Disclaimer: I do not own Gakuen Alice, neh, but every girl can dream, kyamo!
Blue -Niagra: Thank you for your reviews, and Gomen for making some of you cry, it seems that I have a tragedy in all my stories, like somebody is really mean, but hey, don't you think I made his character as the big bad boyfriend right nye? And don't worry, she doesn't die.
But Natsume will save her from the peril in this one near the end, though! But it isn't a happy ending for Mikan, I think... My sis knows the plot, right, Alchy?
Alchemist: Yep! NYA!
Blue -Niagra: Kyamo... Let's get on with the story line, nye?
Chapter Twelve: Sad and loving nights!
Mikan sat on the floor as she rocked from side to side, scared of Hamulin, who could be home any time soon, he had went to buy his beer yet again. Mikan was miserable and didn't act the way she used to, the only thing that kept her alive was Khiara Angel and thinking of Natsume.
When Mikan saw Khiara, she felt happy, because Natsume was looking after her daughter well. Mikan liked Natsume, and she wished he could help her, but, Mikan had told herself she had failed as a mother and a friend all together.
She believed she was a complete failure.
Mikan then heard footsteps and she gasped, sitting straight as the door flew open and banged shut, and Hamulin walked in, eyes all blearry and his face looked scary. He looked over at Mikan, who stared at him and quickly ran off, to Khiara's room so she was safe. She locked the door because Mikan had installed a lock.
"Oi! Come out of there you coward!" Hamulin yelled, but Mikan just cried and hid under Khiara's bed, the cover falling on top of her head as she cried and cried, hating Hamulin for putting her through all of it. He was kicking the door, and then she heard him walk away, and the front door closed.
Mikan sat up, her tears falling to the floor. Had he gone out to buy more drinks. Mikan looked around, then looked outside the window and stared outside, it was drizzly and raining really hard. Mikan shivered. She was so scared! Hamulin would hurt her so much!
At least Khiara was safe. Then, Mikan heard a knock at the door. She screamed and hid under the bed, scared and crying, her blood was going fast, she thought it was Hamulin, until she heard the voice she hadn't heard in a long time, ever since she last saw Khiara in her arms...
"Mikan! It's Natsume! Let me in, it's freezing!" he yelled as Mikan gasped, and stood up, walking towards the door slowly and unclocking Khiara's door, then slowly, she walked towards the front door, and opened it, staring at a dripping Natsume. He was alone, and he saw Mikan, bruises along her arms and some scars. She looked so bad! She looked tired and frightened, he stared at her as she stared at him, and he came in, wet and shivering.
Mikan suddenly fell against him and burst into tears, her shoulders shaking fiercly from her crying.
"Natsume! Natsume!" she cried as he held her, getting her wet in the process. But all she wanted was to cry in his arms...
Mikan was on the bathroom floor, kneeling as she dried Natsume's raven hair with a white towel while he sat, his head hung low so she could dry off his hair, and Mikan gave a faint smile as she dried the dripping hair. She then started to speak in a small voice,
"So, how's Khiara? Is she doing well? Does she remember me?" Mikan asked shyly as Natsume gave a small nod as his answer, and he spoke.
"Yes, she keeps talking about you... I can't believe you have put up with this for so long, Mikan. Khiara misses you, why don't you see her again? It's been so long, she'll be 5 in 2 months." Natsume mumbled as Mikan stopped drying his hair, the towel was still on his head. She rested her hands on his head as she stared at him with sad, lonely eyes.
"Natsume... I failed as a mother, she can never forgive me, she knows I still love her though, right If she does still love me... Then I am happy, but I let him hurt her, I can't put her through that once again, watching me get hurt was enough pain for her." Mikan said sadly as Natsume looked up at her, and Mikan's forehead suddenly fell against the top of his head, and she gripped the towel that was still on his head, and her shoulders started to shake as she cried.
"I-I'm sorry... For being such an idiot... I'm sorry for making her go through so much pain... I'm sorry for being with him... I'm sorry for... For... For..." Mikan's voice was turning into a whisper as her hands slipped from the towel, and Natsume saw her tears were hitting his hands, and he stared at his hands before looking up at the crying girl, then he put a ahnd on her cheek.
"Sorry for what?" he asked as Mikan stared at him, and shook her head, then suddenly, she kissed him as her tears spilled down hern cheeks, and she slowly pulled away and stared at him, wiping her tears away. Natsume was gobsmacked! She had just... kissed him!
