*chapter 12*

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"im flattered you missed me as much as i did you. so what are we doing today?" i bit my lip because i was afraid of how he would i didnt answer he looked down at me. "what are we going to visit collin?" i was surprised at him.

"umm yeah..." he smiled

"jeez your acting like im going to kill the guy, i actually wanted to say sorry, i dont want my bestfriends , boyfriend to hate me" i just got happier and start crying happy tears. jacob looked concerned. "what did i say? im sorry." i shook my head and wiped my eyes.

"no you didnt do anything. i..i..IM JUST SO FUCKING HAPPY!"

"renesmee..." i heard my dad say. jacob started cracking up.

" sorry daddy!" i turned back to jacob and smiled. once he was finished eating he got dressed while i washed the dishes. once that was done i grabbed his hand and headed towards the door.

" wait renesmee!" my mom yelled.

"yeah?"

'' i dont think you should go out today. alice had a vision about the vampire disappeared today so something might happen."

"mom, ill be fine im going to be with jake and collin they wont let anything happen to me." she sighed.

"jacob please keep a close eye on her."

"sure sure bella." with that i pulled jacob out of the house. when i headed to the car he let my hand go. "actually i think im going to run nessie."

"can i ride on your back? i dont wanna be away from you." he smiled widely at me.

"ok let me go change" he started to walk away but i held his arm.

''uh no, you've seen me naked before, so strip." he blushed for a second but then took of his shirt and handed it to me. then he slowly unbuttoned his shorts and pulled them down then tossed those to me. i let my eyes rake over his body. but when i got to...uh little jakey two, my eyes almost popped out of my head. he was huge! but when i realized i had been staring i looked up and cleared my throat. "impressive jakey." he blushed again before phasing. he trotted over to me and dipped down, i climb on and once i was secured he took off. i was giggling the whole way there. it was so much fun! once we got there jake phased backed and i handed him his clothes.

"jakey i want to mess with collin so stay out here, and when he ask me why im so happy come in side, ill leave the door open ok ?" he smiled and nodded. i knocked on the door when jacob was out of sight. collin opened the door a minute later and i jumped on him like i had done jacob this morning and made him stumble back. i giggle and jumped off him and lead him into the livingroom, leaving the door open like i said i would. i made sure collins back was to the door. "good morning baby isnt today wonderful?" he chuckled.

"yes it is. why are you so happy today?" i tried not laugh as i saw jacob creep inside the house

" well..." jacob creeped up behind him.

"that would be me" he said in collins ear, and he flew about 3ft in the air. i got up and gave jake a high five, while we were laughing hysterically. collin collected him self and got up from the couch.

" oh your back jacob?" he asked kinda scared. jacob chuckled and held out his hand. collin just kinda looked at it.

"oh im not going to hit you calm down." collin took his hand and i smiled. then when they let go i grabbed jake's hand again. "i wanted to say sorry about hitting you, i was just angry. but while was gone i figured id rather put up with you to have renesmee in my life." i smacked him on the arm. " ok bad wording but you get the point dont you?" collin smiled and nodded.

" great!" i yelled and grabbed collins hand with my other one. "now who wants to go to the beach?" before they could answer i was already pulling them out the door. we ran to the beach, and when we got there i started skipping and swinging their arms. all they were doing was laughing. then i saw the wolf pack. i skipped towards them. " oh bitches!" i yelled when i got close enough they all turned to look at us and then got up and attacked jake, i never let go of his hand.

"dude your back!" said quil.

"yeah where have you been?" said embry and 21 questions began.

" guys GUYS!" jacob yelled and they all shut up. " calm down i can only answer on question at a time! and for the short version i had some problems, i was pissed so i left. i couldnt be away from nessie and came back. simple. no more questions and thats an order." they all sat down. but embry looked at me hold jake and collins hands.

"so collin you've agreed to a 3 way. kinky." said embry. collin looked surprised and i bust out laughing.

"no you jackass shut up! i am a one man chick " then i turned to seth. "oh sethy" he got up.

"oh no dont start!" i got up too and started chasing him around the beach. i could hear the guys laughing.

"dont run from me sethy i love you!" i teased as we were circling each other. but then all of a sudden i was in somebodies cold arms and they started running. "JACOB! COLLIN! HELP!" i could hear paws thudding behind us but then everything went black. when i woke up i was in a nice looking room i tried to get up but my head was killing me and i laid back down and screamed. i just got my jacob back and they just take me. someone i recognized from my child hood came into the room. aro.

"ah my dear reenesmee you are awake! but why did you scream?" he asked.

" WHY THE HELL DID KIDNAP ME!" he just chuckled.

"i was just taking whats mine." his calmness was really pissing me off.

"im not yours to begin with! is your name tattooed to my ass!" he sat on the bed.

"tsk tsk renesmee such a pretty girl shall not such language. now come along you have alot to do today." i stayed where i was.

'' how long was i knocked out?" i asked angrily.

"about 3 days." he got up and yanked me with him. we walked down a staircase that let to a ballroom filled with vampires. if i was out for 3 days, why the hell didnt anyone come find me? aro handed me off to some man who was hurting my arm by pulling me to a stage like area. he let me go for a minute to get something. he took out a beautifully designed red dress.

"put this on." he threw the dress at me. he was just staring at me.

"um could you leave?" i asked. pervert.

"sorry but no aro told me to watch you.'' i rolled my eyes.

'' could you atleast turn around?" he sighen and turned around. i got dressed quickly. "ok" he turned back around.

