A/N: …Worst trauma ever. A friend (a male friend) made me show him this fic. It was the worst three minutes of my life he was like… eyes all big, I thought they would come out of their sockets. He was gaping… (he wanted to read the lemon chapter horror..)
Yes! Finally, I got a Beta! TY Crispy Rice! You are my savior for all eternity.
Ladies and… erm Ladies (maybe some other guy around there). The truth will now be revealed. Conrart will know the truth… just don't kill or hit me I don't hate him. In fact I think he's adorable.
Thanks to all of you people who read and review!
Chapter 12
Conrart was staring at the steering wheel, both hands gripping it. A sea of emotions was flowing all over his body. He knew it meant nothing, it had to mean nothing. He couldn't stop this horrible feeling from bubbling up in his insides, he should be ashamed of himself to feel like that towards his own little brother, but still…
Why were those two hugging?
He was going to pick up Yozak at a fast food restaurant so they could go and look for a place to live for his orange haired friend (he had had enough of the lilac haired man who kept whining about his 'barbaric' style of living). He was waiting on a red light when he saw them on the other side; Wolfram suddenly jumped and hugged Yuuri by the neck. The latter was startled at first but after regaining his sense he returned the embrace. The simple act made Conrart feel something within his chest that he had never felt before. It was alien for him. It was similar to anger, but… could it be jealousy?
He was sure he was just overreacting, he saw how the blonde started handing some bags to Yuuri who in the other hand didn't looked too pleased. Maybe Wolfram was happy because he found himself someone to carry his stuff and just that. He had wanted to see more but the light had already turned green and the people behind him were getting inpatient.
He let out a long sigh.
"You okay buddy?" Conrart looked on his right side. Yozak had a questioning expression on his face. "You've been spacing out for the last couple of minutes, is something bothering you?"
Conrart shook his head and managed to plaster a smile. "Nothing is wrong. Let's go." He turned the key and started the engine.
Yozak eyed his friend before looking at the road. Conrart had been acting weird lately and today it was more noticeable, he didn't even respond when he joked a moment ago. He tried again and made another pass at a joke, but the latter didn't even listen to him. He pouted, a distracted Conrart was no fun at all.
I wonder what's making him like this…
[:-.-:]
Yuuri was out of breath when the entered Wolfram's house. The first three minutes of carrying that stuff wasn't that bad, but three turned into ten, then ten turned to fourteen, he was sure he couldn't feel his arms anymore.
"Mother! I'm home." Wolfram said as he took of him jacket. He frowned when there was no answer. "Mother?" he went to the living room and found a small note on the table.
Wolfie
I had a call from work, there were some problems so I'll be back by supper. Don't eat all the sweets we bought yesterday, you'll get fat.
Love and kisses.
Wolfram blushed. He wasn't planning on eating all of them… maybe. He returned to the entrance were Yuuri was now leaning against the wall still catching his breath. "Don't rest yet wimp, we still need to bring all of the stuff to my art studio."
Yuuri groaned. "C'mon Wolf, can't we just leave it here for now? I'm tired!"
"Oh?" Wolfram was now with a lop-sided smile. "You don't want your reward then?" he asked as he teasingly slides his hand from his thigh to his hip and all over his chest. "Oh well, you can rest, I'll do this all by myself." He sighed disappointed.
He hummed happily when he saw Yuuri already carrying everything again at full speed. "Where was that room again?" the raven haired asked.
Wolfram chuckled and picked up the few Yuuri couldn't grab. "This way." And he walked through the hallways towards his studio. He made sure to sway his hips enough for his idiotic boyfriend to only pay attention to a certain part of his lower body. He smirked yet again pleased when he heard Yuuri swallow hard.
The art room was like any other… a total mess. Yuuri slowly scanned the room, where was the floor?! Oh well there's a little spot right there, next to all the stains of paint, ink, some small rectangular pieces of wood, a strange uh, squishing machine? He couldn't quite tell what the hell was that, a table with several canvases on it… was that concrete?