"I'm sorry for breaking your heart... I know I am with Hamulin, but he hates me! I never felt so alive with someone except you! Natsume I have fallen in love with you! Hamulin hurts me, and the only thing that keeps me alive is you, Youichi and my little angel!" Mikan cried as more tears spilled down her cheeks, and Natsume pulled her into a hug. Then he stared at her and wiped her tears away with his thumb aas she stared at him, and gave her a small smile.
"You're forgiven, but see Khiara, please, and leave Hamulin, make a new life with me." Natsume whispered as Mikan stared at him, and wiped her eyes, smiling and nodding as she sniffed, then he pulled her into a kiss, just when Hamulin walked in and glared at them. Mikan pulled away and gasped.
"HAMULIN!!!" she cried, and he slapped her towards the wall as she cried in pain and Natsume stood up, in shock. Mikan stared at him as she held her cheek, tears pouring down her face,
"I-It was a mistake!" Mikan cried as Natsume gasped and Hamu.lin grinned, he had won once again! He folded his arms in victory, wait, Mikan wasn't finished, and victory decided to take it's toll (yes, crappy line, but very effective, neh?)
"I-It was a mistake to get back with you... I love Natsume! Get out Hamulin, I can't let you hurt me further!" Mikan cried as Hamulin gasped and Natsume stared at her and then ran towards her and wrapped his arms around her, but Hamulin had other ideas. He pushed Natsume out of the way, and headed towards Mikan.
"You BITCH!!!" he yelled, slapping her as she cried out in pain, and he punched her. sending her into the wall as Mikan cried in pain, clutching her tummy as tears seeped from her eyes, then Hamulin started to kick her as Natsume tried to stop him, but Hamulin hit him over the head, and then Hamulin ran out. Mikan thought he had run off.
But how wrong she was. He returned with a sledge hammer. (Oh help.)
"Oh no! Hamulin don't do anything drastic!" Mikan cried as Hamulin grinned, and raised the sledge hammer...
I AM SORRY TO SAY THIS BUT THE SCENE IS TOO DRASTIC, YOU WOULD CRY BIG TEARS SO I CAN NOT SAY IT OR THIS WOULD BE UNDER HORROR! PLEASE, WE WILL SKIP THE DRASTIC PART...
Natsume held her hand. He had got rid of Hamulin, he had fricking kicked the hell out of the drunk! Mikan, she had been hurt, her legs were badly injured thanks to Hamulin. Natsume was by her side in the hospital with Khiara and Youichi, who were sleeping in the next bed because they were so tired.
Mikan stirred, but didn't wake up,. Natsume sighed, and lay his head down on the bed by her side as he closed his eyes and thought about her, she had been sleeping for so long, around 20 hours or less. He was worried, but at least she was safe...
"Mr Hyuuga, I presume. Ms. Sakura has been given some fatal injuries, we also found scars and bruises on her, do you recall how she got these?" a doctor asked as Natsume gulped and nodded sadly.
"Yeah... Her ex did them and tried to hurt his kid, but she gave me Khiara so Khiara wouldn't get hurt... Anything else you need to know?" Natsume asked coldly as the doctor shook his head and gave Natsume a small smile, then a nurse passed him some papers, and the doctor looked through them, and he turned pale.
"Erm... Mr. Hyuuga, we have got the test results back, and it seems that... Ms. Sakura may have Breast Cancer and she can not walk again, I am so sorry." tjhe doctor said as Natsume stared at him and gasped, Mikan couldn't walk again, Natsume felt the tears sting in his eyes...
Natsume stared at the sleeping woman beside him, and clutched her hand as he remembered those words, she would never walk again, she would live in a wheel chair from then on, they could fight the cancer, Mikan was strong, as long as she had Khiara. Mikan slowly opened her eyes, and stared at Natsume sadly.
"I am sorry for putting you through so much... And I am sorry for forcing my daughter upon you... Natsume, please, don't leave me this time." Mikan whispered, a silver tear streaming down her face as Natsume stared at her, then wiped the tear away and kissed her cheek softly as she stared at im, and he gave her a small nod.
"I won't leave you..." he whispered as Mikan gave him am small smile, then felt pain through her legs and she cried out in pain, shaking her head, then she lay down again as someone else put their hand over Mikan;s, and she stared at her grown up Khiara angel.
"I won't leave you, mama." Khioara said, and Mikan gasped, when Youichi suddenly put hishand over Khiara's and Mikan's, and stared at them all.
"Me neither, mama." he said as Mikan stared at them, then smiled as she closed her eyes to rest...
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Okies! That is the end of chapter 12! No no no! It isn't the end! So don't worry! Nya! Anyways, please, feel free to cry if you like, I mean... I cried, I feel really sad about what I put. But Please, review! I hope you liked it, and another chapter will come soon! Kyamo!
Love Blue -Niagra
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