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Jacob's POV:
I felt like shit. I felt so bad that I couldn't even move without feeling every part of my body ache. I hate imprinting, I hate everybody right now. It's got so bad that I can't even walk anymore without it killing me.
I was informed yesterday that Edward's change has completely finished, he is now half human, half vampire and he is pretty sick too from not being near me. I was still mad at him, but I was starting to question whether or not this was all Bella's fault. I mean imprinting means you find your soul mate and they are only yours and your only theirs and that you can't deny your imprint for long as Edward proved and also that once an imprint has been accepted it's near impossible to betray your imprint.
Maybe that only applied to me since I was the one who imprinted, but then again Edward never gave me any reason to liking Bella since he accepted it. Then again he loved her before the imprint didn't he? It wasn't just going to go away was it?
I sighed to myself. I had been going over and over this for 6 months. Sam said Edward had been trying to cross over the treaty line a lot and recently since he's been feeling even more ill, he's basically been crawling his way to the treaty line. That hit me harder than anything, I was hurting him.
But I couldn't get it out of my mind that Edward really did still have feelings for Bella.
It was a Friday evening when I heard the familiar warning howl. It was Leah. I couldn't believe I didn't know what was going on. I tried to move to sit up but every part of me was screaming at me to lie back down, but I couldn't. All I could think was my pack, my Edward could be in danger. I found what little strength I had left inside me and got up, stumbling as I made my way down the stairs and out the door, I coughed when the fresh air hit me, making me feel dizzy.
I powered on through, making my way to the trees and taking of my pyjama bottoms and phasing. Straight away the thoughts of the pack hit me.
Go warn the Cullen's Leah! Tell them Edward needs to be here to translate some things for us! Sam shouted.
On it! Leah.
Embry, Quil, Paul! Go to sneak up on them from the left! Seth, Jared, Colin! Sneak up on them from the right! Leah, Brady and I will go for them straight ahead. Leah make sure the Cullen's sneak up from behind! Sam ordered.
I decided to announce my presence since I was getting tired of hiding the fact I was here.
Sam, I choked out.
I felt everybody freeze on the spot, wondering if they had heard right.
Jacob? What are you doing here? Get back in bed! Sam shouted at me in his alpha command.
Sam…what's going on? I asked, trying to stop myself from obeying the alpha command.
The Volturi are here! They're attacking us! Jacob, go back NOW! Sam put all the force he could into that, but instead of making me retreat it made me collapse to the floor in pain.
"Jake", I heard Leah's soft voice; I opened my wolf eyes to see her in human form leaning over me.
"Jacob," it was his voice. Edward. Then I felt Leah's hands move away from me and suddenly Edward's replaced them stroking my fur, his head lying on my back.
I began sighing in relief; it felt more like a purr though.
Leah phased back in and I felt the pack beginning to fight. Edward and I about a mile away from the fight. I felt helpless.
"Jacob, you shouldn't. Your ill, you can't do anything and neither can I, don't worry, they'll be fine." Edward soothed me, his hand tickling me behind my wolfy ear, I growled in pleasure.
I listened to the fight, it went on for ages, I felt myself getting stronger and stronger with Edward so close to me. I could finally keep my eyes open. I was now lying on my side and he was curled into my front, head pressed against my fur.
He had said some things to me, but I never really replied to him, I was too focused on thinking about the fight. Hoping being this close to him would help me get enough strength back. Edward looked different now. His skin was a bit darker and he was definitely warmer, his skin wasn't so hard, it was softer now, but basically he was the same old Edward. His gorgeous golden hair, his bright golden eyes that seemed to look into my soul.
I smiled to myself. After about another 10 minutes I could finally move without my body aching. My eyes shot open and I jumped up, knocking Edward 10 feet away from me, he looked at me shocked.
Sorry. I can fight now, I said to him.
"NO!" Edward jumped up; I noticed he was now slower at movements. "You can't Jake! I won't lose you! Not again!"
I'll come back to you, I promised and before he could say another word I ran off into the forest, once again feeling that ache in my chest now he was away from me.
I guess in some way I had forgiven him now, without actually talking to him about it. I suppose I'll hear him out once this fight is over.
I wasn't going to make it this long. Because I wasn't happy with the amount of reviews I got for the last chapter, which I made especially long for you guys!
I'm sorry if you guys didn't like it.
If I don't get the amount of reviews I want I won't be posting another chapter.
So let's say, get me to 110 reviews and I'll post another chapter.
