Authors Note

Hey guys I'm so sorry I couldn't upload the chapter in time. But I'm going to be busy next week and probably wont be able to upload a new chapter until the week after that. So I decided to make this chapter longer so you guys could enjoy more why I'm gone.

This chapter is very Santana and Kurt heavy so BEWARE and I mean it.

I'm also very proud of how I wrote Santana so please no hate...

Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters the all belong to glee/Ryan Murphy and whoever works for glee which I don't... Anyways

Enjoy and I'm really sorry


Chapter 12-[The Visit]

February 25, 2024 (Sunday)

(Blaine's pov)

When I woke up I tried getting up but couldn't because someone was on me.

I then remembered what happened last night well earlier today actually.

Maybe everything will be alright I mean yesterday not only did he ask me out on a date which I still think it's very cute but we were finally intimate again!

I still miss my husband.

You know the one who knows when you're actually sad, exited, mad or the one who know when you're lying or not.

The one who you grew up with…the one I fell deeply in love in with high school yeah him.

I mean I know he's really trying to get his memory but he's not the same Kurt.

It's hard to know that the man you're holding in your arms doesn't remember you but still chooses to trust you and love you.

Because to be honest I would be so scared and probably would of have ran away from Kurt and maybe never see him again. He's so strong and beautiful and filled with so much innocence.

"Good Morning Beautiful" I said when he opened his beautiful blue eyes.

At first he got scared of seeing me and then opened his eyes wide but then he relaxed and smiled

"Hi" he said shyly

"How did you sleep" I asked

"Good you?"

"Great "I said kissing his head

"We should cleanup" he said trying to get up but I just hugged him tighter

"No let's just lay here for a little bit longer" I said

"Are you sure? Because if you're uncomfortable I could get of and-" I interrupted him with a kiss he kissed me back but then pulled back

"Blaine we can't do that" he said

"Why? Did I bite you?" I asked

He then started to laugh "No you didn't bite me…I haven't brushed our teeth yet" he whispered

"Me either" I said leaning closer to him until I kissed him again

After our amazing make out session we got up brushed our teeth, heard him freak out about not doing his night time facial and then we went to eat breakfast…And had our first argument…but cute first argument.

"Let me cook "I said getting the pans

"No that's not fair you cooked yesterday…let me cook"

"Kurt you just go out of the hospital let me do it" I said pulling out a seat for him

"No! I'm not quitting that easily" he said putting his arms on his waist "I want to cook!"

"Let me cook and I'll cook some extra bacon for you" when I said that I saw his eyes light up and then he sat down in the seat I pulled out for him.

He's such a cute carnivore.

"Fine but tomorrow that kitchen is mine" he said giving the scary Kurt glare

"All yours" I said opening the fridge

After I made us omelets and of course his bacon we went to the living room and started to clean up the mess we left from out fabulous photo shoot. Then we decided to have a lazy Sunday and just watched more vintage movies from the box I took out last night. I really don't know why but every time we watch movies Kurt likes to snuggle with me. Even before he lost his memory it was just something he does.

I made fun of him once and called him a snuggle bear…Yeah that didn't end well you see he didn't like that. Let's say he didn't snuggle with me for a week straight when we watched movies. I could see him struggle because he kept moving and shifting from one place to the other but he didn't do it. Until I apologized and he said that if he was a snuggle bear then I was a cuddle whore and just agreed with him because it's true.

"Did you like the movie?" I asked

"Yeah it was nice and very funny" he said

"Great what do you want to do now?"

"Could I see Rachel?" I asked

"Yeah of course… Do want me to text her to see if maybe they would like to come over for dinner tonight"

"Yeah that would be great" he said with a smile

"Okay let me text her" I said pulling out my phone

From: Blaine To: Rachel

Hey Rachel are you guys busy tonight?

From: Rachel To: Blaine

Yes we're going to L.A. tonight because I have to do some scenes for a new movie I'm doing and it's a musical! Can you believe that? Why did you ask is Kurt okay?

