Umm... hey guys! i know i haven't updated in *wince* about 3 months! Am so sorry but seriously school life has taken over me! i had about 5 exams already and i have 19 more in the next two weeks! so yeah i am VERY STRESSED! so ya hope u forgive me?
chap dedicated to:
Broken But Not Shattered - yeah :'( thnx for reviewing!
Red5blood5rose - yeah she'll be happy again soon... maybe ;)
Zammierulz - haha yeah, anyone who reviews will be added to the list. and thaaaaaank yoooooou fooooor revieeeeeewing! (am copying u, streching everything cause am cool like dat ;) n am sorry i took long!
MusicChick11711 - hallo nelle! yeah she will at some point later on. thnx talk to ya soon!
GallagherGirl530 - thnx! n thnx for reviewing!
Goode Foreva - haha, that will happen but sorry it wont be sometime now, i kinda need them to be apart for the next bit ;) sorry for taking long!
Homerunhitter -aww thnx! that was a very encouraging review! am glad ur back again! n sorry i took long!
chap 12:
The next morning when I woke up, I got up and rubbed the sleep out of my eyes. My face dropped as I remembered the events of yesterday.
I went into the kitchen and poured myself some coffee. Macey was there, sitting on the table flicking through a magazine looking perfect. It's amazing how she manages to look like a model at nine o'clock in the morning while I looked as if I had stepped out of a horror movie.
She watched me out of the corner of her eye, analysing my every movement.
"I thought you didn't drink coffee?" She asked.
"I don't" Which was true, I had always hated coffee. Zach was shocked when he found out. He says it's one of the things he can't live without.
Ugh there I go again. I needed to stop thinking about him. He moved on, and I need to too.
But the truth was I didn't know if I could. He became a very important figure in my life and I had already missed him. I needed him, I didn't want to forget. I wanted him to hold me and take care of me. Cause I was just a lost girl, but he found me.
Which I guess this is why am drinking this stupid damn coffee. I needed something to remind me off him.
Gosh, I probably sound pathetic! We weren't even together and am acting like this! I need to move on. This is good, now I can fully focus on my career and achieve my dreams.
I hadn't realized that I had zoomed out until Macey clicked her fingers in front of my face snapping me out of my daze.
"Thinking about him?" She said.
"No! Of course not! I wa-" I began to deny but she interrupted me.
"It's okay, I was too." She admitted.
To say that I was surprised would be an understatement. I never thought she would ever admit it.
"You know, sometimes you need to remember. Not to torture yourself over it, but to appreciate it. To be thankful it happened. Cherish the good moments and learn from the bad ones." She said.
And once again, Macey surprised me. To be honest, I didn't think she could say something deep. I guess you really shouldn't judge a girl by her cover.
"Thanks Mace, you're a really good friend. Am glad I met you." I said with a small smile.
"Me too" Macey said, smiling too.
Liz walked in then, and sat herself down at the table and put her head between her arms.
Macey got up and put some toast in the toaster.
"How you feeling sweetie?" She asked.
"Horrible" Liz simply replied.
Me and Macey shared a look and the guilt crept in again.
Macey buttered Liz's toast and added jam as well. She then placed it before Liz, who started eating slowly after muttering a "Thanks".
Macey asked me if I wanted some too, but I shook my head.
She frowned at this.
"You need to eat something. Today is going to be a tough day. We're gonna meet Joe and then we probably have to deal with the fans." She said.
I groaned. Of course, that's another thing I forgot about. Even though I never had heard of them before, but from the concerts I had attended with them I could tell they had a huge fan base.
Am gonna get lots of hate I guess but I knew I could face them. Well... at least I think I can.
I still refused though. It's funny; I would never have thought that Macey would be the mother figure. But here she is trying to stuff food down my throat.
Thank god Bex saved me, though. She came in telling us that Joe wanted to talk to us as soon as possible.
Bex seemed distracted and didn't show any regret from last night.
I got up to get dressed and try to look presentable even though I really didn't care. Am only bothering because Macey warned me about the press.
I slipped on some jeggings and my brown Uggs. I put on a long cream top with a brown leather jacket. I didn't bother with any make up or accessory. I put my hair in a messy bun at the top of my head.
Macey didn't even try to attack me with make up or anything.
The girl borrowed some of my clothes too and then we all left in Bex's car.
The whole car ride was silent. All of us had one person that was taking over our thoughts but none of us would admit it.
When we got there, we walked in standing close to one another.
We entered the building and headed to Joe's office.
I was feeling sick and tired, so I excused myself and told the girls I'll meet them at Joe's office.
I went to the toilet and splashed water at my face.
As I wiped my face with a towel, I stared at my face.
The happiness that was in my eyes only a day ago had disappeared. They looked red from all the crying I had done last night and my face was pale.
I tried to put on a convincing smile but I just couldn't do it. It was too hard, I felt like Cinderella's step sisters who couldn't smile. (dunno if everyone watched it, but Cinderella's step sisters couldn't smile cause they never smiled before! They looked ridiculous trying to smile!)
I gave up soon and I pinched my cheeks to give them some colour. I looked at myself one last time before I left.
I pushed the door open and when I looked up my eyes met beautiful green orbs that were familiar...
hi guys!
once again am so sorry for the delay and i hope u understand my situation and appreciate this.
I have a math exam that is 3 hours long tom and am spending my time doing this,so dont i at least get a review?
thnx
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