Disclaimer: As much as I wish I did, I do not own Fruits basket or the characters and the plot of this is purely made up. If I owned it I would be making episodes instead of writing fanfiction, wouldn't I?

Warnings: Self-harm, Mild Yaoi.

The long awaited confession chapter is finally here! Yay! :D
Reviews make me happy so are greatly appreciated and so is constructive critisism. :)

I'm not really sure how I'm going to end this one so suggestions would be great.
I'm working on a few other stories at the moment so I might not update quite as often but i'll try to keep the updates quite frequent.

Chapter 12 (No POV)

It had been 4 days since Yuki had begun supervising Kyo and the cat was becoming very irritable at being followed and watched all the time.
It turned out the rat was actually very alert, even in the mornings. Kyo had only managed to escape him twice. Once was when Yuki was in the shower and forgot to lock the door and the second was at school.

Kyo had left the lesson without Yuki noticing but it only lasted a few minutes. Nothing came of this freedom though as Yuki quickly caught up to him and dragged him back to class.

Kyo was currently sitting on the roof but Yuki had followed only moments behind. This pissed Kyo off greatly as this was his place to sit alone and think and he could feel himself loosing his temper more than he had in days at the intrusion, all attempts to prevent arguements to make their lives easier completely forgotten.
"Go away." Kyo ground out through clenched teeth, patience now almost non-existant.
"No." Yuki dead-panned.
"Are you trying to piss me off or is it just natural talent?" Kyo yelled.
"I'm not trying to annoy you, I'm merely doing as was requested of me and preventing you from doing anything stupid. Again." Yuki stated.
Something about his uncaring tone and short answer made what little restraint Kyo had left disappear and everything that had been stressing him out over the last few days came out in one shot, it's unlucky target being the main cause himself.
"Don't say it was stupid! You have no idea why I did it and you have no right to judge. You wouldn't understand anyway, Prince Yuki. Unlike me, everyone cares about you, everyone loves you even though they don't even know what you're really like. You practically ignore them all and they still fawn over you and treat you like a damn god! No cares about me, I'd been doing that for over a month and no one gave a damn so what's the big deal? You have no idea how much I needed to do that, how much I depended on it. I couldn't sleep, work, hell I could barely even think without it! I just couldn't get those thoughts to go away!"
Yuki's eyes widened in shock and surprise at the sudden outburst but said nothing for fear of stopping Kyo from opening up to him this much.
Kyo continued, "Stupid, pathetic, depressing thoughts that wouldn't, and still won't, go away except when replaced with pain. Do you know what it's like to have your own mind as your enemy? What purpose do I serve? I can't beat Yuki (this told Yuki that he no longer remembered who he was talking to or maybe even that he was talking out loud) so I'll just be locked up in a dark room somewhere alone after I graduate anyway. There's even less chance I'll beat him now. I couldn't beat him before and now that i'm in love him I stand no chance because I always worry I might injure... Oh shit..." Kyo trailed off, his anger-fuelled confidence now replaced with panic-induced regret and disbelief. He stood staring at Yuki wide-eyed, hands over his mouth and a blush slowly but surely makiing it's way up his face. Yuki couldn't help but think that the expression made him look utterly adorable and he was now quite sure he knew why he thought these kinds of things.
Kyo then jumped down off the roof and sprinted to his room with the speed and grace of the cat he transformed into.
'Shit. I didn't just tell him that. Except, of course, that I did! Damn! How stupid can I be?' Kyo mentally screamed at himself.
Yuki sped after him, still in a slight daze at all the information he had just recieved (had had screamed at him) and Kyo's accidental confession.
Yuki sped into Kyo's room to find Kyo sitting on his bed, head in hands and shoulders shaking.
'He's crying?'
"Kyo. Why are you crying?" Yuki questioned softly while making his way across the room to sit next to Kyo on the bed. The reason was quite obvious but he wanted to hear Kyo's reasoning from the cat himself as opposed to making assumptions.
"Because you hate me now. Probably think i'm disgusting. If you ever didn't hate me, that is. I thought briefly that you might like me too when you hugged me but then I realised how stupid that was. Of course you wouldn't like me..." Kyo trailed off once again and began muttering to himself about 'monsters' and how 'all those damn bastards were right'.
"Kyo." Yuki said, effectively cutting off his mumblings. "I could never hate you. Not again. Never again."

Hope you like the story and that Kyo's rant wasn't too over the top. Please read and review. :)