It Was Always You

Authors note:(I don't own the characters) Early update! woohoo! Warning: violence and rape(not very graphic) your gonna love/hate this chapter...I hope...but the next chapter will make up for it(;

penpendesarapen: Thank you! I'm glad you like it(:

falconsoftball19:already ahead of you(:

Silentreader:firstly I'm a girl haha and second I've been writting the story on my iPod touch and lastly thanks for letting me know how it looks on a laptop. I fixed their walkie talkie conversation in this chapter so I hope that helps(:

Chapter 12: Operation Quinntana

The week has passed and it's early Saturday morning. Cheerios practice is today and Quinn is exhausted from school. Cheerios isn't even that important to her but it is to Russell. Quinn hears Judy entering her room and she groans switching to lie on her side and puts a pillow over her head."Don't give me that Quinnie I know your awake. Come on time for practice; Santana will be over to pick you up." That is the only thing she's looking forward to. Still trying to wake up; Quinn slides out of bed and starts to get ready. She puts on a grey cameo top and black work out shorts with Nike running shoes. She throws her hair in a pony tail; not having time to eat a full meal; Quinn grabs a Special K bar. Walking out the door she takes her bag with some changing clothes and some towels for the shower. Santana is waiting by the car for her. Quinn stops dead in her tracks with her mouth open. Santana is wear a red sports bra and black short shorts with Nike running shoes and her hair is in a pony tail. Santana is filing her nails so she doesn't notice Quinn drooling over her body. Quinn shakes herself out of her Santana gaze and continues her way to her car. Santana looks up to see Quinn headed her way and smiles."Looking good, Q." She says getting in the car. Quinn looks out the passenger window beat red and gives her a quiet thanks. Quinn doesn't know how she makes it through the drive but by some miracle she does. Brittany greets them on the field and they begin their stretches. Quinn is concerned she's gonna have a heart attack when Santana bends over to touch her toes. Brittany is standing next to Quinn and being Brittany it doesn't go past her."You should watch your leering,Qunnie bear." She gestures with her finger pointing to the corner of her lip."You have a little drool." She doesn't really but Brittany likes to tease her. Quinn blushes and wipes her mouth with the back of hand and continues to strech. Sue starts them on their laps when Quinn sees Rachel climbing the bleachers and waves. Rachel has singing lessons every Saturday; finding out that their cheer practice is the same day she decided she would wait for them to finish to drive back home together. Santana sees Quinn wave at Rachel with a big smile on her face and the green eyed monster shows. Brittany just giggles at both of her firends cluelessness. After practice Quinn's mouth is dry and she's percperating everywhere. She looks into we bag for a water bottle but comes up empty handed. Santana has been watching her and walks over; water bottle in hand."Drink?" Quinn sends her a gratefull smile and begins to chug down the water."Shit slow down,Q." Quinn laughs a little and wipes her mouth;handing San her bottle back."Sorry. I was really thirsty."

"I see that." Santana says with a climbs down the bleachers and joins Quinn and Santana."Hey,Quinn; Santana." Both send her a wave."So Quinn I was thinking when we leave I could go home with you to visit. It's been awhile since we had a Faberry day." Quinn smiles with a nod."Yeah sure. Just let me shower and change first, I smell horrible." Quinn says laughing and Rachel joining in. Santana scoffs at the name "Faberry." She passes Rachel "accendently" bumping into her shoulder."Sorry Berry." Rachel frowns at Santana's actions along with Quinn. Rachel sits on a bench outside the locker room to wait for her. Quinn sees Santana taking her towels and clothes out of her bag with a frown."Sannie, what was that back there? And don't act like you don't know what I'm talking about." Santana straigtens up and looks down at her feet."Nothing, I'm fine." Santana goes to turn around to the showers but Quinn stops her."Don't shut me out, San. Please." Santana can see the hurt in her eyes; feeling guilty."I call you on the walks okay?" Quinn nods her head and pulls Santana in for a hug.