From: Blaine To: Rachel

Yes he's fine he just wants to meet Ms. Rachel Hudson ;)

From: Rachel To: Blaine

Aww that's so cute but tell him that I'm still that annoying Jewish girl from glee club

Kurt laughed at that message and took my phone

From: Blaine To: Rachel

Hi Rachel this is Kurt here, um when you're not busy I would like to see you I hope you haven't changed!

From: Blaine To: Rachel

P.S. Good luck on that movie and tell my Step brother that I said HI ;)

From: Rachel To: Blaine

Aww Kurt of course when I come back I'll go visit you and no I haven't changed at all…well I did dye my hair red but only for the movie!

P.S. Thanks and Finn said hello little bear

From: Blaine To: Rachel

Red really? Hmm I think you could pull that off if you tried

P.S. Tell Frankenstein to not call me little bear!

From: Rachel To: Blaine

P.S. He said Never ;)

After our fun little chat with Rachel we decided to order some pizza for lunch and Kurt spent most of the afternoon re-re-reorganizing that closet. I can guarantee you that if I let Kurt organize my closet he would turn my closet into a where's Waldo game.

"Kurt I made dinner already…would you like to take a break and eat?" I asked entering his closet and not seeing where he was

"Kurt?" I said looking for him and then I found him

He fell asleep on a pile of red and blue t-shirts and scarves which I think he was sorting by color. I then carried him bridal style to our bedroom and put him on the bed and kissed his forehead. I was walking out of the room when he woke up.

"Blaine?" he said in his sleepy voice

"Yes Kurt"

"What am I doing here?" he asked

"You um sort of feel asleep in the closet" I said

"I did?"

"Yeah and I carried you here"

"Oh sorry about that" he said blushing

"Kurt its fine I've done this before"

"You have?"

"Of course" I said sitting on the bed next to him "Once you fell asleep in my car after one of our dates and I carried you to your room…you then called me the next day freaking out because you thought that I didn't like you anymore or something like that" I then laughed "It was very cute" he then blushed and stared at my eyes and kissed me

(Kurt's pov)

Is it possible to fall more in love with a person.

Because i don't think I'll be able to stop loving this man.

I kissed him and I then became very heated we then kissed until we made love to each other.

We both fell asleep and that's when another memory hit.

(Kurt's Flashback)

"You're late" I said getting off the couch I've been sleeping on waiting for him. I crossed my arms and gave him the best Bitch glare I could give

"Yeah so?" he said taking his tie off

"So? So! Are you kidding me right now Blaine! You promised to be here at 10! 10pm not 4am! Where the Hell have you been?"

"I told you I had to work"

"No you didn't you said "I'll be home at 10" that's what you said!"

"Are you really going to start this again?"

"Start what? Please tell me because it seems like if I don't understand!"

"Look Kurt I'm really tiered-"

"Of course… you're always tiered!"

"Kurt are you accusing me of cheating on you! Do you really think that low of me!"

"Why not? Your always late you never even try to come to my dinners! Tell me why not!"

"Look I'm going to bed this is ridiculous" he said walking away to the bedroom

I then stayed of the couch crying until I fell asleep. When I woke up I noticed that I was on our bed…alone. He had already gone to work and that was one of the moments when I felt the loneliest. I called Rachel and ended up skipping work and spent all of the day at her house instead.

End Of Flashback

"Kurt are you okay" I then opened my eyes in shock

Who is this man?

Was he really cheating on me?

Should I worry?

"Kurt hi beautiful" he tried to put his hand on my cheek but I pushed it back

"Stay away from me!" I said getting of the bed in mostly fear

"Kurt what's wrong" he say trying to calm me down

But I'm not calming down hell no this man doesn't care about me he's using me

"I said stay away from me!"I shouted stepping back until I touched the wall behind me

"Okay fine I'll be right here" he said sitting on the bed putting his hands up showing me that he was in surrender

"Okay" I said breathing deeply

"Kurt can you please tell me what's wrong"

"You're a liar! A sick liar!" I said trying to hold back my tear but it was just impossible

"Kurt I've been nothing but honest to you I've answered all of your questions and-"

"Honest! Are you serious! Then when were you going to mention that you were cheating on me?"

