I got onto the plane, I was sad to leave Miley behind, but I think she understood why I had to do this. To many bad memories haunted me. I needed to go somewhere, somewhere where I could start over, or at least try. I settled myself into the seat pulling out my iPod. I nestled back into my seat as the flight attendant began her procedure on how to fly. As if I hadn't heard it enough.

The plane flew picked up off the ground and we were shooting into the air. This was my favorite part of the flight, it was fun to feel the adrenaline of going higher and higher into the air and the pressure pushing back on you. I didn't like to landing though that part always scared me.

Eventually we started our descent to the land below, I got off of the plane and walked into the Sacramento airport, I walked into the airport and grabbed my bags. I walked outside of the airport and caught a shuttle to the nearest hotel so that I could go somewhere. The shuttle dropped me off and I walked inside of the hotel and asked if they were hiring. I figured it was my best bet, I mean they would supply a small room to me, I could shower, and make extra cash also.

They hired me as a maid, I thanked them and went up into my small room, and when I say small, I mean SMALL! I was okay with it though, I only needed it to sleep, other than that I would be working. I was determined to start over, I would make enough money and then I would go and find a house or apartment, and find myself someone I could love, someone that would never cheat on me.

I set my bag down on my bed and started to put my clothes into the small dresser that they provided. Once that was done I decided to go and get some food. I grabbed my wallet and a sweater and walked out of the hotel. I then found a Taco Bell and walked in. I ordered a chicken chalupa grabbed my reciept and waited for my food to be prepared.

I looked out the window and saw a guy with curly hair walk by, I quickly shrunk down in my seat thinking it was Nick. Once I realized it wasn't I calmed down. Then the Taco Bell people called my name I walked over to the guy and he handed me my tray. I looked up to say thank you and I could have sworn the guy was Joe. I stood still, and shocked for a moment until I realized it wasn't Joe. I walked back to my table and ate.

Once I finished eating I threw away my trash and walked back outside, I needed some fresh air after everything I had just seen. I was walking by a Starbuck's when I saw someone who looked exactly like Kevin, sitting drinking coffee. I did a double take until I realized it wasn't him.

What was wrong with me? Why did I keep thinking I was seeing them. It was then that I realized I had made a mistake, I had lied to myself. I told myself I could live without them, but the truth was it was impossible to live without Kevin Joe, and especially Nick.

Hey guys sorry big writers block, anyways I have dance tonight and I am trying to get updates in for you sooo plz review it means a lot! I will have a new story posted tomorrow, but on the account morgiecorgie, I am sharing that account with Peach and Plum and we are working hard to write a story!