"You're an idiot." The harshness in his little sisters voice made him wince as she stood and turned to him hands on her hips, and fire in her eyes. He briefly saw his father standing there, over a mound of slain bodies, breathing heavily with that same look on his face. His sister replaced his father suddenly.
"You really believe that don't you? I'm surprised you don't know be better to know I don't believe it for a second, you and I both know you love dad with everything you've got, i mean look at you, and quite honestly it's no secret to anyone who meet him that you're his favorite son. He'd do anything for any of us, that's why we were raised as we were." He face soften as she walked to her brother, seeing a flash of brown behind him and instantly recognizing her other brother behind the tree,, they nodded to each and she grasped Dean hard. "You're hear because you're meant to be this is what Dad wants, would you really make so little of his sacrifice to wallow in self-hatred over the ultimate act of love between father and son? You're an idiot nii-san" She hugs him tightly burying her face in his jacket and imagining it was her fathers chest she was hugging, and just for the briefest of seconds, it was:it was his smell, his flesh...slowly she whispered to her father for the last time 'I forgive you'. Deans arms tightened around his sister as she cried into his chest, her last words...i forgive you...ringing through his ears. She didn't blame him...but there father was still dead, he lifted his face to the sky, stretching his arm to is brother who came instantly hugging his sister and brother awkwardly. and silently for the last time the Winchesters family was whole and they cried for the life they were given and the lives they had to give.
sorry its out so late, i just started classes at college but Im pretty sure i have figured out how to get out a few chapters, expect one chapter tomorrow as well as updates on Rechibied, and Kitsune. Yeah they had a chickflick moment but Dean's vulnerability right now will only strengthen his resolve which helps for what i have planned, im laying bases here, sorry if it seems out of character