"What? It's not that bad! You can at least walk here now," Wolfram said a little embarrassed as he placed his stuff on the table. "Leave it here." Yuuri nodded and placed the clay bags on the wooden table. The raven haired was relieved to leave the evil bags there. He never wanted to see them again.
"Hey Wolf-" Yuuri blinked confused when he noticed that the blonde wasn't beside him like he was seconds ago. He turned around and saw Wolfram already leaving the room. "Where are you going Wolf?"
Wolfram looked over his shoulder. "To my room." He rolled his head back and went to his mentioned destination.
Yuuri grinned and started following his angel. He had almost forgotten, again, about his reward for helping the blonde. He licked his lips as he stared at the slim body in front of him, the same before that writhed below him some days ago and was about to do the same now.
Wolfram felt shivers all over his body. Yuuri was staring him in a perverted way again. Not that he minded, but he needed to quicken his pace or he was sure that his boyfriend was going to take him right there in the hallway. He sped up to his room and as he reached it he hastily opened the door and went in.
When Yuuri entered the room, Wolfram was turning his stereo on. Choosing on his iPod which folder he wanted to be played, he was bent down, a palm on the furniture for support. It gave Yuuri the best opportunity to…
The blonde had just finished selecting what he wanted when he felt a hand squeezing his behind, he yelped and turned to see Yuuri smirking at him, "Yuuri!" he pouted when the latter just laughed, he pushed him to the side and strode to the door to close it. "At least close the door, wimp!"
"Don't call me a wimp!" Yuuri said out of habit. "And what's the point? We're alone aren't we?" walked towards the blonde and encircled his arms around the small waist and started giving butterfly kisses to Wolfram's forehead.
Wolfram enjoyed the attention he was getting. He gasped when Yuuri yet again grabbed his behind. "What's with you and grabbing my ass?!"
"I love your ass." Yuuri said shamelessly. He gave it a nice squeeze.
Wolfram moaned softly, his hands on each of Yuuri's shoulders, stroking them gently. "Yuuri…" there was a pleading message in his voice that didn't go unnoticed to Yuuri. He leaned toward the small beauty below him and kissed his lips tenderly. Even if Wolfram was infamous for being aggressive and fierily, he knew that his blonde always liked to start their make out slow and gentle.
Wolfram sighed in content as Yuuri moved his hand and started caressing his back. Feeling confident enough he opened his mouth without waiting for Yuuri to asked him for permission. He felt Yuuri smile in the kiss as he put his tongue in his mouth. One of his hands left its position and moved down to slid under the shirt to feel the firm abs. The act made Yuuri deepen the kiss.
The room's atmosphere was heating up as they become more desperate. They were kissing hard and passionate. Yuuri kissed his jaw and attacked his neck. He loved tasting the white, creamy skin of the blonde. He nipped a particular spot between the neck and the shoulder, causing Wolfram to moan. He bit and sucked until he left a nice red mark on it. Yuuri soon got annoyed by Wolfram's sweater that kept getting in his way, he back out and grabbed the hem of the smaller boy's shirt. Wolfram lifted his arms to help him get rid of his clothing. Wolfram shivered when he felt the cool air against his hot skin. He welcomed the heat from the other boy's body as their chest bumped into each other, Yuuri had also taken his long-sleeved shirt off.
Yuuri titled Wolfram's head in a better angle and kissed him again, running his fingers in the silky golden locks. Wolfram wrapped his arms around Yuuri's neck and pulled him against him for more contact. He gasped as Yuuri grabbed him and hoisted him up, making him wrap his legs around his waist. Yuuri, never breaking the kiss, moved forward until they hit the wall.
When the broke the kiss, Yuuri directly went to the blonde's nipple and engulfs it with his mouth causing loud moans from the blonde. He sucked the pink nub making it harden at the special attention it was receiving. Yuuri used one hand to rub the other nipple and the other to keep Wolfram from falling.
