In My Place

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"So, he was just a friend of Delia's?" Blaine sipped his coffee one more time.

"He used to live with her and he was just there and offered to be a friend seeing as my so called boyfriend has been ignoring me." Kurt folded his arms across his chest. "You know, I shouldn't have to explain myself, it should be you explaining yourself." Kurt tried is best to make it sound friendly and like a joke but it just came out quite harsh but realistically, he was angry.

Blaine placed his coffee on the table and took Kurt's hand in his own. "Hey, I was trying to explain earlier but then I met your new friend and- and anyway, that doesn't matter. Okay, so, last week a lot of my teachers decided it was the 'let's pick on Blaine week' and tried to keep me behind for extra tuition every night, I'd been doing loads of work all week. My Dad denies all of this but I seriously think that he put my teachers up to it. He doesn't think I've been focused enough. He's probably right but that's why I haven't been talking to you and replying to you. He literally took everything away because he thinks that everything distracts me." Blaine squeezed Kurt's hand.

"And why has he done all that, I mean, I know he means well but is there any need for all that?" Kurt squeezed Blaine's hand back.

"There is a reason." Blaine suddenly looked guilty and flushed red, he looked down and Kurt tried to make eye contact with him.

"Come on, you know you can tell me." Kurt smiled a little, Blaine wasn't fully forgiven yet.

"The me and you thing... It slipped out." Blaine closed his eyes tightly as he was scared to how Kurt would react.

Kurt pulled his hand from Blaine, "you mean your father, the one who gives me advice on my life now knows that I'm dating his son?"

"I'm so sorry." Blaine tried to grab Kurt's hand back but he failed to reach it as Kurt pulled away. "He had to find out sometime."

"You know, I thought he was a little off with me earlier, something didn't seem right, it was like he wanted me to go. And yeah, people had to find out but not like this Blaine, I thought we'd done well in covering up the day in your Dad's office but obviously not. He's obviously not keen on the idea of me and you being together otherwise he wouldn't practically lock you in a room with no way of contacting me."

"Hey, when I told him, he wasn't even shocked, he just said that he wished I could have told him earlier but he promised not to say anything to you about it. I managed to sneak out of my study time to come and see you, please can we just go for a drive or something, I've missed you."

"Yeah, you can go for a drive, a drive home. I think we should just forget about this so called relationship for now Blaine. I can't handle it anymore and this whole time, you've not even asked how I'm doing. I'm actually not handling things well at all at the minute, I haven't told anybody this because I thought I might be able to get you to help me, I haven't took a tablet in a week because I felt so good that I didn't think I needed them and I feel like crap, I've tried to take them again but they don't work anymore. Your Dad warned me that if I stopped the course, they would just stop working because the body would be so used to them by now or something. I'm going, tell your Dad that I don't wanna come to his appointments either." Kurt stood up and stormed out of the shop with tears burning in his eyes just waiting to be released.

Blaine ran after him as fast as he could. "KURT!"

Kurt didn't even look behind him but he could feel footsteps getting louder until they were at the side of him and a hand was pulling on his arm.

"Kurt, baby, please!" Blaine was facing Kurt, but Kurt continued to walk in the same direction.

"You don't get to say things like that anymore, we're done."

"For telling someone that I love you, seriously?" Blaine looked confused and now he was stood in front of Kurt hold both of Kurt's arms trying to stop him from walking and trying to calm him down at the same time.

"Not just that, the fact that I feel like shit at the minute and the only person that I needed wasn't there, maybe it wasn't your fault but I just can't do this. If I'm feeling down and I need you, if you're not there, I'm gonna be even worse. Listen, just, end this until my eighteenth birthday and then maybe I will consider us getting back together huh?"

"I can't wait that long Kurt!" Tears were flowing from his face. "I love you, how am I supposed to fall out of love with you?"

"I don't know, but you'll have to."


A week had gone by, Kurt had 100 new text messages on top of the 50 he had received on the day he broke up with Blaine, the only difference was, the 100 hadn't been opened but they were all from the same person. Blaine. Kurt had desperately been trying not to go out of his mind, he felt even worse than before but he was trying to just get through everything. All Kurt wanted, was a break, his head had been spinning and he didn't know what to do, the only thing that seemed to make sense was pushing the closest people away from him. His weekly visit to Clara's house had been skipped; she'd tried ringing him five times a long with the other 60 missed calls in his log from Blaine and John. Kurt stayed in his room trying his best to just push everything a side.

