Piper and Prue looked at each other and where speachless.
It was like someone had stolen their tongues.
Luckily a doctor entered the scene and wanted to do a check on his patient.
"Hello Miss Halliwell", the doctor said "how are you feeling today?"
Phoebe looked up and made a grimace "Like a truck just hit me", she laughed and then opened her eyes "is it that what happened?"
But the doctor didn´t answer her question.
He took a chair and sat besides her. "I have to check on your wounds", he said but when he wanted to lift her shirt Phoebe screamed.
"No…don´t touch me…stop it.. no", she tried to break free and in that process she fell out of the bed with all the machines, that were hooked to her body.
There she was lying on the floor, not able to move and in a lot of pain.
Then she looked up at the doctor "Why am I lying on the floor", she asked, like she didn´t know what happened before.
The nurses and doctor put her on the bed again and Piper and Prue could see the doctor whisper to the nurse "I think a female doctor should get this case and please call the psychologist again."
"Hello Miss Halliwell, I am doctor Lisa Brown."
"Hi", Phoebe smiled in pain. Then another woman entered the room and sat on the other side.
"Good morning Phoebe.", the other woman, who was a psychologist asked Phoebe many questions. Obviously Phoebe did remember everything except incidents that had to do with Roger.
Later the psychologist spoke to Piper and Prue.
"It´s obviously that she replaced the horror incident. What strikes me is that sometimes she does remember it and loses control but afterwards she cannot remember her screaming a second before. Some children and even adults can built up a split personality when they cannot get along with the memories of getting raped. And Phoebe seems to have spilt her personality. Right now it´s just an assumption. We have to watch her and she´s getting therapy.
Now I have a really hard exercise for you. You cannot lye to her. She has to know the truth, so that one day she´ll live with it. Replacing the problems is a big problem." The psychologist said to the sisters.
"But… how..", Piper whispered.
"I know it is hard and right now it does not seem like this would help her but it will. I mean you don´t have to tell her every time but if she asks, don´t lie to her." With that the psychologist went away.
Piper and Prue were standing eyes wide opened and shocked on the floor.
"Piper, I cannot, it´s…like she´s reliving her worst nightmare.", Prue said.
Then they heard their little sister calling them At first they hesitated but then they went into her room.
Phoebe looked much better. She looked still bad but in contrast to the beginning she looked a lot healthier. "Hey, I am so bored", Phoebe smiled.
Piper and Prue didn´t know what to say. It destroyed them, that Phoebe still smiled.
"What´s wrong guys", Phoebe asked "you look like you´ve seen a ghost…could you please answer me one question? What happened?"
Piper and Prue sat down next to their happy sister.
It was Prue who first said a word.
"Phoebe, do you know R…Roger", she whispered.
"Nope, who´s that, a new boyfriend?", Phoebe laughed.
"No…well he…", suddenly Andy entered the scene.
Phoebe saw Andy and immediately everything went back-this time forever.
Roger raping her, kissing her and breaking her arms.
Prue and Piper screaming and the blood all around.
Phoebe´s eyes were wide in shock and she was paler then ever before.
Piper realised it and took her hand "Phoebe", she cried " I know it´s horrible, but we are there for you and we love you"
Phoebe looked through them and didn´t say a word. It was like se wasn´t even there, but her shaking showed it.
"Phoebe", Prue whispered.
Andy left the room, he didin´t want to disturb them.
Phoebe didn´t cry but she didn´t even say a word. It was a living horror.
Now that Phoebe really remembered everything and seemed not to lose the regained memory, she didn´t want to eat, she just looked like being in trance and she didn´t cry or speak.
But soon they would have to face Roger again.
