Chapter 12

Dean and Sam left the motel and headed for the hospital. They found the doctor and explained to him what was going on. The devasdated doctor apolagized to his commatose daughter and took her off life support. As soon as he did that Sam and Dean knew the job was done.

Dean and Sam soon made sure they had everything and headed back to Bobby's. Dean more excited then Sam, to get back on the road. After several hundred miles a few stops for food and bathroom breaks they finally reached Bobby's. As soon as Dean shut off the engine he grabbed his bag from the back and walked inside, with Sam taking his time.

Dean went straight up the stairs to his room to only to drop his bag on the floor and walk right back out. He quickly walked over to Blade's door making sure the coast was clear and knocked on her door. When he got no answer he open her door to find her not there. He then closed her door and walked back downstairs to find Bobby and Sam looking over a book at Bobby's desk, but yet still no Blade.

"Hey what are you guy looking at?" Dean asked trying to remain calm and collected on the outside, even though he was going crazy on the inside because he couldn't find Blade.

"Trying to find a way out of your deal." Sam said without even looking up knowing Dean was giving him a look a annoyance.

"Whatever. Anyway where's Blade?" He asked trying no to look desperate. At Dean asking about Blade Sam had to look up at his older brother. He raised an eyebrow at him, as if silently asking 'why so interested in where Blade is?'. Dean caught the look and returned it with a glare.

"She ran to the store, said she wanted to make a home cooked meal for tonight." Bobby said not looking up from the book he was reading.

"Oh ok." Dean said sounding a little disappointed but quickly covered it up.

"Well I'm just going to head upstairs."Sam shook his head at Dean before looking back at the book. Dean just shook his head and walked back upstairs. Feeling icky he decided to get a quick shower in before seeing Blade. He wanted to look decent for her.

As soon as Dean walked out of the bathroom fully clothed he could smell dinner cooking from upstairs. He made his way down towards the kitchen to see Blade with her back towards him. She was stirring something in a pot while dipping a spoon in it's contents to taste it.

"Something sure does smell good in here." Dean said as he walked further into the kitchen. This caught Blade's attention making her turn around to see Dean coming up next to her.

She smiled at his complament. "Thanks."

"You're welcome. So what are you making?"

"Marinated steaks, with pan fried potatoes and corn on the cob and ceaser salad." She said as look at the clock.

"Sounds great! So how much longer before it's ready because I'm hungry." Dean said as he looked over at the food.

"So impatient. I'll let you know when it is done. Now quit badgering me or it won't get done. Go, shoo." She said as she shooed him off. Dean couldn't help the smile that was on his face, he like the way she took control.

Half an hour Blade called every one to the dinner table. "I hope you guys enjoy the food, I know you will Bobby." She said as she gave everyone their plates.

The guys said their 'thanks' and every one beagn to eat.

"Dear God this is amazing!" Dean said as he kept eating.

"Yeah I definately agree with Dean on this. The food is amazing. Where did you learn to cook like this?" Sam asked.

"Well when I first started living with Bobby I learned that he couldn't cook unless it cam pre-made, so I started messing around in the kitchen. I started out small and worked my way up, and pretty much anything I made Bobby ate. There were a few things that didn't turn out good but, that goes with the art of cooking, not evrything turns out good." she said looking at the boys.

" Well this is freakin' amazing! Is there anymore?" Dean asked looking over at the counter.

"I guess you were hungry, but yes there's more on the counter."

"Awesome!" Dean said getting up and going for seconds. Sam and Bobby could sit there and laugh.

Soon they all finished dinner and headed off to do there own thing. Bobby going back to his desk to look up more on how to save Blade. Sam back to his computer looking to save Dean.

Dean sitting on the couch cleaning his weapons and Blade was in her room.

Blade wanted to be looked up at the cresent moon. Pain written across her face. She had to figure out what was going on with her. Tears welled up in her eyes, but she refused to let them fall. Crying made her feel weak and she hated that feeling. She her hand to her mouth. She could feel her second set against her finger. She knew this would happen one day, she just didn't know how soon.

There was a small knock on her door. Blade lowered her hand to the window sill and retracted her fangs. She looked over her shoulder to see Sam poke his head in.

"Hey are you ok?" Sam asked as soon as he walked in and closed the door.

