?
I just do.
It may be love, envy or lust. But…
I just do.
Move your hands against me. Feel me again.
Let us go back to recreate something.
I want it.
I really do.
I really just do.
Don't be like that.
Don't tell me I don't know what I am asking for. I know.
I really do know what I want. Even since my last tears, I know.
I found out. It was something that I did, something I made decisions to
You can't stop me. Push me, or pull me. It is your choice. If you want to take
Take it.
It only takes one form of physics.
My legs are cold. Warm me up.
With your hands. Warm me.
I'm cold. It's these forsaken clothes.
Why a skirt. I wanted to.
Why? I just did. Why?
I just wanted to. Have a higher position? To have a higher chance?
Maybe.
It doesn't matter. Not right now.
We are close. Too close to matter. It is really inevitable.
I want it.
I just do.
Order me. I am yours.
A subordinate a worker.
Work me. In anyway, use me, work me, and order me.
Such bliss. What can I say?
What should I tell you to do? When did we skip and exchange our places.
Order me, not the other way.
Touch me. Let not one place not be left alone.
Indulge me.
Devour me.
Take me away.
Is it really?
Why? I don't know. It just will be.
I want it.
I just want it.
Caress me. In this place.
Let's start again. Once more. It's important. Why?
It just is.
Touch me. Feel me. Control me.
I am yours again.
It won't matter. Not anymore. I gave up.
It's useless. It just is.
It's been too long to remember. Indulge yourself.
Take me. With your hands with your tounge.
Take me away. Far away.
Into your world again. Just once again.
Once and forever.
Let's indulge ourselves.
I need you. I really do. Let's stay…
I want to.
I really do.
I just really do.
Just…
HEHEHEHHEHE. It's the big one zero. Yay! I thought it would only be in the single digits but it's more! Well. I will work on the next one soon! To ALL the readers THANK YOU so much for reading!
here is a short preview of the next one Fill This Empty Room. (HT)
Fill this room.
Plant a new seed.
In this empty place and fill it with...you
Change this place, away from me,
Take my cold, cold heart and warm it.
This place needs you.
Only you can fill it up.
this empty room.
Fill it with your sweet voice
–journeyHK826