"when those blinds open you are to be sitting in that chair," he motioned toward it. "smile and answer anthing they ask you."

"what if i dont want to?" he smirked at me then cupped my chin.

"then you die." he let go and left off the stage, i gulped and sat in the chair. a couple minutes later i heard aro's voice.

"and my dearest hybrid friend renesmee is here with us today." i rolled my eyes and the curtains opened. everyone that was out in the crowded gasped. i smiled like i was supposed to. someone raised their hand. i glared at them .

"yes?" aro said pointing to that person.

"how were you created?" i sighed but smiled again, i hated this question.

"well my mother was human when she was impregnated with me and my father was vampire." they all gasped again. and more stupid quesion came at me. like is your mom alive now or what do i live on and my favorite. how old are you. the rest of the week went exactly like that. aro had me going to every party and after about 6 days of that i was sick of these bastards so i got dressed on stage like i was suppose to and sat in the chair. but when the curtains opened i didnt smile and when somebody asked me a question i just sat there. aro laughed nervously.

"umm we will be right back." he then grabbed my arm and pulled me back and the curtains closed. about 6 of aro's guards came back stage with us.

"renesmee darling what are you doing out there?" aro said softly. i didnt answer him. his grip tightened on my arm " i asked you a question." i still didnt answer. he chuckled softly. "darling im afriad if you dont answer me in the next 5 seconds you will face your horrible fate." i counted down from 5. he released my arm. i knew he was bluffing. "felix would you like our dear renesmee for lunch?" felix smiled and walked over to me. crap. he held me by the neck and i trided to fight him off of me but i couldnt get any air.

"i always like for my food to give a fight." he sunk his teeth into my neck. i couldnt scream or breath. just then felixs was knock of me by a giant russet wolf. jacob. i fell to the ground gasping for breath and screaming. i heard the nasty sound of metal being pulled apart. i felt to warm arms wrap around me.

"renesmee can you hear me?" i looked and saw it was collin. he was crying. my neck is burning like hell! my surroundings were starting to blur. i managed to croak something.

"i love you and everyone else." he shook me. i was slowly slipping away into darkness.

"no dont leave me renesmee! try harder! i need you, your all i have left!" i tried to come back to him but my mind slid into the darkness. in the darkness, i was confused. there were to doors and they both said the same thing 'wake up in a dream' what the hell was that suppose to mean? i was getting frustrated so i just walked in the door to my left. a bright light hit my face but then the darkess hit me again. but i was suddenly aware of my surroundings and i could hear people. where am i?

''she can hear us now." i heard my dad say. "renesmee, your in charlisles study. we got to you and sucked the venom out of your system just before it hit a major blood stream." its so dark in here daddy. he sighed. " i know sweetie so try to wake up." i cant. my body wont move.

'' edward whats going on?" i heard mom ask.

" she's trying honey she said its dark." daddy wheres jacob? "jacob she want you" i heard someone get up, then pick up my hand. now wheres collin? "collin" then he picked up my opposite hand. now i want you to tell them im going to kick their asses for taking so long to find me. daddy laughed.

"what? what did she say?" i heard collin ask.

" she said shes going to kick your asses for taking so long to find her" i heard them chuckle.

"we're sorry! its just that the smell disappeared and we couldnt find it again till alice had a vision." said jacob. i love you guys im going to try and wake up now.

"she said she loves us and is going to try and wake up."

"yes please wake up nessie i need you." i heard collin say. daddy tell them im trying to concentrate

"she concentrating shut the hell up." you know me so well. he laughed. i tried focusing on the light and that seem to work because then i was able to blink my eyes. when i fully opened them i saw the whole family and collin and jacob with relieved expressions.

"thank godness she woke!" i heard alice squeak as she made her way over to me.

"we're not going shopping when i get well!" the whole room laughed and alice pouted. but jacob left the room. i frowned.

"he'll be back nessie" my dad said. sure enough he came back into the room with a glass of water. i smiled at him. i took the glass and drank the whole thing in one gulp.

"thank you." i said handing the glass back to him. daddy can i talk to jacob for a minute. he nodded.

"come on everyone renesmee wants to talk to jacob." everyone filed out the room, collin kissed my head then left.

"whats on your mind nessie?" he said pulling up a chair next to the bed i was on.

"you know i love you right?" he smiled and nodded. "are you really ok with the fact that me and collin and dating?"

"i havent killed him yet have i?" i giggled.

"im being serious jake." he sighed .

"i mean ill never be comfortable with the fact, but i accept it. if thats the path your heart wants to take then i wont stop you. but i will always be there, as the bestfriend until you want me as more." i smiled and kissed him on the lips like i use to. when i pulled away we smiled at each other. "and i love you too nessie."

"good. now can you send collin in here?" he nodded and left out. a few seconds later collin walked in. "hey baby." i said as he sat down in the seat jacob did. he took my hand.

"renesmee i thought you left me." stroked his hand with my thumb.

" well i didnt im right here with you and i always will be here."

" i love you nessie." i smiled.

"i love you too." then i pressed my lips to his.

you know i think my mother said it best. it wasnt a battle between who i wanted or who didnt. because i always knew who i want, even though at some point i wanted someone else. but it was a battle of me trying to bring together jacobs renesmee and collins renesmee into one world. but as i thought i took my last breath, i knew what path my heart wanted. and now i had everything i lost.

i know the little volturi scene is alittle bogus but i was in a rush, if you want me to re-write it review and tell me! next one is the starting of part 3!