Wolfram was lost, moaning at every lick, nip and caress Yuuri did to his body, heat gathering in his lower regions. He buried his hands in the dark hair, gripping the locks, back arching every time Yuuri bit him. He gave a particular loud moan when Yuuri moved his hand from his nipple and cupped his groin and gave him a few strokes.
"Yu…Yuuri." Wolfram gasped. He squirmed, trying to get the raven other to put him on the ground. He got impatient when Yuuri didn't comply. "Yuuri! I want to take my pants off, wimp."
Yuuri stopped what he was doing and looked up at him, making Wolfram shiver at the lustful eyes staring at him. Yuuri kissed him before placing him on the floor and started unzipping his pants, sliding his hand under waistband and pulling them down along with his underwear. "Wait." Wolfram said a little embarrassed. He still had his shoes on, so he bent down and took them off and finished taking his pants off. When he looked in front of him, he gulped, he was looking at Yuuri's hard on, tight in his pants.
With a daring will he didn't know he had, Wolfram got on his knees. He slowly started unbuckling Yuuri's pants. He nervously looked up, Yuuri looking back at him surprised and indeed excited for what the blonde was about to do. Wolfram went back to his task with the pants, he unzipped them and pull them down along with Yuuri's boxers just enough to free the latter's erection.
Yuuri was ecstatic, he never thought that Wolfram could be so bold. The blonde usually let him do whatever he wanted when they were making out, he was very responsive but he rarely did anything. Yuuri almost lost his mind went he felt those sweet warm lips touching the tip of his cock, he moan, clearly pleased with it.
Hearing Yuuri's moan Wolfram felt more confident. Never in his life had he ever done anything like this. He took a deep breath and took the head in his mouth. It wasn't so bad, actually it wasn't bad at all, Yuuri's taste was… interesting. He sucked the head and lean back with a popping sound. He tried licking the slit teasingly. The sounds that were escaping from Yuuri's throat were encouraging, with another deep breath he took Yuuri fully as far as his mouth would let him.
Yuuri moan and tangled his hand in the golden locks, he looked down to see Wolfram's head bobbling up and down, the image alone was making him even harder and the pleasure from it was something he would have never thought it existed. He felt something, he could feel the heated sensation in his stomach reaching his limit. He had to stop Wolfram or he was sure he was going to come in the blonde's mouth.
Yuuri pulled Wolfram by his hair. The blonde grunted in discontent by the way he was interrupted. He was about to protest when Yuuri pull him up and kissed him roughly making him moan in the kiss. Yuuri grabbed him by the shoulder and turned him so he now had his back at him. Yuuri was looking around the room, scanning everywhere.
"I need something to uhm," he coughed, "make it easier."
The blonde blinked, looking behind him at the raven haired in confusion. His mouth made an 'O' shape and he slowly understood what Yuuri meant. He looked over the vanity next to them, "There should be some oil around here," he blushed when Yuuri gave him a questioning look. "I use it for my hair, idiot!"
Yuuri chuckled and reached to the vanity, glancing over all the stuff Wolfram had there. "It's the transparent one with a purple top." He heard the blonde say. Purple… purple… ah! Found it! He took the bottle and smiled in triumph. He moved back. Wolfram placed his forearms and forehead against the wall, his back arched so his ass was raised up giving Yuuri the sight of his puckered entrance. He groaned and felt his cock twitch. He couldn't wait anymore.
He poured some of the oil in one of his hand, rubbing his finger to warm the cool liquid. He placed one finger on the blonde's entranced drawing circles around it. Wolfram's body tensed at the contact but relaxed quickly. Yuuri smiled when the blonde moved his hips backwards, he complied and inserted his finger inside him.
It didn't take long before Wolfram got used to the sensation. He mewls as he moved his hips against Yuuri's thrusts. Yuuri's free hand was now massaging the ivory skin of Wolfram's back, distracting him as he inserted another finger, making sure to remember where the blonde's prostate was.