Blaine had tried ringing and texting Kurt everyday but once he realised Kurt wouldn't answer, he'd been doing the same. Blaine quit the Warblers because he didn't feel like he could concentrate, the real reason was heartbreak and singing love songs would kill him but he'd told the others that he was studying too hard to join in at the minute. It seemed pathetic because the relationship had only been short but it meant a lot to Blaine because Kurt meant a lot to him and it was the first boy he had kissed. He was willing to work on that relationship harder than he'd worked on anything in his life before but now Kurt wouldn't even answer his calls or reply to his texts.


Clara heard a knock on the door and ran as fast as she could in hope she would answer it to Kurt. Ben peered round the corner too in hope to see Kurt's face.

"Hi Clara." She was disappointed but confused at the same time.

"Oh, hi Blaine, come through."

Blaine was sat in the kitchen facing Clara and Ben.

"So, what's going on, why do look like someone killed your hamster and why haven't we seen Kurt in a week?" Clara smiled softly and Ben giggled a little.

"You need to see him, I know it wouldn't seem right you going round there to see him but he's pushing everybody away from him because his pills don't work anymore, it's almost like he's hallucinating. He has locked himself away and won't let anybody in."

"Why has he gone like this Blaine?" Ben frowned his eyebrows.

"Because of me." Blaine felt like crying... again.

"What do you mean, because of you?"

"Me and him were, well, we were dating. He needed me and I wasn't there, now he's just closed himself away and I feel so bad but there's nothing I can do, I've tried going round there but every time, no one came to the door. I've been round there before and I know what time Delia and James are at work so that could have been why but that proves that Kurt won't come to the door. There's nothing I can do. He wants me to wait until his birthday until I see him again but I don't know if I can go that long.

Clara stood up and walked round to sit in the seat at the side of Blaine. "Okay, listen to me, I want you to go round there now and climb through any open window, we understand Delia and James should be at work now, Kurt mentioned that last week, go in and see him, I need to know he's all right. Let us know when you know he's okay and tell us what's going on, we can't do it in case Delia is in, we will look as though we are just tryna get Kurt back or something, you are his friend, more than his friend, you can just act concerned."

"Okay." Blaine dried his face and then Clara hugged him, Blaine left the house and headed for Kurt's.


James had been drinking with a few friends after work and his breath smelled of beer. Kurt had managed to get downstairs to make some food, even though he didn't eat it. His eyes were bloodshot red and his face was near white. Kurt tried to walk past James without disturbing him to go back upstairs but James followed him up the stairs.

"Can I help you James?" James stumbled around a little and then started spitting words out.

"You know, I'm sick of this. I'm sick of having to live in a house were stupid little kids with a horrible background can come and doss. Delia always goes for the gay kids, I don't even know why, I think we're cursed."

"Okay James, I'm going back in my room now." Kurt turned to face his bedroom and started to go dizzy but he forced himself around it.

"No, I'm not done yet. Why are you here Kurty boy, where's your little boyfriend, you know, that Steve that stood up for you the other night, were is he?"

Kurt ignored James and pushed his bedroom door open. Kurt entered his room and jumped out of his skin. He saw a figure at the window. Blaine. He opened the window and he was face to face with the boy he apparently still loved.

"You need to go, James his here and he's really pissed off, go!" Blaine forced himself in the room just as James walked in.

"Aww Hummel, is this your new boyfriend? Jeez, a different one every week!"

"Hey, leave him alone." Blaine got closer to James and Kurt tried to pull him back.

"Blaine leave it, please."

"You heard your boyfriend, go on, get back to him." Blaine slowly turned around to face Kurt. He thought James had left the room by now.

"Shit, BLAINE, LOOK OUT!" As Blaine has turned to face Kurt, James' hand had lifted to punch Blaine in the back of the head but without even thinking, Kurt pushed Blaine out of the way and took the punch to the side of his own head. Kurt fell to the floor.

Before attending to Kurt, Blaine ran after James.

"Hey! That punch was meant for me right?" James turned around to face Blaine.

"Yes." James smiled cockily.

"Why don't you do it now?"

James approached Blaine and swung a hook at Blaine, only this time, he was prepared to take actions, Blaine caught James' fist in his hand and punched James in the face. Before Blaine new it, James was flat out on the floor with blood dripping from his nose. Shit. Kurt! Blaine raced back up the stairs and locked Kurt's bedroom door just in case James woke back up.

"Kurt, can you hear me?"


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