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I groaned out loud, listening to the annoying sound of my phone ringing, it wasn't an assigned ringtone, so I ignored it, shoving my pillow against my ears, trying to deafen noise.
I stayed up way to late to be waking up already, the ring finished blaring just to start all over again. I opened my eyes as I propped my body up on one elbow, my hair fell down over my shoulders as I looked over to Rosalie who was sleeping beside me.
I reached over her body, grabbing my phone off the night stand beside her, lying back down as I answered the call.
"Hello?" I asked groggily, feeling my throat dry up as I spoke.
"Hey Bella!" The young familiar voice had me smiling at the sound of it.
"Hey Jacob!" I greated him before I cleared my throat.
"Your baby's done." He sounded proud of himself. I know he loves working on my car. It gave him variety from the pick up trucks he's used to fixing up in the reserve.
"Really?" I couldn't hide my excitement, causing Rosalie to wake beside me.
"Yah," He chuckled at my happiness. "It should be in Forks by noon."
"Thanks Jacob," I sat up, silently squealing as I ran my hand through my hair. "I'll send you the money once I get the bill, okay?" I looked at Rosalie's alarm clock, my car would be back within the hour.
"No rush, I put it on the front seat."
"Okay, I'll send it today. Thanks again." I threw my phone down beside me. "Thank god." I smiled from ear to ear. "No more truck."
Rosalie raised her hand up and I slapped mine against hers giving her a high five. "We need to get ready, the car will be at my place by noon."
Rosalie sat up rubbing her tired, reddened eyes. "Okay," she put her long blonde hair up in to a ponytail.
"Where's Anthony?" I asked realizing we slept in late.
Rosalie chuckled as she stood out of bed, looking down at me. "You miss sleepy head didn't hear me this morning." She walked towards her window and pulled her drapes open. "I brought him to day care this morning."
"Oh," I pulled the sheets off my legs and hopped out of her queen size bed. "Did you sleep well?" I asked looking at her face. Her eyes were puffy from all the crying she did last night.
I smiled at my best friend and wished I could take her pain away. Charles came by our work yesterday afternoon, and like the prick that all guys seem to turn into, dumped her on her lunch hour. So we stayed up all night, eating junk food and vented about all the stupid men in this world...except Edward.
"I feel better," she half smiled but I could see the sadness in her eyes. "I mean, I've been through worse."
I leaned down to the ground and grabbed my back packed. I stuffed all my crap in there in rush yesterday after we finished work. I knew Rosalie wasn't in a good state of mind to be alone so I spent the night at her place.
I grabbed my jeans and slid them over my legs closing the button top. Rosalie left the room to change as I finished dressing. We each ate a bowl of cereal before we headed out, I drove the two minute drive to my house and smiled as my silver BMW was parked in my driveway.
I pulled the truck up beside it, jumping out excitedly. I clicked the remote entry and whipped the driver's side door open. I sat down in the leather bucket seat and inhaled the sweat scent of my vanilla air freshener.
Rosalie sat herself in the passenger seat as I started the car up, loving the purring sound of the engine. It was so quiet compared to the truck that I nicknamed, the beast.
I pressed my foot down on the clutch, pulling back on the shifter, placing it into reverse and started our day off in the comfort of my car.
I missed the smooth drive of my BMW, the smell, the sound, the feel of driving it. I let my mind relax as I focused on the open road ahead of me. We were heading to Port Angeles for a three o'clock movie, so I set my car on cruise control and turned up my music.
Even with having my car back, ten minutes in I had Alice popping back in my head. Unfortunately, it was the first thing I thought of when I woke up and the last thing I dreaded, when I laid in bed to sleep.
"Rosalie?" My fingers turned the round dial, lowering the volume of the music playing. "Can you text Alice for me?" I asked her as I glanced her way through the corner of my eye.
"Sure." She grabbed my phone from the cup holder in front of us. "What do you want it to say?"
"I don't know, I'm driving myself crazy." I looked over to her before I looked back to the road ahead. "Ask her to do something tonight?"
I kept driving as the sound of Rosalie pressing the keys on my phone echoed beside me. Within seconds, Alice's ringtone played throughout the car.
"She says she is going out with Angela." Rosalie chuckled, "you're free to go with them if you want."
I looked over to Rosalie as she typed a reply, her face concentrating on the little screen in front of her.
"What did you write?" I smiled at her as she looked back to me.
"I asked if she wanted to go out on Saturday." She twirled a lock of her hair around her index finger, clearly her nervous habit. "Celebrate my new single hood."