As the last finger as inserted, Wolfram was gasping and panting hard. Not really wanting to come before the real thing started he glared at his lover. "On with it!" he demanded.
"So bossy." Yuuri laughed. He removed his fingers and poured some more of the oil and coated himself. He grabbed Wolfram by the hips and positioned his manhood at his entrance. He slowly plunged himself in.
Wolfram moan as Yuuri filled him. The latter, never rushing, fully entered him, staying still so the blonde could get used to his length. Wolfram moved his hips to indicate him that it was okay to continue and the other boy started to thrust in him.
The room was filled with the music coming from the stereo mixed with slick sounds of Yuuri and Wolfram's love making. The mewls, groans and moans were more audible every time a song ended giving just a few seconds of the echoes of their pleasure.
Yuuri was slamming hard against Wolfram and he knew he was thrusting in the right angle as the blonde arched his back even more and started scratching the wall as he tried to grip onto something, gasping for air.
Yuuri harden more as he felt himself over the edge. He slid his hand to reach Wolfram's erection and started to stroke him hard causing him to cry out. He gave a few hard tugs, making Wolfram's vision go white and he came in Yuuri's hand. Yuuri gave a couple of thrust into the clenched muscles before he too came inside him.
Wolfram tried to use the wall as support to stop himself from falling on the floor. Yuuri had his head on his back, trying to catch his breath.
As he steadied himself, Yuuri picked up Wolfram bridal style and walked towards the blonde's bed, laying him gently on the mattress and sliding next to him. He pulled the blonde against his chest, who in returned snuggled on said chest.
[:-.-:]
They had been looking at different places for some time now, from simple houses to fancy apartments. He had no idea his friend was so picky.
"Hmm… such a tough decision, I can't make up my mind!" Yozak said cheerfully as he took a bite from his burger. "Which one do you like best, Conrart?" he said as he handed three papers showing the places Yozak had liked most of all.
Conrart looked carefully at them. Glancing from one to the other slowly as he decided which one was a better choice. He pointed the one in the middle. "I think this is one is the best one. It's not small and it's not too big. It has a good location-"
"-And best of all, no whining von Christ!" Yozak cheered making Conrart laugh. "Ah! Finally, a laugh, you've been so serious lately."
"Really?" Conrart said. "I didn't notice."
"Yeah, you've been spacing out a lot and ignoring when people's talking to you."
"Sorry…"
Yozak waved his hand. "Nah it's okay. You'll tell me about it when you feel like it," he cocked an eyebrow when Conrart fidgeted. "Is it that bad?"
Conrart sighed. "I'm not sure… it's just that… I don't know."
"You're not making any sense you know?"
Brown eyes looked at sea blue ones, unsure. He didn't know exactly how to explain it. There were so many things he had on his mind but he couldn't confirm any. Maybe talking with his orange haired friend would help him clear some of them.
"It's… about Wolfram." He started. Yozak indicated with his head for him to continue. "… and Yuuri."
Yozak let out a sharp breath from his nose. "So you're worried about the two of them."
Conrart nodded.
"About them, being together?"
Another nod.
"Well…" Yozak scratched his head. "You have to admit that your brother's growing up. Eventually he would find someone to be with, though it must feel weird for you that that person is close friend of yours, not to mention that you live together…"
"Whoa! No, no. I meant that I have my suspicions about them been together but I know that I can't prove it by just having a 'feeling' you know… what?" Conrart suddenly asked when he noticed the surprised looked on Yozak's face.
"You mean that you don't know?" The orange haired one asked carefully.
"Don't know what? What is that you're not telling me Yozak?" Conrart was now getting anxious. He could tell that Yozak was about to tell him something he was sure he wasn't going to like.
"Those two… Yuuri and Wolfram have been dating for some time now. I thought… you'd be the first person to know, the kiddo is really close to you, both of them are. So I thought that you already knew."