On the drive home Quinn can't stop worrying about Santana. She looked pretty sad in the locker room. Quinn pulls into the driver way and gestures Rachel to park by the sidewalk in front of the house; away from Russell's car. Walking in the house Quinn can hear Judy and Russell in the study; curiousity gets the best of her she head towards the room with Rachel behind her. Judy is never in the study; she's not allowed in Russell's domain. Standing in the door way; Quinn sees something she's never seen before nor thinks she'll ever see again. Russell is sitting on a small couch crying with his head in his hands, elbows resting on his knees. Judy is rubbing cricles on his back."Mom, Dad. What's going on?" Quinn looks between Russell and Judy. Russell notices their guest and wipes his eyes with his sleeves."My mother passes away this morning but if you weren't off doing god knows what you would have known." Quinn looks at Russell, squinting her eyes. Give it to Russell to make her into a heartless bitch. Russell sees the look on Quinn's face and stands up going into her personal space so Rachel won't hear."You look at me like that again and you'll be sorry. Now get out of my fucking site; the both of you,leave! I have work to do."

Quinn and Rachel are now sitting on her bed; watching tv. Quinn has her back to the head board and ankles crossed. Rachel mimicking her watch tv in silence for a few minutes before Rachel breaks it."I think it's because I called us Faberry." Quinn looks over at Rachel with an arched brow."What are you talking about?" Rachel turns the tv off and turns side ways facing Quinn."Santana; I think she was mad cause I called us Faberry." Quinn's mouth forms a small oh shape in understanding. The. frowns"But why would she be mad about that?" Rachel gives her a are you serious right now look."Quinn she likes you!"
Quinn looks at Rachel like she has two heads."She doesn't like me like that Rachel." She says with a frown looking at her lap. Rachel slides over next to Quinn and puts her arm around her."I happen to know she does and so does Brittany and I'm sure Sam knows too." Quinn looks up at Rachel again like a deer caught in headlights."What makes you think that Sam knows?" Rachel laughs a little."It's okay Quinn and I don't think, I know. Me Brittany and him have been talking and we came up with an idea." Quinn gives her a sceptaical look."What idea?" Rachel smiles and goes to her purse to pull out a writting pad. Rachel sits back down next to Quinn and smiles at her."Time for Operation Quinntana." Quinn smiles at the name. It sounds much better than Faberry no offense to Rachel."Now we already know she thinks there's something going on between us so I thought that we could go with that." Quinn frowns a little."Rae, I want to be with Santana don't get me wrong but I don't want her to be mad at me or try to kick your ass."

Rachel isn't fond of that idea either but she's still certain this plain will work."It's not like I'll be flirting with you in the halls. We'll just be giving her the idea that I am." Okay now Quinn is confused how in the hell can they pull that off? "Just go with it. You can come over my house more, we can walk in the halls together more. She'll get more and more jealous and finally get the lady balls to ask you to be hers." Quinn already has butterflies in her stomach hearing Rachel call her Santana's and laughs a little and her choice of words."Lady balls Rae?" They both start to laugh. Rachel checks the time on her watch and begins to gather her belongings."I have to go. I promised Brittany I would help with her homework and I have to be there soon." Quinn and Rachel make their way out the bedroom door when Quinn runs into someone she looks up and sees Russell. Had he been spying on them? Did he hear what they said? It doesn't seem like it but he's always had a good poker face."Hi, . I was just leaving." Rachel makes her way down the stairs sending Quinn a little wave. Russell continues his starring contest with Quinn."How was practice?" Quinn looks at her feet unable to look in his eyes anymore."Good." Russell continues to stare at her for a few seconds then makes his way downstairs. Quinn sighs in relief and goes back in her room to call San, sitting on her bed.
-Sannie?...San you there?
-Yeah I'm here.(Quinn decides to test out Rachel's theory for herself.)
-Are you going to tell me what happened at practice?(there's a short pause at Santana's end)
-She just pissed me off that's all(Quinn has such a big smile on her face that her cheeks hurt. Santana does feel the same about her. She feels like she could just jump on her bed like she's five again.)
-What did she do to make you call her Berry?
-She-uh she-uh. Look Quinn I'm a bitch and everyone knows it. She just pissed me off and I called her by her last name and trust me I could've just mad fun of her horrible outfit.(Yeap now she's positive that San likes her too.)
-Your not a bitch San.
-Yeah. I have to go I promised Sam I would go over to his place to play some video games.
-Okay. You'll call me tonight still though right?
-Yeah of course. Bye,Q
-Bye, Sannie.

Throughout dinner Quinn noticed the strange looks Russell kept giving her. She can't really read it but its really creeping her out. When their finished Quinn helps Judy wash the dishes and then goes up stairs to her room. She gets ready for bed wearing a simple white t-shirt and plaid pink pj pants. While waiting for Santana to call her she turns the tv on and watches a Friends marathon. The character Phoebe is her favorite, she reminds her of Brittany. Later that night Quinn didn't realize she had fallen asleep until she feels the bed dip from behind her.