"Sure if you want to go out." I nodded, thinking of ways to tell Alice. "Maybe she won't kill me if I tell her in public."
"Just get her nice and drunk, she won't remember anything." Rosalie giggled her beautiful laugh.
"Yah, I have a feeling she will remember this." I felt my hands tense around the steering wheel, my knuckles whitened as I curled them tighter around the leather wheel.
"Bella leave it to me," her hand reached over and pried my fingers off the steering wheel. I shook of the stiffness and held onto the wheel with a softer grip. "I'll kick her ass if she even dares to touch you."
"Rosalie!" I turned my head to face her, my eyes widened with fear of her words.
"Bella, I'm just kidding." She patted my arm with her fingers. "It wont get that bad, your working yourself up for nothing."
I felt my whole body jump out of my skin as my phone rang in Rosalie's hand. "She says she in."
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Rose and I spent all afternoon together before we drove back to little ol'Forks. We picked up Anthony from daycare and went for dinner to his favorite restaurant, he loved that place since he got to pick a toy from a treasure chest.
By the time I dropped them off, it was after eight, I looked out my front windshield and glared at the gloomy grey cloud that hovered over top of Forks. It was going to pour tonight, I could see the tree branches dancing as the wind picked up speed. I turned into our driveway, pulling up beside the beast of a truck. I leaned forward and placed a kiss on the soft leather steering wheel. "I missed you."
I unbuckled my seat belt, grabbing the bags of clothes that I purchased and ran to my front door before the whole sky opened up on me. The wind whistled angrily as I pushed my parents front door closed, locking the deadbolt behind me.
I turned around and stopped dead in my tracks, watching a peaceful Renee sleeping on the couch. I grabbed the remote and turned of the episode of Grey's Anatomy that she was watching.
I walked in the dark towards the kitchen, opening the fridge door to grab a bottle of water before I ran up the stairs to the privacy of my room. I felt the wall for my light switch, flicking it on before I entered, closing the door behind me.
I threw the bags on the floor, grabbing the back of my computer chair, rolling it out so I could sit my lazy ass on it. I twirled myself around, scrolling down to Edwards name and hit the call button on my phone, listening to the dial tone.
"Hi, my Bella." I grinned as he greeted me on the second ring, hearing his voice made me smile from ear to ear.
"Hi, my Edward." I giggled softly as I placed my nail between my teeth.
"How was your day with Rosalie?" He asked, even though we had texted one another all day.
"It was good, we went for dinner so I just got home." I let out a yawn, feeling my exhaustion hitting me.
"So, I have something for you." He instantly caught my attention as he changed the subject on to me.
"What is it?" I stood up from my chair, my voice sounded squeaky from the excitement of a present.
"Well," He chuckled lightly. "You're just going to have to wait to see me."
"Edward," my voice had a high pitch to it. "That's just mean." My lips curled down into a pout, even though he couldn't see me.
His laugh boomed across the phone line. "Are you pouting your sexy lips?"
I couldn't help but smile, knowing he knew me too well. "Why are you teasing me like that?" I asked trying to speak over his continuous laughter, but he didn't stop on my account.
"ANYWAYS," I spoke loud into the phone, hoping it hurt his ear a bit.
"Oh common Bella," he attempted to soothe me by dazzling me with his velvety smooth voice.
"Are you going to tell me?" I stood in front of my window, watching the first drops of rain hit against my window.
"No-p-e," He spoke clearly, popping the p on purpose.
I couldn't help but grumble profanities under my breath.
"Bel-la," he continued to poke fun at me.
"Ed-ward," I imitated him back.
"Awe Bella, I'm just teasing, don't be mad." His words always had this weird effect on me, like he erases things from my head so I can't be mad at him any longer.
"I'm not," I sat back down in my chair.
"Actually, can I call you back Bella?" He spoke quickly, indicating he was in a rush.
"Yah of course." I twirled my chair again as we said our goodbyes, I jumped out of my seat, and grabbed some clothes from my dresser. I walked to the bathroom and flicked the light switch on before I closed the door and locked it.
The tiles felt cool on my feet as I stepped towards the shower stall and slid the door open. I leaned over the tub, grabbing onto the nozzle and turned it, allowing the water to pour down out of the spout. The water started off cool, but warmed as I tested the temperature with my fingers before I pulled up on the lever to turn on the shower head.
I undressed myself, stepping into the shower stall one foot at a time. I sighed in relief as the warm water hit the chilled skin on my back, I tilted my head back allowing the water to hit my scalp.
