Chapter 12.

''Sesshoumaru''.

At that name everyone gasped, everyone except for Akio, who actually already suspecte dit.'' So you don't love Inuyasha anymore, Kagome?''. Sango asked, with concern in her voice.'' Nope, got over that two-timer since like what a year ago''. Kagome anwered.'' So how did you fall in love with the deadly, cold, Lord Sesshoumaru of the Westernlands, it also seems to be impossible for me to fall in love with someone like him?''. Miroku asked, Kagome looked a look that serieusly said 'if you dare to say that again, he is better then you think!'. And at that look Miroku looked at her as if she had grown a second head.'' I think i actually kinda liked him already when we met, but i think i actually have realised it, when i came back from my home, on that snowy night''. She said, and closed her eyes.

*flashback*( retelling of chapter 1 You are just like snow0.

Kagome climbed out of the well. Sitting on the rand of it she looked in the distants as snow continued to fall upon her, waiting for Inuyasha to pick her up. She didn't wore her school uniform anymore. She now wore simple t-shirt's with jeans, and with much comfortabler Shoes.

Kagome was still waitting for halfdemon, while waiting thinking where he could be. ' Did something go wrong? Were they attacked by Naraku while I was gone?'. Her thoughts were keeping on, not awere of a certain demon lord watching. Then as Kagome stood to walk, she got her answere, she saw soulcollecters flying by. Kagome sighed for a moment.'' So he is gone of to kikyo, idiot''. She thought out loud. Sesshoumaru watching from the shadow's smirked when she called is halfbreed of a brother an idiot. Sesshoumaru had watched her for quite some time now. He was interested in her. She was so diffrent from the other humans. She was loyal, strong, beatiful, smart, a bit clumsy yes, but she hadn't much flaws.

'' I think I will just stay here, here i atleast have peace''. Sesshoumaru was snapped back by her voice. Watching her carefully as she sat down in the snow. Kagome looked to above her, to the sky, watching as snowflakes fall down from heaven. Kagome stretched her arm out and opened her hand, watching as a snowflake came to her palm. Kagome took her hand closer, and watched the snowflake, talking to herself again. '' Snow, it reminds me of someone. It reminds me of the great dog demon lord, Sesshoumaru''. Sesshoumaru was excally stunned by her thought.' Why does snow remind her of this Sesshoumaru?'. He thought as he decided to ask her.

'' Priestess''. Kagome suprised, turned around to see the demon lord himself. Trying to calm herself down a bit she spoke. '' lord Sessoumaru, to what do i own the pleasure to see you here, milord?''. Kagome observed him, waiting for a response. When she get's one she was totally flushed. '' Priestess, this Sesshoumaru came to ask, as why the snow reminds you of this one?''. Kagome jaw dropped, frozen at the time, trying to calm again, she sighed. She knew she couldn't ignore the question, that he would demmand a answer. '' The snow reminds me of you, because you two have a lot in common''. Sesshoumaru was confused, although you couldn't see it on his face.' What does this Sesshoumaru have in common with snow?'. '' Explain''. Was all he said. Kagome thinking of how to explain it wel, when she knew it how to explain, she gave a satisfied nod to herself.'' Well Lord Sesshoumaru. The things you have in common. Well snow is beautiful, it sparkle's in the sunshine, and it's glows pure withe in the night, you are also beautiful, but yet so cold, you can also be deadly like snow''. At did moment Sesshoumaru quirked an eyebrow.'' Priestess, this Sesshoumaru is far more deadlyer then snow, it cannot kill''. '' First please lord Sesshoumaru, use my name Kagome. And you are wrong, snow can kill. When someone stays to long in the snow, that person will die from the cold. But further on the supject 'what do you have in common with snow'. At this moment Kagome was silent, afraid for the reaction of her next words. With a deep sigh.''you both can melt''. Sesshoumaru was stunned at her words. You could even see it clearly on his face.'' Yes, snow is cold, also you are cold. But if a person hold on to snow or to you, you two will eventually melt, that's why snow reminds me of you Lord Sesshoumaru''. Kagome looked at the stioc demon lord. Clasping her hands togetther. She discided to go back to village.'' Well lord Sesshoumaru, I should take my leave. All of my friends are probally waiting for me''. She declared and then looked at one of the soulcollecters.'' Wel almost all of them''. She muttered under her breath, but Sesshoumaru heard it, and he what she meant.'stupid halfbreed, it's such a mistake to let such a woman as Kagome waiting for him. He is truly a fool for not seeing how wonderful she is'. '' Kagome''. Kagome was slightly suprised to hear his voice, she turned around and looked at the demon lord.'' Your thought's are amazing, you understand this Sesshoumaru better then uthers do. You are right in some way this Sesshoumaru is just like snow''. Kagome gave him a warm smile, she bowed then and turned around starting walking to the villaige but then he spoke again.'' And this Sesshoumaru is pleased, you found this one appearence like you called it 'Beautiful'''. Kagome was stunned, she quickly turned around with her mouth open, only to find him gone. Then Kagome began to blush, she couldn't imagine how that sounded to the demon lord. But with a deep intake of air, she turned around, walking back to the villiage. While a certain demon lord, were smilling in the trees.