"Kurt what are you talking about? I'm not cheating on you… I would never do that" he said softly while walking towards me "You are the love of my life Kurt and nobody can be replaced by you nobody" he then kissed me and I kissed him back he then carried me to the bed and sat next to me and asked me "What was your memory about?"

After I told him about the argument he told me that those were the arguments we used to have in the beginning and that they only got worse as time went by. He explained how he became a workaholic and that in his mind he thought that he was only doing the right things but in reality he wasn't. I then promised him that next time I would ask him instead of jumping to conclusions and freaking out. We then went down stairs and ate the pizza he ordered while eating we talked more about high school.

"So how exactly did we met?" I asked

"I don't know if I should tell you that." He said

"Why not? Did we do something inappropriate?" I asked because that would be weird that we hooked up or something, but he just laughed at my question instead.

"No Kurt… Like I told you we became friends at first… we didn't do anything inappropriate when we met"

I then took a deep breath and relaxed

"Okay that's a relief but you still haven't answered my question how did we met?" I asked again

"Fine I'll tell you…Um the day you went to spy the warblers we were going to do this small performance to the school and I was on my way there but the room was downstairs…so I went downstairs when I heard the most beautiful voice in the world-" and then I froze

(Kurt's Flashback)

I had just arrived to Dalton Academy and let me tell you that place was beautiful. The decor and the furniture went along so well I was taking mental notes for my room because this place was so nice. But it was also a bit chaotic, everyone was walking around fast like if they had to go somewhere. So I followed then most of them were going downstairs so I just followed but when I was on my way down stairs I saw the students running or speed walking from one place to the other so I got completely lost.

I then decided to ask some questions because this would never figure this out on my own

"Excuse me Um hi can I ask you a question I'm new here"

"My name is Blaine" He said extending his hand politely so I shaked it back

"Kurt" I said

Okay he's cute…Very cute

"So what exactly is going on?"

"The warblers! Every now and then they throw and impromptu performances in the senior commons. Tends to shut the school down for a while."

"So Wait the glee club here is kind of cool?" wait what?

"The warblers are like rock stars" He said

Wow I can't believe that outside of WMHS they appreciate us glee clubbers that's new

He then reached for my hand and said "Come on I know a shortcut" and let me tell you I feel like if one thousand butterflies were running around in my tummy. We then ran though this hall way until we got to the senior commons room. And then I saw all of the student in their uniforms except me…

"I stick out like a sore thumb"

"Well then don't forget your jacket next time new kid you'll fit right in" He said fixing my jacket

"Now if you excuse me" He then turned around and began to walk towards a group of students

End Of Flashback

I then opened my eyes only to find Blaine sitting next to me with wide eyes which scared me and made me scream

"Sorry about that Kurt… but you sort of just blanked out and it scared me"

"The staircase"

"What?"

"I remembered the staircase"

"You did…Did you remember when we met"

"Yeah"

"That's great it means you're getting older memories…" he then sat there in silence until he looked up at me and smiled "You're going to get your memory back Kurt I know it" I smiled at him and gave my pizza another bite and the spoke

"I think we should go out somewhere"

"Kurt you do know it's getting late but where do you want to go?" He asked

"I don't know…out maybe if I go out I might… you know… remember something"

"I don't think this is the place for that Kurt"

"Then where is it?"

"I think we should go to Ohio for that"

"Yeah that's a great idea and you could take me to McKinley and Dalton then maybe I could remember something and you know be good and you know-"

"Kurt your rambling"

"Oh sorry I'm just excited" I said jumping up and down from my chair

"It's okay" he said laughing "I'll by the tickets tonight and we'll go there for 2 weeks how does that sound?"

