Disclaimer: This here is a work of fiction. Yes these are journal entries from superstars and knockouts but it no way reflects anything that is real.

Who will be featured in this fic: Cody Reso (OC), Caleb Roode(OC), Joey LoMonaco(OC), Richie Steamboat (FCW), Bo Rotundo (FCW), Husky Harris (FCW/WWE), Angelina Love (TNA), Christopher Daniels (TNA), Zack Ryder(WWE), Curt Hawkins (WWE), Jack Swagger (WWE), Ted DiBiase ( WWE), Jeremy Buck (ROH), Gunner (TNA) and Ken Anderson (TNA). It's a very odd bunch don't worry it will make a lot of sense.

January 18, 2012

Dear Journal,

Been too, too long since I've written in you, I'm writing in you today because the person I usually run to complain to is busy working. Cody Rhodes is the person I usually go to talk to about everything, unfortunately for me, we now work on the same show and he's a champion on that show. So with me stuck in bed with food poisoning he's off being Cody Rhodes the champion. I begged him to not leave me, literally when it came time for him to go, my arms were tight around his waist and I pulled him close to me and I begged him not to leave. I saw in his face that he didn't want to leave, I saw the distress on his face, he didn't want to leave. Only problem with, looks on the face only do so much, he managed to shake me off and leave me.

I wouldn't do that to Cody, I'd stay with him if he was sick. I'd be all screw work my boy isn't feeling well. I guess I can understand why he left, for a while the company has been harsh on a lot of guys. One of them was suspended, kept his title but when he came back he was the beat down boy in each match up until he got suspended again. Another one was awarded the title, after working and fighting extra hard to have the opportunity, but only to be put into a strange storyline that injured him in the end. He lost the title in a match he was forced to compete in… injured. Needless to say his title was as good as gone. Lastly there is Cody, Cody who works on a show full of men that could compete for the title he currently has but is consistently put in a feud with Booker and forced to have filler bits with Hornswoggle. These bits with Hornswoggle end up with someone running out and helping the little guy: and its usually me or Gabriel. I can't believe that I'm a helping my boy get Hornswoggled.

I know why he's getting Hornswoggled, but unfortunately I can't share that information with him. I wish I could, but if I do just like him I might get punished too. I was punished before and that was during a time me and Cody weren't exactly talking. Cody would attack me, hurt me, and then put a bag over my head because I needed to realize how ugly I really was. Naturally I could feel the anger that Cody was feeling, I mean I had turned my back on him because of a him going to Orton. I never liked Orton, I mean he's not my favorite guy in the world, especially when we had to work with him. He'd always try to get me and Cody to go back to the hotel room for a little fun. I understand that I'm gay and that Orton isn't exactly a guy a normal gay guy would turn down, but making me gay doesn't mean I have no morals. Randy is married, to a woman and has a child, he doesn't need to be going after guys like me or Cody, or anyone for that matter. Why did I blather on about Orton? Because Orton is the direct reason why this is happening to Cody now, apparently Randy wants Cody back but Cody's with me now…

And when Orton doesn't get what he wants he tends to find ways to use the company to get back at the people keeping what he wants away from them. Randy knows it upsets me to hurt Cody or watch Cody get hurt, he also knows a bit about Cody's pride.

I hate knowing this information and I hate being sick and alone, because now I just had to think about all of that… and now I'm even sicker to my stomach. Ugh…I miss my Codes.

Teddy Bear.