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I'm going on holidays soon so I don't know how often I will be able to update, when I go. However, I will be trying to get out 2 chapters a week when I am on holidays, whether it is on paper or online but there will be 2 chapters I promise you.

Amar
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Chapter 12

EPOV

I could still feel my fangs, but I didn't have any. I could still see the terror on my friend's faces, but they weren't here. I could feel the stake, hitting my heart and bringing back my humanity, but that was a couple of hours ago. Sonya was talking, but I wasn't listening. Adrian was on the phone, but I didn't care. I just wanted to be back with Jill and Angeline. I was hoping that she hadn't found out about my quick trip to the undead world. I wanted to protect the young angel.

I was lying on Adrian's couch. It was plaid and looked ugly. I wanted sleep and real food, not blood. The blood of the Dhampir that I had killed, I could still taste it on my tongue. It was horrible.

RPOV

Dimitri and I went back to our apartment, after we had gotten rid of the Strigoi bodies. It was horrible, but I can't complain, seeing as Eddie was once again a Dhampir. That was the only thing that we could be happy about. The other thing we could be happy about is our engagement.

We entered the room hand in hand. The ring was hidden in his hand. I felt like I was betraying Lissa in a way. We were both getting married, to the one that would rule our world. The reason though, was because it was Lissa's time to be happy. She needed this time. It didn't stop Dimitri saying something though. As soon as we entered the room, he smiled a full smile.
"We are getting married. Don't know when, but it will be after yours." Dimitri practically sung. Why couldn't he keep it quiet until after their marriage? I stood sheepish, when Lissa squealed in delight. I was frozen when she hugged me tight. I was unfrozen when Dimitri kissed me. Why does he only have that effect on me? I loved him with all of my heart, but he always made me uncomfortable. Even when we were alone, he still made me feel uncomfortable, like when I was seeing Mason. I couldn't tell him because I was uncomfortable.

Maybe, I don't love him.