Chapter 12- Confessions

Author:Yoshi333

Word count: 1,661 (not long enough i know but its been too long again since i updated)

Pairings: 8059

Disclaimer: Do not own as you all know

A/N: Ok updated finally i've got exams coming up soon so i'm really busy and the start of the next semester is soon too so i'm really running out of time to update this regularly which is just rubbish i know. Thanks so much for all your reviews especially on chapter ten i think i got 9 reviews was so happy!! =] thank you ever so much! I liked that chapter the best as well tehehe anyway moving on o for those of you who didn't see it i wrote Haru's fic seperatly will be able to find on my profile and i'm considering writing the rest of the short fics aswell and adding them there as Haru's. Anyway as usual constructive criticism appreciated and thank you for reading and reviewing if you do! =] Yoshi x x x

They had remained like this for around five minutes, the long drawn out silence between them, making the shorter of the two become agitated and began to squirm to get free of the strong grip around his wrists.

"Let go of me you bastard"

Silence. The silver haired teen looked up at his captor, eyes widening at the raw expression on his face, not happiness just sadness and confusion. It made the shorter feel a little guilty looking at the normally bright baseball player with that kind of sad expression, Gokudera stopped struggling and just stood limp in the others hold.

"Maybe we should just go back to class" Yamamoto muttered after feeling the other boy go lax against him.

"What are you crazy, there's no way that bullshit about checking my temperature is going to stick you dumbass and those woman are fucking insane yaoi fans"

The black haired teen released Gokudera's wrists and cocked his head to the right in confusion.

"Yaoi Fans, what's that" Yamamoto asked clearly innocent on that matter.

The Italian felt the heat rise to his cheeks, he really didn't want to explain this to the ignorant buffoon in front of him, it was far too embarrassing especially the reason behind his knowledge on the subject. The whole thing made Gokudera feel like a girl hiding under her covers reading doujinshi in secret with a torch shining over the pages, while everyone else was asleep, which was basically what he had been doing, well without the under the covers and torch part after all he lived alone in his apartment.

"Well they're… shut up yakyu baka it's not important anyway" yelled Gokudera getting more flustered every second Yamamoto's gaze lingered on him with that ridiculously stupid confused look on it.

"Hmmm… is it part of the mafia game maybe I should ask Tsuna" Yamamoto said with a finger on his chin in contemplation, before grinning at the other boy, but not in a way that suggested he knew the actual meaning, he was just enjoying watching the other get all worked up over it.

"No it isn't anything to do with that, I said it's not important ok, were you not listening to me you baseball-moron"

"Why won't you tell me then if it's not important" Yamamoto was sounding a bit whiny now as he advanced on the silver haired teen backing him into he wall. "Please" chocolate orbs looked pleadingly down at the green eyes staring up at them. Gokudera almost gave into the request, then he remembered that he should be furious at Yamamoto for revealing the fact they had shared two kisses together, to the entire school.

"I said NO god dammit and why the hell does everyone think we're together" Gokudera shouted, anger renewed and ready to reach for his dynamites if the rain guardian didn't give him the answer he wanted, which to be honest would be any answer he gave him.

Yamamoto took a step back and looked anywhere but at Gokudera when he began his explanation.

"Well, ever since that time I just can't stop thinking about you like the way it said"

What he was saying didn't make sense to the storm guardian, since that time, what time and the way it said, what said, he wasn't telling him everything and it was really pissing him off.

"You know like more than a friend" Yamamoto began rubbing the back of his neck nervously as he did whenever he was anxious. "I always thought I was into girls, but to be honest I've never really been interested…you know whenever they confess to me I don't feel excited or nervous or particularly happy really, but since that time I feel that way all the time around you, you know hahaha" Yamamoto chuckled nervously avoiding Gokudera's eyes still, a light blush forming on his cheeks.

For once in his life the silver haired bomber was silent taking all this in, Yamamoto Takeshi his biggest rival and I suppose begrudgingly he admitted friend, just confessed to him, he should have really seen that coming after all they had kissed twice and he had run off crying that time looking really hurt. What Gokudera really wanted to know was what that time was, Yamamoto kept saying since that time and he wanted to know what that time was and what had happened to make the other boy feel this way towards him.

"What time" Gokudera managed to cut into the taller teens ramblings.