I brushed my fingers through my dampened hair, I looked down at my chest and watched the beads of water slip over each nipple. I sight of it caused my mind to go in the gutter, picturing Edward's warm tongue, licking and flicking the pink skin on my breasts.
…Edward…
I closed my eyes, turning around so the front of my body could get pleasure from the falling water. I reached behind me, pumping out my body wash in to my palm. I rubbed my hands together, lathering the strawberry wash before I smoothed the foam over the length of my arms.
My fingers danced across my décolleté area before they dipped down between my breasts, swooping over each mound before they traced down to my abdomen.
I was becoming aroused, my hands giving my body the physical need it desired while my mind imagined Edward, standing in front of me, wet and naked.
I imagined his hand grabbing on to my thigh to place it up on the tub ledge as his other hand came down to feel the skin between my legs. His fingers slipped between my folds, feeling the warmth that penetrated between them. I was completely wet around his finger, my body ached for him to touch me further as he smirked his sexy ass smile at me.
"Ugggh," I moaned out loud, feeling his fingers push into my entrance, my walls hugged his finger snug as he slid in deep before he pulled right out. My breath hitched as he drew circles around my swollen clit, rubbing and flicking it so it drove my body crazy.
I placed my hand up onto the tiled wall as he inserted more fingers, spreading me wider as he pumped his fingers in and out. My whole body felt alive, each nerve ending tingled to life, electrified by his touch.
I looked down and watched my own fingers slide in and out of my body, closing my eyes so I could envision his dick instead, remembering how he filled me completely. My walls tightened around my slickened fingers as I pictured Edward hitting that sweet spot that only he could reach. My fingers pushed deeper, desperately needing to feel that spot once again.
I could feel my abdomen tighten as I continued to finger myself harder then before, slapping my clit with the palm of my hand before I came all over my fingers.
"Oh God," my mouth fell open as I panted heavily, feeling the pleasure soar across my body. I knelt down on to my knees, feeling the hammering beat of my heart against my chest.
The water cascaded over my exhausted body, I had no energy to move, so I sat back against the tub, relaxing under the warm rain shower.
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After I dried myself off, I made my way back to my room, clothed and ready for bed. I tied my hair back and threw myself under the covers of my queen size bed.
I pulled my fluffy comforter up to my chin, smiling like a fucking kid on Christmas. I heard my phone vibrate beside me and I sat up eagerly grabbing onto my toast sized phone.
…Yah I said toast, Charlie says I look like I'm talking into a burnt piece of toast…
I smiled instantly, reading Edwards texts that I missed, I scrolled down to the box and began to type in my reply.
Hey sorry I missed your text
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Mhhmmmm and to think I was going to give you your gift
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Sure you were
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No seriously I was…
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I furrowed my brows, staring at the screen….What a bull shitter…I texted my reply wanting to call his bluff.
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I want it now then
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Yah?
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yes
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Ok
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I could feel my heart beginning to beat more rapidly as I stared at my phone…is he pulling my chain?...
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Ha ha jokes on me right?
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I sat in my bed waiting for him to reply, there was nothing but silence except the loud banging sound of my heart.
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Hello?
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…Oh god, what is he up to… I hesitated to look at my phone as it vibrated between my hands.
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look outside
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A shudder spread up my spine and across my body as I understood the meaning behind his text.
…he's here?...
I ripped my covers off my legs and jumped down from my bed. I paced the middle of my room, feeling a panic attack rising. I saw my reflection through the corner of my eye and I cringed at the image in the mirror.
I placed my hands over my mouth, walking back and forth before I finally walked towards my window. I bit down on my bottom lip as I looked out to see his silver Volvo idling in the rain.
I ran back to my bed, grabbing my phone and dialed his number with trembling fingers.
"Hi my-..." I cut him off mid sentence.
"Edward you can't be here." I whispered in a shaky voice. "What if someone sees you, my dad, or…"
"Bella calm down." His chuckle magically calmed my shaking body. "Can you come out?"
I walked to the window, pressing my nose up against the glass, looking down to see Charlie's cruiser parked outside. "My dad is home, I can't just leave." I whispered in to the phone.
"Ok then," he whispered back. "Can I come in?"
…what the fuck?...
"Ummm?" I paced nervously again. "How would you get in?"
"Open your window." I walked towards the window and watched his car drive away down the street. "I'll see you in a sec."
I placed my phone down on my desk and stood in front of my square window. I unlocked it, pulling it up and open with both hands. I felt the cold wind blow in to my room as the rain poured down outside.