Turning around she sees none other than Russell. Quinn tries to sit up but Russell pulls her down so she's laying on her back."You don't think I heard you talking with that Berry girl?" Quinn's eyes feel like there going to pop out of her head. Russell runs his fingers down Quinn's left arm."So you want Santana to be your girlfriend. How nice." Quinn feels sick, silent tears start to run down her cheeks."You know it's a fathers job to do what they feel is best for their child." He begins to run circles on her stomach. Quinn is unable to move, she almost doesn't want to breath."I need to fix my little girl. Show you what a man can give you." Quinn goes to jump out of the bed put Russell grabs her by her shoulders and roughly pulls her back down and covers her mouth with his hand."Don't you dare. This is for your own good, and you'll thank me later." Quinn screams in his hand hoping that some how Judy can hear her or even Santana. Russell is now on top of her; still with his hand over her mouth. He begins to make his way down to the waist of her pants and slowly pulls them down. Quinn is sobbing. Why didn't she check to see if Russell was outside her door. Then remembers its cause she never thought she would have to. She closes her eyes shut when she hears his zipper. She wants to fight him but he has her arms by her sides and she can't move them under his weight. Slowly he enters her. Quinn screams louder in his hands, maybe now her mom can hear. He's pounding in her so hard it's making the headboard hit the walk behind it. Russell is grunting in her left ear. She wants to be anywhere but here. She closes her eyes and thinks back to when she was happy last; Santana. That's all she can think about is being with Santana.

It seems like forever before Russell pulls her pants back up and puts his own back on. He kisses her cheek then leaves the room. Quinn lays on her side and pulls her knees to her chest. She feels dirty; like she can feel Russell all over her. Suddenly she jumps out of bed and quickly undresses and jumps into the shower. She turns the hot water on almost burining her skin; then she takes a wash cloth and drowns it with liquid soap and scrubs her body. She can see the water turning pink; there's some blood running down her right leg and begins to scrub that too. Then she carefully washes her center; still in pain. Quinn scrubs and scrubs until she can't stand the hot water anymore. Climbing out of the shower she grabs a towel and wraps it around herself and climbs back into bed; not even bothering with clothes. Quinn sobs until her throat is sore; not long after she hears Santana calling her. Should she tell her what happened? All she wants right now is to be in her arms. She knows if she tells her though she'll want to tell her dad but right now she's in pain and hurt and she just wants her Sannie.
-Q? You awake? I know it's late but I lost track of time at Sam's.(Quinn grabs the walkie from under the mattress; though her throat is in so much pain she's not sure if she can even answer.)
-Sannie.(Her voice barely comes out in a whisper.
-Q? What's wrong?(Quinn sobs again)
-Sannie,please. It hurts.(Santana frowns. What the hell did Russell do now?)
-What hurts hermoso?
-Sannie,please I need you. Please.(Santana's heart breaks she's never heard Quinn sound this broken.)
-Is Russell still there?
-I don't think so. Sannie please.(If she could; Quinn would be begging on her knees. She wants her Sannie and she wants her now.)
-Okay, Q. I'm on my way over.

Quinn continues to sob; her head is begging to hurt from all the crying but she can't seem to stop. Then she hears someone entering her room and she feels the bed dip behind her. She quickly turns around and throws herself into Santana's arm burying her face in her neck and continues to cry. Santana holds her close; rocking her a little. Looking down at Quinn She notices she only in a towel; any other time she wouldn't be able to be this close to her;being practically naked but her Quinn needs her."Hermoso,can you tell me what happened?" Before Quinn can answer or attempt to Russell walks in again; making Quinn curl herself into Santana."I thought I heard the front door. You staying over Santana?" Santana is furious if Quinn didn't need her so much right now she would be beating Russell's ass. Too angry to answer she just nods her head."Okay. Goodnight girls." Quinn cries in Santana's arms most of the night until finally falling down at Quinn; Santana can't help but feel like this is right. She fits so perfect in arms; she would love to fall asleep like this. Holding Quinn. She thinks about what Sam told her while they were playing Super Mario. She should tell Quinn how she feels; he's right the only way she'll know for sure is if she tells her. She pulls Quinn closer if its even possible and kisses the top of her head."I promise I'll keep you safe; if you let me." Santana whispers in her ear before giving her another kiss and going to sleep herself.

This chapter seems a little short to me sorry:/ but i did it on prupose and I know you want Russell dead just trust me when I say he'll get what's comming to him.