AN:I know it's been a month since I updated last but I had a major English project to do, I helped my brother and his fiancee plan their wedding and I'm going through a break up and that really bummed me out. So this might not be the best but trust me when I saw I have MAJOR plans for this ;) Please enjoy & review!
You look a lot better, your face has color." Judy Fabray smiled as she reached over and grabbed Quinn's hand.
"Yeah I feel a lot better too. I haven't purged in months, the nightmares are getting better and I'm getting better with trust issues."
"I'm glad, I miss you and I'm ready for you to come home."
Quinn smiled at her mom and sighed. She was more than happy about her mom visiting, but she couldn't ignore her thoughts about the boy she hadn't seen in a week. Blaine apparently had meltdown and attacked his father when he surprised him with a visit.
"So am I, but it's not that bad here."
"It doesn't seem too bad, I've just been worried ever since Shelby came back. Are you okay?"
Quinn shrugged. "I don't know, I mean part of me misses Beth but the other part knows she'll have a better life. So I'm guess okay, I've been painting a lot." She said trying to avoid bringing up Blaine.
"That's great honey, some of the pieces you gave me are really good. Your sister and Josh stopped by a few days ago and Fran really wants one."
The teen grinned at the thought of her older sister, she'd always admired Frannie Fabray. "I'll have to paint her one."
Judy brushed her daughter's hair from her eyes and gave her a soft smile. "Well I should go back to the office and stuff, but you're allowed to go out now aren't you?"
"Yeah, Dr. Tate just has to know a few days ahead of time."
"Good we should go out to lunch soon"
Quinn hugged her mom tightly. "Sounds good, maybe this Friday?"
"That's perfect, I'll call you later."
"Bye mom." She whispered. "I love you."
"I love you too."
Quinn waved and watched her mother leave the room, sign out and turn down the hall. She waited a few beats before turning down the hall in the other direction and pounded down the stairs and stopped in front of room 138. She peeked in the window and saw her new person of interest restrained to his bed as an IV forced nutrients into his body. She hadn't spoken to him in days and she was beginning to miss the gravely tones of his voice.
"What are you doing?"
Quinn jumped at Dr. Tate's voice and turned around. "Nothing."
The older man tried to hide a smirk. "As long as you don't unrestrain him or make him angry I didn't see anything."
Quinn grinned and flung herself at him and gave him a quick hug. "Thank you."
After running her fingers through her hair and putting a mint in her mouth she opened the door and stared at the mop of black curls. She cleared her throat and walked to the bed.
"H-Hey."
Blaine flinched at the voice and twisted his head and his eyes lit up in a sense of vague recognition. "Hi."
Quinn was shocked by his voice, it sounded like he had been screaming and lost his voice. "Blaine. how are you?"
He groaned a little. "Peachy."
She flinched at the harsh tone of his voice, She sat in the chair next to his bed and brushed her hand through his hair. He was paler than she'd ever seen him and the bags under his eyes were and awful black color. His lip was restitched again as well.
"I've missed you." She whispered, "Everyday is really boring without you."
Blaine snorted at this and continued staring up at her with his bloodshot hazel eyes that were full of hate and confusion. He started pressing his fingernails into his palms and shook his head. "Yeah r-right."
Quinn shook her head, becoming frustrated, how could he not see how much she needed him? She gripped his hand and cleared her throat. "I n-need you. Okay, I need you Blaine a-and I've been miserable without you."
The mask of indifference Blaine had been wearing for the past for the week slowly crumbled as he watched Quinn's face crumple into a frown and as tears built up in her eyes. "You were fine without me before, and you'll be fine after I'm g-gone okay?"
"What's that supposed to mean?"
He shook his head and squeezed his eyes shut his voice wavered. "It means I don't care what happens to me okay?"
"Blaine, s-stop it you don't mean that."
"My parents d-don't care, Cooper only pretends and neither will you once I'm gone okay?"
Quinn rubbed her eyes on the sleeve of the hoodie she was wearing. "W-What about me? Do you even care what happens to me? What happens when I need someone to cry to or I need a friend? I won't anyone because you were a coward and left me alone!"
That had gotten under his skin, he gripped her hand tightly, not caring that could hear her cry out in pain. He pulled down her close to his face. "Don't call me a fucking coward! Do you understand?"
The blonde yanked her hand away and sighed "Then stop acting like one Blaine! When I first met you you seemed like a fighter and you're just going to give up?"
Blaine's heart broke when tears dribbled down her face. "You don't know what it's like okay? Growing up my family hated me. It was always Greg and Emily and their perfect sons Cooper and Daniel Anderson, and then there was Blaine Anderson the little boy no one planned or wanted. Then it was Blaine the kid who killed his brother, or the fat the awkward 15 year old kid who could loose a few pounds and now it's Blaine the crazy, pathetic guy whose in the nut house because he hears things and l-likes to burn himself."
"You burn yourself?"
Blaine scoffed at this, the feeling of anxiety rising in his chest. "I've always been to much of a baby to handle blood and I deserve to feel how Danny felt when he died, seeing that's it's my fault. I could die tomorrow and my parents would throw a fucking party, they'd stop pretending to worry about me they'd spend my college fund on vacations without me or fucking cremate me and flush down the toilet. So why should I care if I live or die?"
Quinn choked back a sob she'd been holding in. "Because you makes me smile and you're a sweetheart and Cooper loves you. Blaine you're amazing and I need you."
"No you don't." He hissed closing in on himself again.
"Fine, I don't need you." She whispered.
Blaine rolled his eyes. "Told you."
Quinn leaned over him grabbed either side of his face and pressed her lips to his. She bit his lip, tilted her head and kissed him forcefully. She pulled back and brushed her lips over his ear.
"I don't need you, I want you."
Blaine was motionless and he fought to find words. "Quinn-"
"And if that's not a good reason to start trying then maybe we would be better off without you."
Sorry it was super short and stuff but it's late and I'm tired! Also I have news!
1) I'm planning the next chapter as an Anderson family (Greg, Emily and Cooper) and they talk about Blaine and Blaine FINALLY opening up about Quinn. Does that sound interesting?
2) After watching tonight's Glee I've realized how Finn has been harassed about his weight and I might write one shots about that and I was wondering if you'd be interested in reading those?
Well thanks for reading and I'll updated next week :)
