"I love, you."

It's the first time I've said these words to him and have actually meant it.

He kisses me and I kiss him back.

I lay back on the blanket and we kiss some more.

He straddles me and slowly runs his hands along my chest and stomach as he continues to kiss me.

I run my hands through his hair.

Suddenly I hear him unzip his jeans he quickly has them off.

He presses against me tighter and starts to kiss me more quickly.

David slowly unzips my skirt and begins to slide it off of me.

I freeze.

I close my eyes.

I'm back in the woods with Andy's white hot knife hands on me.

His strong bolder body pinning me down, he's hurting me hurting me.

I can't speak.

I can't stop him.

I push David off of me and shout "No, I don't want to, get off of me! I said No. Stop get off!"