Namine avoided Sora for the rest of the week,she couldn't get the kiss out of her mind and she was drowning in her guilt.
*I can't believe I kissed him back! god what was I thinking?she shook her head in anger*it was different then all the other kisses he's given me though,so it was kinda...nice*
"arrrugh!why am I thinking about this!"Namine screamed
"thinking about what?"asked a voice from behind Namine,she jumped and saw Roxas there"oh...uh it's nothing."she giggled nervously
Roxas raised an eyebrow and shrugged"by the way Namine,yesterday Ven moved a couple of fingers."
Namine gasped and smiled"really?that's a good sign right?"
He nodded"yep,it means he might be waking up soon."
Namine smiled but it quickly turned into a frown when she remembered Sora and the kiss,she growled*why did I have to kiss Sora,why?*
She was so wrapped up in her thoughts she didn't noticed Roxas was talking again"Namine?hello anybody home?"he waved his hands in her face.
blinking she snapped out of it"oh!sorry Roxas...what were you saying?"
Roxas sighed and rubbed his temple"I was asking if you wanted to go see him today?you haven't been since last week."
Namine frowned,the guilt washing over her again*Ven...* she nodded"yeah,I'll go after classes today."
"okay,how about you meet me out front and we'll go together?"
"sure sounds good."she said distracted
Namine sighed as she left her bio class,it sucked as usual but then again Namine's whole life seem to suck lately,she turned a corner and collided with someone.
"oh!I'm sorry,I wasn't watching where I was-"she looked up and saw Sora
"Hey Namine." he smiled"you seem to love bumping into me."
she rolled her eyes and picked up what he dropped,it was a party flyer"here,you dropped this."
Sora grinned and leaned in close"how about another kiss Namine?"
she glared"no thank you,I'll pass."she spat as she brushed past him
he frowned and grabbed her arm"Namine what's wrong?I thought we were finally getting somewhere,since you kissed me back."
Namine turned to glare at him"that was a mistake."she whispered"I don't know why it happened."
Sora put his hand on her shoulder"maybe it's fate."
she reluctantly looked up at him,he was smiling down at her,those blue eyes looking at her,she turned her head away"I don't think so Sora."
He gently grabbed her chin to look at him,eyes softening"why don't you let me close to you?"
Namine trembled under his touch and turned her back to him"I-I-I just can't!I'm taken."
she felt him step closer to her,he wrapped his hands around her,holding her close,Namine froze as he kissed her shoulder
"please Namine...let me into your heart."he whispered into her ear
Namine shook her head"No!Sora."she yelled as he turned her around in his arms to face him
he stroked her cheek gently"Namine,please give me a chance,don't you feel something for me?like something when we kissed?
she thought hard about that,perhaps she felt a slight something we their lips met,but she wasn't sure if it was close to what she felt when Ven kissed her.
Sora cupped her cheek"Namine."he leaned into her lips,Namine wanted to move but she couldn't,for some reason it was like she was paralyzed under his gaze.
she leaned in and met his lips,she felt a sudden rush as their lips crashed together,Namine wrapped her arms around his neck as he stuck his tongue in her mouth
*stop!Namine!what are you doing?*her mind screamed,Namine pulled away breathlessly,gasping for air,Sora went down to her neck,nibbling and sucking
she moaned slightly and closed her eyes*oh my god!what am I doing?*she shrieked
"Sora."she gasped"I-I need to-
"don't."he said as he pulled to look at her"don't run away,please."
she looked into his puppy dog blue eyes,she felt weak,not only from his gaze but from this kiss.
He buried his face in her hair as he pulled her closer"Nami."he whispered
at that name she froze again*Ven's smiling face flash into her mind*
Namine whimpered and pushed Sora off of her,he flashed her a hurt look
"I'm sorry...but I have t-to go now."she gave him one last look before running off down the school hallway.
Roxas was sitting on his car waiting for Namine,since they were suppose to go to the hospital together,he checked his watch,she was 15 minutes late.
He sighed as he stood up getting ready to go look for her,Roxas stopped when he saw her running down the steps,hurriedly he might add
she was panting as she finally reached him"I'm sorry Roxas.*pant* I-I got held up."
he chuckled"it's alright,now let's go."
They both got in his car and drove to the hospital.
Namine and Roxas walked to Ven's room when Roxas noticed something on Namine's neck"Namine,what's that on your neck?"
she frowned in confusion and then gasped,Sora must have given her a hickey,Damn him"I just have a little rash..that's all."
