I DON'T OWN NARUTO
So it's spring break but not really, homework and bipolar weather perfect right? I also went back and rewrote The Feels so it'll be easier to follow.


I'll Come Back To You
How can a heart be so conflicted? To want and desire something so much, but when you finally get it...you wonder...you wonder was it worth it. I wonder if my brain is thinking these things from the lack of sleep I've been getting. Listening to Naruto sleep, these thoughts filled my head as doubt intensified throughout me. I guess you could say this wasn't the first time, but never has it been this bad. It seemed like the more I thought about it the worse I felt. No matter what I tried to do the same questions ran through my mind.

How do you love someone who doesn't love you back? Can you live with yourself by sacrificing your time, your innermost feelings, and the thoughts you wouldn't share with anyone else? Or the worst question that causes the most pain to think about. Can you live knowing you're second best, can you go on knowing you're not her? The one he truly loves.

Tears streaming down my face, I tried to cover the screams, groans, and any other sound from surfacing. Aren't you suppose to be happy after sharing something special with the one you love? I mean I don't have any regret or anything, but this wasn't how I pictured it would be.

"Hinata I think I feel the same way."

I need to get out this room. I need to think, I need to breathe. Grabbing my jacket and a pair of pants I left hopping on one foot as I put on my sandals. Leaving the hotel I walked the street aimlessly trying to decide what I'll do when I got back to the hotel room. Pondering an answer when I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. Hoping it was Naruto-kun I turned around smiling until I realized who it was.
"Hello Hinata, you're looking cute today, well that's everyday. I see you had an adventure last night," said Tsukino-sama.
With a look of confusion, I looked down to see that I'm still in her embrace. Remembering her comment I realized that I didn't have my pants on but I had Naruto's shorts on. Completely embarrassed I wanted to run away when Tsukino-sama pulled me into a store. Pushing me into a dressing room I was grateful for the hiding place, when suddenly clothes were being shot at me.
"Try whatever fits. If you like it get it. You can just charge it to my account."
"Thank you Tsukino-sama, I really appreciate it."
"Oh there's something else I need to tell you. I'll wait until you're finished so hurry, unless I can come in and see you model for me."
There was no way in hell that was gonna happening so I said, "give me a minute. One minute is all I need."
"If you don't finish I might accidentally come in."
Rushing to get dressed I stripped and put on a simple sweatshirt and some dark color pants, surprisingly it's something that I would totally wear. Pulling the sweatshirt down Tsukino looked sad as I pulled it to its resting position.
"Aww to bad, I messed the show. Well anyway I need a favor, well it's not really a favor but a small recommendation."
Moving in closer I tried not to step back from her.
"Sure Tsukino-sama what do you need."
"Well later on today in about 3 hours I need to be a bodyguard for me. The only thing is you have to dress up. If you need a dress then charge one, I can cover the whatever the cost is."
I didn't have a choice since I already said yes, but I didn't want to go. There's wasn't much to do in this village but maybe this was just the distraction I need. Nodding head in approval a smile spread across her face.
"That's great I'll pick you up at the hotel then."
Walking away I had good feeling about tonight. Time went by fast and I got through a lot of shopping until I heard my stomach growl. 2 hours had passed without me realizing it. Deciding that now would be a good time to stop I entered a restaurant wondering what to eat when I saw Naruto. Making eye contact I walked towards him.
"Hey Hina-chan."
"Hey Nar-kun."
"I see you went shopping, how was your morning," he said while pulling out the chair to the table.
Hesitant I slowly sat down. For reasons I still haven't figured out why my guard was up.

Am I confused about my feeling?

Trying focus on other things I caught the last part of what Naruto was saying. "So Hinata-chan did you want a hot springs together?"
"Sorry Naruto-kun I can't, I'm doing security for Tsukino-sama. I don't think I have time to, we could try after I'm done ok?"
With a sad look he nodded his head in agreement. I felt bad about how I made him feel. Quickly trying to find a way to make this up to him I said the first thing to come to mind.
"Don't worry Naru-kun it won't be that long until we see each other soon. As soon as I'm done I'll come to, no matter you are or how long it takes. I'll come back to you and only you."
Gradually but surely a smile appeared on his face. "Hina-chan I'll wait for you and ill be standing there with your favorite treat."
"How do you know what's my favorite treat?
"Well of course it's me right? How could I go wrong with that guess," shaking my head he laughed and said, "I know a lot more about you then you think. Like how one of your favorite foods is cinnamon rolls, or how when you think no one is you like to repeat 'self-confidence, or most importantly how you wish for a rematch with Neji and for your father to give you a chance at a sparring match."
Unable to make a reply, I forgot how Naruto has the quality of surprising you when you least expect it. A grin growing on my face I pulled the menu up to order. After ordering a meal of dango and rice I was satisfied and ready To get the security job over with.
"Don't forget that I'm coming back to you," I said feeling better and more clearer than this morning.
"I'll be waiting for you Hina-chan," he said with his trademark grin as I left.

When I arrived at the hotel, I changed into my clothes for the evening with Tsukino-sama. Like she said, she came on time and we were off. It was silent the majority of the trip until I asked, "so what type of event is this?
"It's just a small party with some friends. I didn't want to go alone because recently strange things have been happening."
"Strange things, like what Tsukino-sama?"
"Well recently I've gotten mysterious notes saying, 'soon things will change whether they are good or bad depends on you.' I don't know what they mean but it's better to be safe than sorry."
Shaking my head in agreement as we arrived at the location. Walk up to the entrance I felt something was off and it wasn't going to be good.


Cliffhanger why of course. Sorry if Hinata's point of view isn't how you pictured. I'm just writing as something that I see in real life. Plz review and all that good stuff.