What a week I have had :( I've broken my nose and haven't been able to look at my laptop since Tuesday last week, and I'm going in for sugary to fix it this Friday :( so because it's the first time I have been able to write and I got my 10 reviews :D I'm updating! :)

Chapter 12 – BPOV

Me and Rose sat for a while just talking about her being human again, all the things she wanted to do and would be able to if I managed to turn her back. She would always tell me what she was thinking and feelings so I would be able to get a feel for the power.

Sometimes she would go quite and I would need to read her mind to know what she was thinking. I liked those moments the best. Her passion for her own family was amazing.

She imagined her and Emmett walking in a street somewhere sunny without the fear of sparkling. Rose round with his child, talking about little things like, names, god-parents, schools, what they wanted the baby to look like and other small things that parents did. Both of them were happy and excited for the baby to come.

I got far that day. I was able to bring a tree back but only for a short time. But I did get a hold of the power. And now I found it easier to make the feeling come back. Edward visited every other day and sometimes I would catch him thinking along the same lines as Rosalie, but it was me and him instead. That made me really happy. He wanted a family with me and if I had my way I would make sure to give him one.

Esme helped as well. She knew the feelings and that helped a lot. Alice felt a bit useless. She could remember her human life so didn't know what the fuss was about, but she would come and be supportive of me anyway.

Jasper was the only guy to agree with Alice. He didn't know what to do with a family but would be supportive of me anyway. Emmett was supporting Rose and he was looking forward to trying if this worked. Only Emmett would look forward to the sex part in having a baby. Carlisle knew that Esme wanted her own child like she had many years ago, so if this worked for Rosalie he was hoping I would try again with himself and Esme.

Today was one of the days where I was just focusing on Edward. We went to our meadow and just talked. Edward was sitting against a tree, his legs out in front of him, with me sitting between them. My head was resting against his shoulder and his arms were around my waist holding me to him.

"Why are you doing this? I'm not complaining or saying it's a bad thing, but…why?"

"you know my…hate…for a wasted life. What's the point of dying so young? It only causes hurt and pain to others. I want to stop that, and I'm hoping this power is going to do that."

"so it isn't a way of making this life up to Rose?" he joked.

I smiled "no, well maybe a little. I just don't think vampires should be deprived of that type of life"

"hmm…"

We sat in silence for a while. Edward shifted behind me and started rubbing circles into my stomach with his thumbs. When I looked up at him, he had a far away look in his eyes, suggesting that he didn't even realise he was doing it. I moved my arms and intertwined our fingers, thus breaking Edward out of his bubble. He looked down at our hands then back to me. He smiled my crocked smile and kissed me. It was sweet and delicate. We weren't rushing or fighting for dominance. We were just showing each other our love.

I moved around in his arms so I was kneeling in front of me. I looked into his eyes and held his attention.

"I want to give you everything in the world Edward. I want to be able to give you a family of your own."

"Bella, you don't know how much it would mean to me if you managed to do this. How much it would mean to the others. You trying this…it's fixing this family. Everyone wants the feeling of being needed as a mother or a father. I know most wouldn't say it, but all the family want it. Even Alice and Jasper who say they aren't bothered at all by this. They want it as much as Esme or Rose."

I sighed and put my head back onto his shoulder. He rested his head on top of mine and pulled me closer to him.

I suddenly really wanted this power to work. I wanted to see everybody happy with their families and make them feel like they were needed.

A few minutes later Edwards phone rang. He picked it up and answered,

"Hello?...yes why?...what!...we'll be there in a sec" he said hanging up.

"What's wrong?"

"Rose just collapsed"

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