Roxas shrugged and opened the door to Ven's room,Namine sighed as she followed him.
Ven was still in the same condition,except for a few hand movements but other then that he remained the same,Namine sat on his bed and held his hand
"Hey Ven."she whispered,she looked at him hoping for some kind of movement,she closed her eyes hoping to stop the tears from falling"Ven...please wake up."
His hand twitched,she gasped and looked at Roxas"look!his hand twitched."
Roxas smiled"good,keep going Namine,maybe you'll wake him up."
she bit her lip,thinking of something to say"Ven...when you get better,I say that you and me go away for the weekend or something,just us."
no movement this time,Namine frowned"s-so you need to wake up so we can do these things.."she choked and held his hand tighter"I need you Ven..please wake up."
she felt like just letting all her tears out then and there but she didn't want her pain to show,she lifted his hand and kissed it.
Roxas put a hand on her shoulder"you can go get some fresh air if you need it Namine."
Maybe that's what she needed,Namine nodded"okay...I'll be back."she slowly strolled out of Ven's room.
Namine ran outside,taking a deep breath,she shivered and slumped against the outside wall,she curled up to her knees and cried
*everything is so messed up now!and the worse part is...I think I'm starting to have feelings for Sora*
she looked into the sky,she wished she had been hit by that car instead of Ven,he didn't deserve it!
Namine wiped away a tear and walked back inside,Roxas just walked out of Ven's room when he saw her coming back"you okay Namine?"
she nodded"I'm as okay as I can be."
Roxas wrapped his arms around her"it's okay,remember your not alone in this."
Namine smiled softly at him"thanks Roxas...I needed to hear that."
he ruffled her hair"no problem."
Namine walked towards Ven's door"I'm not done visiting him."she whispered
Roxas nodded"okay,I'll wait outside for you."
she nodded and closed the door softly behind her,she looked at Ven,he looked so peaceful*I just want him to wake him and smile at me again*
Namine didn't know until is very moment how much she relied on Ven,it's like he was what she needed to keep going in life,he was like her own personal sunshine.
she climbed on the bed and layed on his chest again,she sighed softly"Ven...please wake up,I love you."she lifted her head up for a response
his hand twitched again,she smiled and held his twitching hand"come on Ven,you can do it!open your eyes."she pleaded
she waited a few minutes but nothing,she sighed sadly,she reached up and kissed his lips slightly"I love you."she whispered
There was a knock at the door,Roxas stuck his head in"you ready to go?"
Namine looked at Ven"yeah I guess."
she got off the bed and blew a kiss at Ven before she and Roxas left the hospital.
The ride back to Namine's apartment was silent,Namine kept looking at the window silently
Roxas gave her a quick glance"something wrong Namine?"
she nodded"sadly there's a lot wrong."
"wanna talk about it?"
Namine smiled at Roxas"Roxas I can't tell you right now...you wouldn't understand."
"try me."he persisted
she sighed and slowly breathed deep"what would you say if I told you that...I might be interested in this other guy?"
Roxas slammed on the breaks,Namine gasped in surprise,he looked at her in anger and confusion"so what are you saying?you don't love my brother anymore?"
Namine shook her head"that's not what I mean,I love Ven,I love him so much"she paused"I just mean I MIGHT,might be having feelings for someone else."
Roxas growled slightly"how can you even have feelings for someone else if you love Ven?"
she looked down at her shaken hands"that's the thing,I don't know,I don't even know if I have feelings for him yet,I only said maybe."
He started the car again and glared at her"well let's hope you don't."
Namine sighed"I knew you wouldn't understand,you just had to yell at me."
"I'm sorry okay,it was just a big shock."
They stopped at Namine's apartment,she glanced at him"thanks for the ride,good night."she opened the door and got out
Roxas got out of his door and grabbed her arm"Namine..I'm sorry I yelled at you."
she smiled"it's alright...in a way I deserve it."
he looked at her in confusion"what do you mean?"
Namine fumbled for her keys tiredly"can we talk about that some other time,I'm really tired."
"okay,good night Namine."he said and hopped in his car
"good night."she whispered as she walked to her apartment door.
A/N
As much as I wanted Ven to wake up in this chapter,I can't let that happen yet
The NaminexSora relationship is still building up but I will have Ven wake up soon.
Poor Namine she's truly torn between two guys xD
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