"Yeah that sound perfect" I then jumped and hugged him really tightly "Thank you, thank you, thank you soooo much"

"Welcome…Can't… breathe" he said patting my back

"Oh right sorry" I said letting him go he then got up and went to our bedroom and came out with 2 coats and my boots

"Where are we going? I thought you said we weren't going out"

"We're going for some ice cream and then maybe stop by Santana's house"

"Really?" I said with a smile

"Yup but there is something you should know about here before we get there"

"Um okay what is it?"

"She's Married" he said

"Oh that great did she finally marry puck or did she meat someone else along the way?"

"Yeah No she's not married to puck she's not on that team anymore…"

"Team you mean as in she's a lesbian?"

"Yeah that exactly what I mean"

"Who did she marry?"

"Her best friend"

"Britney?"

"Yup"

"Wow I can't believe they got married and I can't believe that Santana was in the closet all of this time"

"I know right"

"This makes so much sense now no wonder why she was so mean. She was miserable."

"We sang to her."

"We did?"

"Yeah they did lady music week in glee club to support her and we sang to her"

"I fell like if I've missed so much"

"Yeah Mercedes and Sam got married as well and they already had 2 kids"

"Are you serious?"

"Very serious"

"Wow"

"Yeah I know but that's not the thing I wanted to tell you about Santana"

"Okay then what is it?"

"She's pregnant… like really pregnant… due any moment."

And then screamed for about 10 minutes straight I've always wanted to see Santana be happy and that made my day. We left on his car and we passed by an Ice cream store and bought the ice cream. We were only going to but for us but then we decided to just by some for Santana and Britney as well. We bought the Neapolitan flavor one because we didn't know what flavor the actually liked. When we arrived there Britney opened the door and literally jumped me. I'm serious her legs were around my waist I almost feel down Blaine is the one who helped me not fall.

"Dolphin!"She kept repeating in my ear

I am now deaf from my right ear

"Um Britney mind getting off my husband he just got out of the hospital I don't need him back in" Said Blaine and thanks to him we were able to detach Britney from me

"Sorry I just missed you so much! Santana will be so surprised so see you guys especially you Kurt she's been worried sick about you" he said giving me a kiss in the cheek

"Where's Santana?" asked Blaine

"Oh She's in the baby room organizing the diaper drawer because I accidentally ordered 50 boxes of diapers for new born babies and now she's trying to find a place to put the diapers in ."

"Maybe I could help her with that" I said

"Okay it's the third room in the hallway" she said pointing in the hallway the walking away to the kitchen

I turned around and saw Blaine following her so I assume I'm on my own here. I walked toward the room and knocked on it

"Come in" she shouted from the other side of the room I then opened the door and saw the very pregnant Santana kneeling down on the ground literally stuffing the diapers in the bottom drawer. She was so stressed out that she didn't even look up.

The room was beautiful it was decorated ballerina style the crib was pink and there was a pink rocking chair next to it. It had a cute changing bed attached to the wall and this weird machine at the wall next to the door. The room was any mother's dream room.

"Britney the next time you order something online please check the numbers of the amount of things you're buying. I honestly don't know what I'm going to do with the rest of the boxes-" Then she looked up "Kurt"

"Hi" I said shyly I then kneeled down next to her and picked up some of the dippers that were on the floor "Need help?" She then hugged me and began to cry

"Kurt I'm so sorry about what happened to you, I swear if I was there I would of have beat the living crap out of them" the fact that someone cared made me emotional

"I'm just glad to be alive honestly" I said

"Is it true?" she asked

"What's true?"

"That you don't remember anything past junior year?"

"Yeah I didn't remember meting Blaine at Dalton…until today "I said "I'm getting little bits of my memory and I'm slowly starting to remember things"

"That great Kurt… it really is and I now understand why Blaine didn't want to talk about it"

"I know everything is hard on him and he's just giving me a brave face"

We were silent for a moment until Santana finally spoke

"You do know it's not your fault Kurt right?" I began to cry on her shoulder

Because it is my fault that Blaine is sad, it's my fault that he doesn't have his husband with him anymore

"Sing" said Santana

"What?" I said wiping my tears of my face

"Remember that in glee club when we needed to express something but we knew that words weren't just enough for it we sang"

"yeah"

"well then sing"

"here?"