"O erm... Well I err…"

"Just spit it out idiot"

"Well I accidently read something about Gokudera and well…" Yamamoto began stuttering, here came the hard part.

"You read something about me, where and who wrote it and what about me" Gokudera's fuse was getting shorter now, would the god damn idiot just tell him rather than beat around the fucking bush.

Gokudera didn't think it was possible but Yamamoto's blush seemed to darken his face a bright crimson, eyes to the left of him.

"Well it was about you and me I think and I found it in a notebook on the way to school" it appeared Yamamoto wasn't as dense as Haru had thought he was as he seemed clued in that the scenarios were indeed about both of them.

"What about us" Gokudera asked impatience evidence in his tone.

"hahaha, well you know about us being together and stuff and you know kissing and stuff, hahaha"

That idiotic laugh that tried to cover up his nervousness was really starting to grate on Gokudera's nerves.

"You don't just find that kind of thing on the way to school you retard" everything was beginning to come together for the storm guardian and it seemed to have a strange relevance to the yaoi Fangirls he was talking about earlier and then everything clicked into place. A dark aura began to surround the silver haired teen; Yamamoto sensed it and looked up at the others eyes beginning to darken and a deep frown moulding onto the others face.

"Haru..." the word hung in the air for a moment.

"Gokudera, are you alright"

"IDIOT" Gokudera yelled so loudly that Yamamoto startled and almost tripped over his own feet whilst backing away. "HARU IS A YAOI FANGIRL" Yamamoto didn't doubt that Gokudera's yelling could probably be heard all over the school and probably in the houses beyond.

The black haired boy stood there not paying attention to his friends ranting and was now trying to figure out what a yaoi fangirl was, well he figured that it had something to do with writing and that stuff Haru had jotted down in her notebook about the two of them kissing… and being a couple even though they were boys… and oh.

"Oh…so Haru wrote that stuff because she's a yaoi fangirl" Yamamoto asked still not quite getting it.

"Oh My god can you be any more dense, yaoi fans are people that like reading, writing and watching gay stuff, there you happy now I fricking said it"

"Does it really matter what she's wrote, none of it's true right, you don't like me like that, so why does it matter" the baseball fanatic said disappointment underlying his tone.

"Takeshi…"

Looking up Yamamoto noticed that Gokudera was right in front of him now; he could feel the other boy's breath on his cheek.

"I'm sorry…for all that stuff I said the other day, I was acting like a total prick" a pale hand reached up to stroke the taller boys tanned face. "I'm really not very good at letting people in or dealing with these kinds of feelings". A small smile graced the Italians lips, the black haired boy gasped slightly looking at it, it's the first time he'd seen Gokudera smile at anyone else but Tsuna and it was all for him.

Haru's POV

HaruNo1Cosplayer Logged in [4:15]:

HaruNo1Cosplayer : Bianchi it's Haru Haru, I've been really stupid =( Gokudera knows everything Yamamoto told me. He's going to kill me I'm sure of it. HELP! Haru x x x

Sent, Today [4:20]

RebornLover : It's alright Haru, Hayato is busy at the moment, he's at Tsuna's doing homework with Tsuna and Yamamoto, if he knows about it he doesn't seem to have any killing intent aura. Bianchi x x x

Sent, Today [4:22]

HaruNo1Cosplayer : He's doing homework with Tsuna AND Yamamoto, when he knows that I've been writing stuff about the two of them and taking pictures of them as well, is that not awkward!?!?! Haru x x x

Sent, Today [4:25]

RebornLover : Maybe it's not awkward because they were already together ;) before he found out =D Bianchi x x x

Sent, Today [4:30]

That last message left me reeling, already together before he found out, I knew they'd kissed once but that hardly counted as together, unless more at happened between them that Yamamoto hadn't told me and to be honest I doubt he would now because obviously I wouldn't be trustworthy in his eyes. After I'd arrived home only a few minutes after seeing the black haired teen, I raced to my room with every intention of deleting that community but when it came round to it, I'd gotten so many more reviews since then, it just wasn't fair to delete it, I know really selfish but I just couldn't do it. I decided to brave the consequences, how hard could it be to avoid one well two people anyway especially with my Haru Haru Cosplaying skills, even if they were looking straight at me they wouldn't know it was me. Confident it my abilities I made my final decision the community stays and I would post even more fictions on to it.