A.N. I thought of this and had to type even though my hand's still screwed up. What I have decided to do for this story is to give you all two different endings. One happy and one sad. The next chapter will be the final chapter of I Care and in the next chapter i will make a list of everyone that has shown their support for this story. It started as an outlet for me when one night I really wanted to cut so I started to write. But yes I cut and if any of you EVER need someone to talk to I am here for you! Do not hesate to PM me and talk. But now on to the chapter. Sorry for the long AN here!
Ciel sat in her pitch black room all alone. Sebastian had left hours ago to do who knows what. She sat there playing with the blade in her hands. A blade she knew would end her life as a demon and let her die and maybe finally be happy again. She stood up from her bed grabbing an ink pen and some paper. She began the process of writing her final words and thoughts to Sebastian.
"My Dearest Sebastian,
I have to keep my promise to and heal but as the time goes by I am finding it more and more difficult to do. For this very reason I am deciding to take my life.
I'm sorry to you to say that I just couldn't find enough happiness and reasons to stay alive in this world forever as a demon. I should have died that night when I was ten. I should have never summoned you. It would have saved you so many wasted hours on someone as pathetic as me.
Sebastian please do understand that I do love you and because I love is part of the reason i'm doing this. I'm no good for you and I am only dragging you down to places you don't need to be. So please understand it's good for you to forget about me and find someone who could love you ways I never could.
I love you Sebastian and I always will even in death.
Forever yours,
Ciel Phatomhive."
Ciel folded the letter in half putting Sebastian's name on the front and putting it outside the door where she knew he would find it. She then sat on the bed taking one final deep breath slitting her wrists open. She had cut down to the bone and she knew it wouldn't heal because of the blade. Her vision started to become black as she finally gave in to the darkness accepting death.
Sebastian came back early the next morning and he couldn't be happier. Today was the day he was going to ask Ciel to marry him. He spent most of the day yesterday getting everything for this. He went up to Ciel's room with the ring inside a pocket in his tailcoat when a funny looking piece of paper caught his eye.
The demon read the letter and his jaw dropped and he shook his head. 'This has to be some sort of sick joke right?! I'm going to walk in there and she will be laying in bed with those beautiful eyes.' He took a deep breath and opened the door to his love's room.
The sight almost brought the demon to his knees. There was the love of his life laying on her bed in a pool of her own blood. The rise and fall of her chest was absent from her. He ran over and took her pale limp body into his arms tears streaming down his face. "Ciel?! Ciel! Please don't leave me. I need you….come back." He cried and buried his face in the girl's long hair. It was unlike him to cry but he couldn't stop himself as he held her in his arms.
Sebastian buried her a few days later next to her parents figuring it would be what she wanted. It still killed him to think that she was really gone. Fifty years passed before he found someone knew but he couldn't forget about Ciel and he always loved her more. Eventually the demon took his life to be with her so maybe he could once again see that amazing smile that could only belong to Ciel Phantomhive.