"yeah why not I could join you if you want"

"But there's no music"

"That's were your wrong Mr. you see the machine in the corner" I turned around and saw it

"That is a karaoke machine it has a whole mess of songs including your favorite show tunes and it's connected to the internet so you will find what you need" she said getting up but she struggled so I helped her.

I walked to the machine and found the perfect song to release my inner feeling and pressed play Santana just smiled and grabbed one of the microphones handed me one and the music began

(Blaine's pov)

"Blaine don't cry things will get better I'm sure of it" Said Britney

"I just miss him so much Brittney" I said crying while cutting the cucumber for the salad

"I know you do but you have to be strong for him you said it yourself you have noticed some progress…Just give it time"

"You know Britney your pretty good at giving advice"

"Well you do know that if you're nice to dolphins you get good luck"

I laughed and then we heard music

"Britney do you hear that?" I said putting the knife down

"Yeah that's music" She said whipping her hands in a napkin

"I know that but do you know from where the music comes from?"

"Yeah that's Santana's karaoke machine"

We then walked to the door opened a little bit and peeked

Santana:

Feeling my way through the darkness

Guided by a beating heart

Kurt:

I can't tell where the journey will end

But I know where to start

They tell me I'm too young to understand

They say I'm caught up in a dream

Well life will pass me by if I don't open up my eyes

Well that's fine by me

Kurt and Santana:

So wake me up when it's all over

When I'm wiser and I'm older

All this time I was finding myself

And I didn't know I was lost

So wake me up when it's all over

When I'm wiser and I'm older

All this time I was finding myself

And I didn't know I was lost

Santana (Kurt)

I tried carrying the weight of the world

(But I only have two hands)

Hope I get the chance to travel the world

(But I don't have any plans)

Kurt and Santana:

Wish that I could stay forever this young

Not afraid to close my eyes

Life's a game made for everyone

And love is the prize

Kurt:

So wake me up when it's all over

When I'm wiser and I'm older

All this time I was finding myself

And I didn't know I was lost

Santana:

So wake me up when it's all over

When I'm wiser and I'm older

Kurt and Santana:

All this time I was finding myself

And I didn't know I was lost

Didn't know I was lost

I didn't know I was lost

I didn't know I was lost

Kurt (Santana)

I didn't know (didn't know, didn't know)

(Kurt's pov)

"Thank you so much for doing this Santana you were so right I needed to sing this"

"Yeah but how did you know this song it came out around 2013 and you said you remember things up to 2010"

"Santana I do own an iPod and I've been listening and learning new songs but this one had been ringing in my head all day"

"why?"

"I learned it this morning while I was organizing my closet and I just felt like if the song was talking to me you know"

"Yeah I get you" she then turned around and faced the door "speaking about songs why you guys don't tell us how awesome we were?"

The door slowly opened and Blaine and Britney walked in slowly into the room.

"It was very-"

"Beautiful." Said Blaine

"Well I was going to say cool but I agree with Blaine that was very beautiful"

"So you guys heard everything?"

"Well not everything" Blaine lied

"Yes we heard everything" Confessed Britney

"Um no we just heard the music from the kitchen and we opened the door a little bit to spy on your performance"

Okay that's fine

"You guys are horrible spies" said Santana

"You saw them spying?" I asked

Omg I was dancing very inappropriately during the performance

"Yeah why do you think I made you dance like that" she said making me blush

"You're kidding right" I said

"Nope and Blaine can thank me later" she said giving him a wink laughing

"Santana behave!" Screamed Blaine making her laugh louder

"Oh wow like if you didn't enjoy Kurt's dance moves" I then started blushing even more

"Oh My God You guys are screwing already"

"W-we're n-not" I said

"Kurt every time you stutter like that I know you're lying" she then walked to Blaine and patted him on the back "Now I have something to blackmail you with" she said giving him 2 thumbs up

"Okay enough with the inappropriate talk let's work on organizing these diapers" I said picking up more diapers from the ground

"Fine" she said

"Um me and Blaine are going to be in the kitchen finishing dinner so see you guys soon" said Britney walking out

"This room is so cute who designed this room?"