Conrart stared at Yozak in disbelief. "Where…" he gulped some air, trying to calm his fast heart-beats, "where did you hear that… or who told you about that?" Yozak had to be wrong. It was not possible, he was sure the raven boy was into him not his little brother.
"Gunter was the one who told me…" Yozak answered, "He got it from your mother." he added when Conrart gave him an incredulous look. He rolled his eyes as his friend still didn't look convinced. "Your mother's been eaves-dropping your brother while he's on the phone a couple of times. You know how she is when it comes you guys' love life," Reason why Gwendal didn't dare to tell her about Anissina he thought to himself. "She confirmed it was Yuuri who Wolfram has been talking to in a 'lovey-dovey' way."
Conrart lower his head and stared at his hands on the table.
"Conrart?" Yozak asked worriedly.
He was startled when Conrart stood up abruptly. "Hey buddy, calm down."
"I have to go." It was the only thing the brunette said before dashing out of the restaurant.
He could hear Yozak's voice, but it sounded so far away that he couldn't make out the words. He practically ran to his car and drove to his mother's house where he knew Wolfram would be. He needed to hear it from his own baby brother's lips.
He had never drive so fast before in his life, much less pass a red light, but he had to get there as soon as possible. What his heart was feeling at this moment was killing him.
It didn't take long before he got there. He quickly got out of his car and entered the house. His heart clutched painfully when he saw Yuuri's coat on the hanger. As he walked towards his brother's room he could start hearing the sound of music that was indeed coming from Wolfram's room. He slowed down his pace. He was realizing something… he was terrified of finding out the truth.
[:-.-:]
"Stop that." Wolfram complained.
Yuuri smiled as he ghostly slid his fingers over the blonde's side. Wolfram squirmed and slapped the hand away, glaring at the raven haired one. "I said stop it, it tickles!"
"Oh?" Yuuri said innocently. "What? This?" he slide his hand again.
"Yuuri!" Wolfram retorted. He bit his lip trying hard to not to laugh. "W-wimp, s-stop it!"
Yuuri acted as he heard nothing and tickled him on both sides. Unable to stand it, Wolfram burst out laughing and tried to run away from Yuuri, who in the other hand held him down, continuing his maneuvers.
Wolfram knew it was futile trying to get away so he decided to counter back. He threw himself towards Yuuri, wrapping his arms around the tan neck. Yuuri yelped at the force the blonde used that almost pushed him all the way on his back. They started rolling on the bed, both laughing.
Their innocent game soon turned passionate as they started kissing each other. Yuuri had managed to stay on top, pressing Wolfram on the mattress. The latter gasped when he felt his lover's newly formed erection rubbing against his thigh.
"Yuuri, don't tell me you're thinking about a second go?" he blushed when Yuuri smirked as he placed himself between his legs.
"C'mon you know you want it." the older boy said as he lean to nip the blonde's earlobe making him moan.
"I uhm… ah!" Wolfram wasn't able to phrase out more than that when Yuuri entered him a second time, he unconsciously opened his legs even more.
Wolfram placed his forearms on top of his eyes and couldn't stop moaning as Yuuri thrust in him and devoured his neck and shoulder.
He came before Yuuri. Yuuri continued his thrusts as his muscles were clamped around him. He came little after that. As Yuuri collapsed on him, Wolfram had his head hanging over the edge of the bed. He slowly retreates his arm and opened his eyes. He blinked. There was something out of place. How strange…
He remembered closing the door…
[:-.-:]
Conrart was on his bed, staring at the ceiling. Trying to understand what he had just seen.
When he opened the door to the bedroom he saw two people, two very naked people on a bed in a very intimate moment. What he couldn't grasp from it was… why did the one on the bottom look like his little brother and why did the top look like the boy he had fallen for?
He felt something around his eyes, he reached with his hand and noticed that where he touched was wet. He closed them and hid his face with his hands. Trying hard to think it was just a dream… a nightmare. He had had nightmares before but never like this one…
This nightmare hurt beyond any other. He really wanted to wake up. He really did.