"Yeah, I'm good why?" She asked as she looked back out the window.

"Bobby told me what happened while we were gone." Sam said. He walked up to her and leaned against the wall next to her.

"I figured he would." She looked down at the ground. There was a slight breeze that felt warm against her face. Blade closed her eyes and breathed in deeply.

"We still don't know what's going on Sam, and it's starting to scare me. I'm drinkng more than usual and it's becoming where if I don't drink enough, I get very angry very quickly."

Sam couldn't the sigh he released. Knowing this it meant it was getting more dangerous to be around Blade. He wanted to help but he needed to help Dean more.

He felt like he was stuck between a rock and a hard place. Then he thought of something. "Hey Blade, how much do you drink in a day?"

"About 3 to 4 quart jars. Why?"

"I may have thought of something. Have you always got your blood or has Bobby?"

"Most of the time it's him. I only get it when he's not around."

"Have you ever actually hunted for food?"

"What do you mean?" She asked rasing an eyebrow wondering where he was getting at.

"Well normal vamps actually stalk their pray and hunt them down. Have you ever done that?"

"No...no I haven't."

"Maybe you should try it. It might be that your not getting the right amount, and the vamp side in you isn't getting the right type. I know it's not going to be human but maybe because you've been drinking the same type from the same animal it's not working as well as it use to. Try chaning your diet of blood. Try something new. But don't buy it, hunt it down. Use your vamp sences, or something like that and hunt down your food, or whatever you want to call it."

Sam said looking at Blade. She had never thought of that. Maybe she should try it. It couldn't hurt just as long as she didn't hunt any humans, she could be fine.

"I'll talk to Bobby and see what he thinks. This could work Sam, thanks." She said as she smile up at him and gave him a hug. How could she not think about this before? She had to talk to Bobby.

"Well I'm going to tell Bobby about this. Could you keep Dean busy if he's still down there?" She asked as they headed for her door.

"Yeah." They both walked back downstairs to find Dean still cleaning weapons and Bobby with his nose stuck in a book.

"Hey Bobby?"

"Yeah Blade." He said not looking up.

"Can I talk to you for a few mintues?"

"Yeah, shoot."

"In private?" That made Bobby pull away from the book to look at her.

"Yeah." Bobby put his book down and followed her out of the front door and out into the junk yard. "What's this all about kid?"

She went into explaining the idea Sam had told her about from up in her room. Once she was done Bobby just sat there with his face scrunched up like he was contemplating something. For a while there was nothing but the sound of the insects chirping away. Finally Bobby looked back at her and spoke.

"I think that could work Blade. I don't know why I didn't think about it before. I mean for seven years you've been drinking pigs blood from the same farm. I guess I never figure that in. I mean vamps live off humans but each person is different. I mean their blood is in a way. I can't believe I never thought of this, well I guess three heads are better than two." He said as he smiled at her.

"So when should I try this out? I mean should I go alone or should you should you come with me?" She asked.

" I think maybe, because it's your first time that I should come with you, just in case." He said.

"That's probably the best bet for this."

They talk a little while longer to figure out when would be the best time for her to hunt. They figured when the boys had another case would be best. That way they would have to worry about Dean finding out. They headed back to the house and Bobby got to work on finding the boys a case soon so they could try out Sam's idea as soon as they could. Bobby made a few calls and asked a buddy of his to borrow his cabin in the mountains of Colorado.

Blade went back up to her room, keeping the light off, to figure out some more things about what was going on in her mind. Her feelings about Dean, how Dean would react if he knew she was half vampire, what he would do after she told him. She thought of only three ways it could go. 1, he would except her for who and whats she was and they could go on their way. 2, Dean would look at her differently and never speak to her again vowing if he ever saw her again he would kill her, or 3, Dean would get so mad that he would yell and scream at her and make her leave and then hunt her down like the monster she was. No matter what her luck was never that great so, she was leaning more towards opitions 2 and 3. Who was she trying to kid? Dean would never except her like Myles did.

Myles. No one could ever be like him. He was special. He saw past everything and looked straight into her heart. He saw no monster, no evil vampire in her. He saw love and goodness in her, he believed in her, hoping one day to find a cure for her. To make her human, and he died trying.