"Oh this very amazing friend of mine named Kurt Hummel"

"Are you serious?"

"Yeah it was the day I told you my baby's gender"

And then I froze

(Kurt's Flashback)

"What's wrong? I came as soon as you called are you okay?" I screamed while entering her house

"Kurt I'm okay it's the baby"

"What's wrong? Is there a problem with the baby?"

"Well not really um remember how the doctor told me that for some reason the baby wouldn't let us find out the gender?"

"Yeah so?"

"So I just came from my doctor's appointment and they finally told me the gender"

"And?"

"It's a Girl!"

"Oh Wow congrats Santana" I hugged her "I'm so happy for you and don't worry I'm going to design your room and it's going to be perfect!"

"So am I going to get a friend discount?" she asked

"Absolutely not it's my gift to you" I said releasing her from the hug

"Kurt you can't decorate a room for free that's a lot of money"

"I can and I will all you have to do is tell me what you like and hate" I said kissing her cheek she then started to cry

"Kurt I made your life hell in high school why you are so nice?" she asked

"Santana let's forget about the past… you learned from your mistakes and now you're going to be a mother so let's think about the future from now on okay?"

"Okay"

"Pinky promise?" I asked

"Pinky Promise."

End of flashback

"Kurt" Said Blaine I could hear Santana crying in the back ground then I opened my eyes and I was resting on Blaine's laps

"Hi" He whispered

"Hi" I responded

"Is he awake?" asked Santana

"Yeah he just had another memory" he said pulling me into a hug I just hugged him back.

His hugs are so addicting, sweet and loving

Yup I'm in deeply love

"What was the memory?" he asked softly I released him from the hug and looked at Santana

"I remembered the day you told me the gender and Promise we made" I said with a smile

"Promise? What Promise?" asked Blaine

"To forget about the past and to focus on the future" Said Santana

"But somehow the past came back didn't it?" I said feeling

"Kurt this is not your-"I then interrupted Blaine

"Can you guys stop saying that? I'm sick of people telling me it's not my fault when it is! It's my fault I lost my memory it's my fault I can't remember anything! I'm responsible-"I was interrupted by a slap

We were all in silence for a while trying to analyze what had just happened. Until Santana spoke…

"Kurt look I'm so sorry for slapping you but I just couldn't handle hearing you talk like that." She said walking towards me reaching out for my hand "We love you so much Kurt and hearing you say things like that hurts. This is not your fault Kurt you didn't do this on purpose. I know you would never purposely cause pain to people that you love. You were a victim okay a victim… Not the villain or the bad guy but a victim. They hurt you… you didn't hurt yourself. I need you to understand that we're not here because we feel bad for you. We're here because we love you and would do anything to protect you." She said in tears

Everyone in the room was crying including me, because not only did Santana slap me physically she slapped me with the truth. The honest and pure truth, it was like an eye opener for me.

"You're right…You're all right I've been selfish and I'm so sorry about that"

After that Blaine and Brittney left again to finish the dinner while Santana and I finished organizing the diapers. I ended up giving her ideas on how to organize the diapers so more would fit in the drawers. We put as much as we could in the three drawers and the rest of the boxes we just stacked them up in the corner and she said that she would just give them away to charity or something. Everything was awkward until she finally spoke.

"Kurt can I talk to you?" she said "From one bitch to another" I laughed at the comment and nodded

"I really am sorry for slapping you aunty snix just came out and I couldn't control her"

"It's okay Santana…Well not really "I said making her laugh "But I really needed that"

"We're still friends right?" Santana asked

"Of course we're still friends only because you slapped me doesn't mean I would end our friendship"

"Ok good because-"she then stopped and put her hand on her stomach "Oh no" she said in pain

"Santana? What's wrong? Are you okay?" I asked trying to help her but didn't know how to.

"My water just broke" when she said that I looked slowly down with wide eyes and saw the yellow puddle of water…


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