A/N: zOmG Franky updated and it's only been like 4 months waaaaat. Don't get your hopes up, this part is kinda fillery, it's short; only like 1048 words or smth, idk but it kinda works with the story u kno. also i now write this using google docs, bc my laptop is liek no, and it doesn't like checking it for capitals and i half think in german these days and my spelling is atrocious so sORRY. Over the past month i think ive changed, my confidence is like 194%, i want to finish things; such as this story, i want to start new things, i want to experience things which other people won't. I also fed monkeys popcorn. K bye

Dan's first day hadn't exactly been the greatest, he'd spent most of it being lost and the rest of it avoiding eye contact with anyone from last night, especially Oli. But Dan was in luck, he hadn't seen Oli since lunch time and it was now 4:42pm, currently he was Skyping Phil from his room. The room where it happened. But, of course he wasn't going to let on to Phil that anything had happened.

"So what's it like?" Phil asked through the laptop.

"Big." Dan sighed, "They have some complicated room naming system, which caused me to spend most of the day being lost, but y'know I'll get used to it."

"I wish you were still here," Phil said sadly.

"So do I." Dan said, his voice full of regret from the previous night.

"What's up?"

"Nothing, tired." Dan lied, surprisingly, he wasn't particularly up for telling his boyfriend the events of the previous night.

"Hm," the other boy muttered, not believing what Dan was saying.

People always say that honesty is the best policy, but did that really apply in this case, Dan hadn't seen Phil in 36 hours, and already he had managed to have sex and get high, and he didn't think Phil would exactly approve of that. Dan regretted all of his choices, he regretted not standing up to his father, telling him he wouldn't go, he regretted getting in the car, he regretted eating those brownies, he regretted staying in the room with them and mostly he regretted Oli.

But at the same time he didn't.

Dan and Phil talked for another hour or so before Phil informed him that he had to go for dinner. "I love you." Phil said sweetly, making a heart out of his hands, this made Dan's heart break slightly, Phil had kept him smiling over the past couple of hours, telling him funny little anecdotes about his day and what he was going to do tomorrow.

"I love you too." Dan said, it was true, however he did feel a pang of guilt when saying it.

After some heartfelt goodbyes, Phil ended the call, Dan stared at the screen for a few minutes after, thinking about Phil, his Phil. They may have not been together that long, but it definitely felt as if they had, they'd been best friends for years, telling each other everything, well almost, but it was going to have to stay that way, although Dan was never going to let him and Oli happen again.

Looking at the time, Dan decided to head down to the dining hall for dinner.

After an uneventful dinner Dan went back up to his room, while many other students stayed talking in the common rooms or around the campus, but Dan just wanted to go to bed and forget about the mess he was making of his life. The boy flung himself down onto his bed and plugged his earplugs in to his iPod and shuffled his music, hoping nothing too cringy would come up, but he would be unlikely to notice as he was lost in his own thoughts. Thoughts about Phil, how special he was to him, how he'd never felt something so intense for anyone before and how much he loved him due to his adorable smile, his dorky glasses which he wore when he was too lazy to put his contact lenses in an even his space pyjamas.

Then there was Oli.

Dan barely knew him at all, the first time he'd met him was yesterday and less than an hour later he was getting high with him, and then not so long after he was sleeping with him. Since then, the boy had heard nothing of him, he had tried to avoid Oli as much as he could, and it seemed as if he had not been back yet since Dan left in a rush this morning, but Dan was hoping that he wouldn't come back. He didn't care if the other boy had fallen of the face of the earth or been eaten by a dinosaur, he didn't know if he could bare to look him in the eye again.

But it just felt so good.

As much as Dan didn't want to think about the night before, this was mainly because of how good it had felt, but he just wanted to believe that it was only like that because he was high, because he wanted it to be Phil.

No such luck.

Deep down, Dan had no regret for the previous night, he wanted to do it all again, he wanted to feel so alive that everyone could hear him. But mixed in between all of this was the sorrow and grief which he felt for what he was doing to Phil.

God, emotions were so confusing.

This made him want to go take another shower, to rid himself of these impure thoughts.

After his shower it was getting late and Oli was still not back yet, 'as if I care' Dan thought to himself as he got tucked up in bed. Before sleeping, he sent a quick message to his boyfriend reading 'I love you xx', following this, he turned the light off and tried to sleep but his mind was still buzzing with thoughts.

It wasn't long after that Oli came in, the first thing he noticed was that the room was completely darkened, he looked over to Dan's bed and saw him, what looked to be like sleeping, and carried on with his usual nightly routine.

Dan wasn't asleep, but he pretended to be, he didn't think he could stand any more of this fucking boy today, so he lay ridiculously still, not moving and hardly breathing, it probably wasn't the best idea which he had had, but hay ho.

The other boy wasn't stupid, Oli could tell that Dan wasn't really sleeping, but he played along with it anyway, not particularly caring, it was late and he was tired.

Dan was almost completely convinced that he had gotten away with his 'sleeping' but his heart managed to skip a beat when he heard;

"You're the one who wants me, and I know you can't fucking resist me."

And then complete silence and soon light snoring from the other boy in the room,

In that moment, Dan knew he was completely fucked