It's our last day here in paradise and I am so very sad. I

do miss my children, and am excited to get back home,

but these last two weeks have been remarkable. I've

learned that I can love myself, and that I am attractive

and worthy of anothers love.

Edward says he has a great day planned for us, and

once again we board a yacht. We travel for several

hours, until up ahead I see an island in the middle of

nowhere. The island is only about a mile long, and

totally secluded from everything. As I walk along the

bright white sand, I see a large hut with a pier. At the end

of the pier is a house. It looks as if its floating on the

water, and island within itself. In the hut is a table set

with every food imaginable, all lined up for us to feast

upon. We walk along the pier and enter the house. The

floor is glass, and as you walk through, you can see all

the sea life below, it's utterly amazing. There is a small

bathroom and sitting area, but the largest room is the

bedroom. It is half the size of the entire house, with a

king size bed piled high with black and red pillows. To

the left is a sofa and chairs, and a huge television along

the wall. To the right is an antique dressing table, and

mirror. All along the top are bottles of exotic perfumes

and a box containing a pair of diamond earings. The

room is divided with a tri fold screen and as I peer

around it, I see a sitting bench and a small armour full of

lingere. I knew that Edward had arranged all of this for

me, and my heart nearly explodes in love for him.

As we walk back to the beach, I hear a piano playing

softly, and realize that he has arranged for a pianist to

play for us, on the beach.

We eat until our bellies are full, and as night falls, we

dance in the sand. He holds me close and I close my

eyes to the music. This night couldn't get more perfect.

"I have something for you" He softly whispers, and leads

me up the beach to the piano. He starts to play the

sweetest melody, and as the music lifts and floats, I'm

totally taken away. I close my eyes and say a small

prayer of thanks. "I didn't know you played the piano", I

say.

"Oh, yes. Music is my other passion. I love to play and

sometime sing." He replies.

"What tune is that? It's beautiful. I don't think I have ever

heard it before." I ask

"It's something I wrote last night while you were asleep.

I called it Bella's lullabye." He says.

My eyes start to tear and I grab him and hug him tight.

"Thank you Edward for this, for everything. You have

awakened something in me that I thought was lost

forever. I feel so alive again."

"This is only the beginning love. I have so many things

to share with you, I just can't wait." He says

We walk to the house as the sun disappears over the

horizon. He leads me to the bedroom, then hops up on

the bed, "I'm ready for my fashion show now," he says

with a crooked grin.

I take out the first piece of lingere, a white camisole and

matching thong, and slip it on. I come from behind the

screen, and his eyes sparkle. Before he can grab me and

throw me to the bed, I dash back behind the screen for

the next piece.

The fashion show goes on for some time, and I finally

end with a calf length gown in pale lavender, with

spaghetti straps, and tiny pearl buttons at the top. I

loosely pile my hair on top of my head, and fix an

enameled butterfly clip to hold it in place. Next, I put on

the new earings, then dab the spicy perfume behind my

ears, neck, knees and thighs.

As I come around the screen, I see that Edward has lit

dozens of candles, and has sprinkled rose petal all over

the bed. The covers are pulled back, and he is lying

diagonally across the bed propped on his elbow. He is

wearing a black short silk robe with matching boxer

shorts.

His tan, hairless chest peeks through the robe and I am

automatically drawn to him.

"Come to me Bella. Let's spend our last night wrapped

around each other." He says, as he pulls me to him.

He lays me down on the bed and spreads my legs with

his knee, then lays on top of me. I can feel his hardness

through the silk of the boxers, and I desperately want to

touch him there. He slowly kisses me and presses

himself closer. He removes my gown, and as I lie there

naked, he breathlessly whispers, "You are simply

remarkable. How do you make me feel this way? I want

you so much everythime I'm around you. I simply cannot

control myself. No one has ever captured me in this way.

Oh, how I love you!"

He takes my breast into his mouth and gently sucks and

bites me until I cry out. His fingers explore the wetness

below, and he inserts two fingers as I writhe underneath.

He then moves the fingers into his mouth and savors the

taste of me. "You taste like the most delicious dessert

I've ever had". He says as he moves his mouth down to

my core. Applying small kisses, and using the tip of his

tongue, I am soon close to climax. He pulls away and

leads me to my knees beside the beds edge. I see his

hardness begging for attention, so I gently bite down on

the silk covering, as he moans in pleasure and throbs in

anticipation. He begs, "Please, take me in your mouth. I

want to watch as you pleasure me".

I slide the silk down his legs, and marvel at his

thickness, his longness. He is absolutely perfect, and I

take him into my mouth. As I stroke him with my mouth

and hands, he cries out, "Oh yes! Yes! Thats it baby.

Just like that."

I know he's close to letting go, so I pick up the rhythm,

and lift my eyes to his. He looks me straight in the eyes

as his body convulses in orgasm.

We lie on the bed awhile in silence as he strokes my

hair. Suddenly my eyes fill with tears, and my heart feels

as if it will burst. "Edward", I say. "I love you so much.

Please say this will last. I can't bear a life without you."

He gently kisses each eyelid and says, "I promise to love

you for all time. My life has meant nothing up until this

moment, and I'm never letting you go."

We laugh and cuddle for hours, and play with one

another. A pillow fight turns into a wrestling match, and

he has pinned me to the bed, once again becomming

aroused. "there is one more outfit I have for you" He

says in a deep husky voice. "It's through that door over

there. I want to explore everything with you tonight, if

you're willing."

"Hell yes, I'm willing, if that means having you inside me

again." I exclaim.

I walk into the dimly lit room, and before me is a bed.

Attached to the frame are restraints and chains with

leather straps. Hanging on a hook is a leather outfit of

nothing but straps and buckles. I put it on, and look at

myself in the mirror. I look sexy as hell, as I stand there

in the five inch boots and straps in all the right places.

The shelf on the wall contains various oils and lotions. I

also see what looks like a small whip with a feathered

tip, and a head piece with a ball attached. I am suddenly

a little nervous and unsure about this, when Edward

walks in completely naked. He takes in a sharp breath

when he sees me. He is hard and I can see the animal

lust in his eyes, "Do you trust me Bella?" He asks.

"Yes" I reply

"I've never done anything like this before," He explains,

"But I have always wanted to try. Are you game? I

promise not to hurt you, and we can stop at any time."