I waited for him at the window, looking left and right, not knowing where he would be coming from. I leaned forward sticking my head out as I saw him running towards the house.
He snuck in between the hedges until he weaved himself under my window, I shyly waved down at him as he looked up to me from down below.
I watched him crawl up the wall, his fingers and feet were pried between any crack and nook of the brick wall he was climbing. He didn't look up to me until he was right outside my window.
He wrapped his fingers around the wood frame and hoisted himself up and into my room. He closed my window and turned to face me, standing there soaking wet and I just fucking stared.
His clothing was drenched hugging every curve on his body, leaving nothing to the imagination. My eyes trailed up to his face and I melted as he smiled proudly, his eyes a smoldering green. His hair dripping down as his messy locks fell into his face.
"I used to sneak out all the time," he let out the most adorable laugh as he stepped towards me and grabbed onto my waist. "I'm a Pro."
I looked up to him allowing the jolt of energy that he expresses, to soar throughout my body. "I can't believe you're here." I wrapped my arms around his shoulder, pressing my chest up against his, feeling my shirt dampening from his.
My breathing stilled as he lowered his lips to mine, my visions of him in the shower were nothing like having him in my arms. His embrace was strong, holding my body tight against his and keeping me warm, I inhaled his scent arousing every inch of me possible.
My body stiffened in his arms, he pulled back with a look of concern on his face.
"Hold on." I left him standing in the middle of my room as I rushed over to my door and locked it.
I turned back to him, running into his open arms, crashing my lips against his and deepened our kiss. Oh I missed his touch, the way his tongue perfectly conformed around mine effortlessly.
I pushed my hands against his firm chest, pushing him back, we stepped together without breaking our kiss. He sat down on my bed, pulling me down on top of him. He rolled me over onto my back and he slid his body in between my spread legs.
"I missed you so much," I whispered to him, in between our broken kisses, my fingers twirled around the wet strands of his hair.
"I had to see you," he pushed his hips down between my legs, and I gripped the cheeks of his ass with my fingers. I pulled his body up against mine, grinding and pushing rougher against one another's.
"Bella," he whispered my name as he placed wet kisses down my neck.
My fingers massaged his scalp as he lowered his body on mine, his hands sliding over my clothed body. There was a faint sound that caught my attention, I looked towards my door, listening, as Edward lifted my shirt up to kiss the skin on my stomach.
…footsteps…
I yanked on his hair so he lifted his face up, we both looked at one another in fright. We listened to the footsteps, stepping closer on the wood flooring, growing louder as they approached my locked bedroom door.
I stared into his scared green eyes, and felt my heart stop. "Hide on the floor," I whispered to him as I pointed down to the side of the bed that wouldn't be in view from the doorway.
I kissed him hastily, allowing him to roll off my body before I sat up. He lied on the ground beside my bed and I held my finger over my lips, signaling him to stay quiet.
I tip toed towards my door and discreetly unlocked it. I waited until the steps were right outside my room before I whipped my door wide open, crashing my body into Charlie.
"Dad…"
"Be-lla…"
We both held out our hands, stopping our bodies from knocking one another over as I laughed off the situation.
"You scared me," I held my hand to my heart stepping further from my door causing Charlie to step back away from me.
"Sorry Bells," he apologized with a chuckle.
"Did you need something dad?" I asked wanting to get back in my room, where my boyfriend was hiding from my father for dear life.
"I was just coming up to say goodnight," he smiled and I saw a glimpse of the Charlie that I saw in Renee's pictures.
"Awe goodnight dad," I threw my arms around his neck. He held me in an embrace before he stood back and let go.
"Your moms still sleeping on the couch and Alice is sleeping over at Angela's." He turned away from me, I silently cheered as he walked towards his bedroom that was thankfully down the hall. "The alarms on," he reminded me as he waved and entered his room. "Goodnight."
"Goodnight," I waited to hear the clicking of his door before I ran back in my room, shutting my door slowly and turned the lock on the handle.
I let out a breath that I was holding before I turned to face Edward. He poked his head up from behind the bed and I couldn't help but laugh as his hair that was sticking up in all directions.
We sat together on my bed and I felt the blush creep up my neck and spread across my cheeks as he held my face between his hands and kissed me softly on the lips.
'Do you want your gift?" He whispered to me.
"I thought you were my gift," I smiled under his lips before I kissed him again.
He leaned back and picked up the rolled paper that was sitting on the ground. I grabbed it from his hand and unrolled slowly. I felt his eyes watching me as I read the contents on it. My brows furrowed as I read the header on the top of the page. "I-I'm confused?"