A small tear ran down her face at the thought of Myles. She missed him so much. It was unfair that he was taken from her. There came a knock on her door and she quickly wipe the tear away and went to see who was at her door. The moment she reached the door she knew who it was.

"Hello Dean." She said as she opened the door and let him in. "What's up?"

"We haven't got a chance to be alone since we got back." He said as she closed the door.

"Well that's because we've all been busy with our own thing." She said cocking her head to the side looking at him with a smile on her face.

Dean walked up to her and gently pulled her against him. He leaned in and softly kissed her lips, which she gladly returned. The simple kiss became heated and Dean slowly began and she could feel Dean's hands begin to move from her back to the back of her thighs and then gently pull her up. She wrapped her legs around his waist and Dean walked over to her bed. He gently set her down laying on top of her. Her hands ran up his arms and through his hair. Deans hand made their way to the bottom of her shirt gently pulling it up. He broke the kiss to remove it over her head as well as his own. He hovered over her admiring her body. To him she was perfect. Everything he could dream of. He placed a hand on her face gently rubbing his thumb across her cheek. She leaned into his hand and closed her eyes savoring the feel of his touch. He leaned back down to capture her lips once again. His other hand ran down her side and grabbed her thigh having her wrap her leg around his waist. The touch of his skin on hers made her feel like she was on fire. He softly brushed his fingers over her bra feeling her nipple become hard. Dean moved from her lips to her neck biting and sucking at her soft skin, while he massaged her breast.

Blade moaned, biting her bottom lip to keep it muffled, as both Sam and Bobby were downstais. She dug her fingers into Dean's back causing him to groan at the pain. Dean slowly pushed her bra strap down kissing her shoulder as he pulled it down further until he reached the top of her breast. He nipped at the soft, sensetive skin. He began to move the material down as he kissed her skin until he reached her hard nipple. He pulled the fabric away and ran his hot tounge over it. Blade gasped at the feeling of his mouth on her nipple. His hot, wet tounge lapping small circles around the sensitive bud, and his teeth barely grazing until hit bit down gently. Blade arched her back at the intense feeling it gave bit down a little hard causing Blade to bite down on her lip to surpress a moan. While Dean's mouth worked on her right nipple, his right hand worked on her left, gently pinching and rubbing it. Blade bit down so hard the fimilar taste of iron filled her mouth.

Something about the pleasure Dean was giving her and the taste of blood in her mouth made her sences hightened. Blade couldn't help the feeling of control that was taking over her, but she knew something was wrong. She couldn't let this take control of her otherwise some bad was going to become of it. But it was so hard to stop. She could feel his hard cock growing against her thigh and it was making things worse. She had to try.

"Dean..." The sound of her voice came out in a whisper. Dean barley registered it. "Dean..." She said a little louder. Dean moved from her chest back up to her neck, biting down. "Dean...we have...mmmm...we have to..." It was getting harder to concentrate.

"We have to what Blade?" Dean asked as he continued to kiss her neck.

"Dean we have to stop." She finally said.

"Why?" Dean asked as he moved his head to look at her.

"Because we can't get caught for one, and two we don't want something to happen that we're going to regret."

"Why must you do this to me? You promised you would make it up to me."

"I know I did, and I will but not now. When were alone, that will be better. That way we won't have to worry about being caught."

"I hate when your right."

"You know you like it." She said smiling.

Dean looked down at her and smiled back. He knew she was right, but he still hated the idea of it. He leaned down and kissed her softly before getting up so she could fix her clothes. Once she had her shirt back on She stood up and gave Dean a hug. He wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her close. "Do you want me to stay the night or what?" He asked as they pulled away.

"I wouldn't mind it, but not with Bobby in the house. He would kill you and lock me away if he found us together."She said looking side smiling.

"Alright. I'll see you in the morning. Good night Blade."

"Good night Dean."

They kissed one last time and then Dean left the room. Blade finally felt her have control of her on body and sences again. She was hoping she could get everything together soon and fast so she wouldn't have to worry as much.

AUTHORS NOTE: I am so sorry for not updating sooner. I have so much to do and now I'm moving. I had to get a new hardrive for my computer. That sucked! But now I'm back. It may be a little while before I update again but thanks to all who added my story and reviewed! So here's the next chapter! ENJOY!