*End Flashback*

Kagome opened her eyes again, and saw all the stunned faces of her friends, even Akio was stunned. He hadn't thought that something like that could happen. Kagome chuckled at the sight of their faces.'' Well at that night i saw him as a gentle and nice guy, he actually also has a sense of humor. And i will never forget that night, he was so beautiful there in the snow. He could just melt away with it. that's when i really began to fallen for him. It's only too bad''. She told them. Akio looked at her.'' Why too bad?''. He asked. She looked at him, and considered him for a moment, and then spoke.'' He hates humans, even if he doesn't hate them all, he will never love someone that is human, atleast not wanting to marry of some sort of thing. He only goes for full blooded demonesses, and i am no demon, God has made me human for something, and i dont know the reason yet but that's what we gotta find out isn't it? but even if i find the reason, it won't help me with becomming a demoness so he can love me. So i already know now atleast not like it was with Inuyasha, that i am not worthy of him, i am only human, ugly in comperherson with other woman, my intellegeance lower then that from most poeple, and i am a mere reincarnetion, a copy of the original Priestess Kikyou, i am nothing compared to her, or to anybody, i am nothing. And i have no problem with that''. She paused, and looked at her hands in her lap.'' Because even if i am that wortheless, i can still love, and as long as i give love, and take nothing, i am not 100% worthless. If i can love someone, and ask no love , or anything in return, i have a reason then to live, a purpose in this useless life of mine. I can give love for those who needs it and wants it. as long as i can do that i am happy. And i am happy i can give my love to Sesshoumaru, he has done a lot for me,like he always puts up for me against Inuyasha. Or help me if i need any help. He is wonderfull, and he deserves much beter then me. Hmm. But it doesn't matter, he doesn't have to love me back, as long as he allows me to be his friend, and give him the love i want to give him, i am happy''. She said with a pure genuine smile. Sesshoumaru clenched his fist together behind the door, he couldn't believe it what he just heard. The girl he loves so much, adores, almost has a obsession for her, thinks of herself as unworthy of him? And not only that, she thinks also her life is useless, that she is a mere copy of that wench of a claybitch. Sesshoumaru's eyes bledded red by now, he wanted to kill someone, and namely a halfdemon that goes by the name of Inuyasha. Sesshoumaru knew fors ure it was the halfbreeds fault for this. Sesshoumaru sighed, but then again, he was here now right? Sesshoumaru wanted to take the pieces of her broken soul, and bring it together, because her soul was too beautiful, to b ebroken. At that thought, came also the thought back of killing the stupid halfbreed.' calm down!', he screamed to himself in his mind. He needed to calm down, he couldn't kill te halfbreed, if he did, Kagome would surely hate him for it, because even after everything Inuyasha had done to her, she was still so closed his eyes, and when he reopened them, they were back tho beautiful amber-gold. He was going to prove how worthy she was of him, how he thanked Giod for bringing her to him. He was going to show that in some way, and when didn't he know but he was going to work on it and was going to succeed. His mate-to-be shouldn't think of herself as poorly as she did, even if she didn't knew that she was his mate-to-be.

Sesshoumaru was always the type to make sure that everything was perfect with what he considered was his.

And She is mine!

Me: well that was it for this chapter. sorry i am not in the mood for torturing Sesshoumaru.

Kagome: why not Ezra?

Me: well i had putted in this story many things of my thoughts on my live, and a bit of that of you in the anime, Kagome. It just i feel the samething as what is written here above. I have two sisters, who i am being compared to most of the time and i hate it! i can do nothing about this, i am born this way! Useless, i am not them! I AM NOT THEM GOT IT I HATE IT! I AM NOT PERFECT FUCKING GOT IT! * burst out in tears :'( *

Kagome: aah come here Ezra i will always love you just the way you are. You have not to be like them to be loved. Believe me, Sesshoumaru loves me for who i am, and not because people sees me as Kikyou or anything.

Me: sniff sniff thank you Kagome, uhmm Kagome can you ask it this time i am not really in the mood.

Kagome: Sure, no problem.

Ezra doesn't own Inuyasha only Akira and Akio, and please review and comment. We are sorry if you dont like it that it wasn't this time as funny as it was before in our conversations, but Ezra couldn't help it, so please forgive her. Well goodbye hope you like it!