I looked up at him and watched as he massaged his hair between his fingers. "Well umm," his lips nervously twitched up into a shy smirk. "You said how much you wanted to go back to school."
My mouth fell open as he continued to explain, his eyes gazing into mine. "So I researched the best culinary school in Washington and I found one in Seattle."
I bit down on my lower lip, feeling the stinging sensation I was causing. I was speechless.
"I hope you're not mad?" He held my hand in his, caressing my skin softly with his fingers. "There's a class that starts in October."
I looked down to the paper in front of me, I wanted to go back to school for a while now, but I never had enough balls to leave my family or Mike. I read the start date and felt the knowing feeling build in my gut, this was my future and it was staring me in the face.
…my future…
I looked up to his face, he looked childlike and innocent. His shoulders were hunched forward as if he had done something wrong.
I place my finger under his chin, tilting his face up so he could look at me. "Thank you," I affectionately looked into his eyes, wanting him to see how grateful I was. "But, I don't know if I could afford it and I don't have a…"
"Well I was thinking…" he cut me off. "You could stay with me."
…Did he just ask me to stay with him…Nooooo I'm hearing things….
I started to fan myself with my hand, feeling the air become hotter and thicker by the second. My face felt like it was burning, there's no way he said what I thought I just heard.
"Bella you ok?"
I blinked hard, trying to focus on his face. "Uh huh," I swallowed hard before I managed to find my voice. "Did you say I can stay with you?"
The corner of his mouth twitched up as it wanted to curl up into a smile. "If that's what you want?"
"If that's what I want?" I threw my arms around his shoulders feeling his hands press against my back, pulling me in closer. "I want you," my voice was muffled as I pressed my face in the crook of his neck. He pulled my body into his lap and held me in his arms as I controlled my sobbing body. I was so happy, all my fears vanished, knowing he wanted me with him. Nothing else mattered to me.
Not Charlie, not Alice, nobody mattered, except Edward and me.
"I will have to take a loan out," I spoke softly against his chest playing with the material of his semi dried shirt.
"Bella I can pay for it." He rested his chin on the top of my head.
"No, you're doing enough."
"Please Bella," I allowed his finger to tilt my face up to look at him. "Trust me, I will be benefiting from this arrangement." He smiled beautifully before he kissed the tip of my nose.
"You're amazing." I spoke from the heart, feathering my lips over his.
"So are you." He replied with a gentle kiss. "So is it a yes?"
I bit my lip feeling my cheeks pull at the corners of my mouth. I couldn't stop the huge smile that spread across my face. "It's a yes."
He held me tighter in his arms. "Bella you make me so happy."
We sat like that for quite a while, holding one another in silence until I whispered his name. "Edward?"
"Bella?"
"Will you spend the night?" I pressed my cheek against his chest, listening to humming of his heartbeat.
"Do you want me to?"
"Yes and I think it will be worse if I shut off the alarm." I knew Charlie would wake the minute I turned it off. I had no reason to go outside, it was pouring out still. "Alice is sleeping at Angela's and my parents are gone before I wake up."
"Ok," he agreed, so I kissed him on the cheek before I jumped off the bed to shut off the lights. I walked back to him, pulling on the collar of his shirt, guiding his body to lie back down on the bed, beside me. He scooped me in to his arms and I rested my head on his chest, nudging myself closer as I intertwined my leg between his.
I felt him kiss the top of my head as I vaguely heard the harsh snoring of my father. I allowed myself to relax further in Edwards arms, enjoy the feeling of him in my bed, here beside me.
"Goodnight my Bella," his fingers played with ends of my pony tail before I heard his breathing begin to slow into a harmonious purr.
"Goodnight my Edward." I kissed his chest, placing my cheek against his chest again, falling asleep beside my love and my future.
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Well I hope you enjoyed that... please leave some love.. a review makes my heart skip a beat. :)
I'm heading off to bed..So Goodnight and I hope I dream of Rob...oh annnnddd I didn't even watch Oprah yet. Its PVR'd but I worked on this chapter all night instead. xoxo
ps one of my readers shared a very touching story about themselves and I thank you for sharing that with me. It also made me realize I never mentioned someone in a previous Chapter.
Angel Eyes is dedicated to a friend that passed away this past Christmas in a car accident. Her boyfriend played Angel Eyes at her funeral and ever since then I listen to that song...
Whenever hear Angel Eyes, it always makes me think of you.. u were a great friend and beautiful person..miss you Kendra.
