So anyways I was going to post this a couple days ago but instead my internet decided to break so I am SOOOOO sorry guys. I also just wanted to get this little thing off my chest in case this seems a bit depressing just so you know. So a couple of days ago I went to a therapist like person who told me with Social Anxiety which in case you didn't know whenever I talk to people it makes me want to break down crying because I'm afraid they're going to judge me. I always felt this way but I figured it was normal but apparently it's not _...So anyways I told someone who I was pretty close to and hoped they wouldn't tell anyone and she posted it on Instagram telling the world I had social anxiety...I got her to delete it but ever since then everyone has been asking about it and it's not making the social anxiety any better and I just feel like shit...Soooo I tried not to make this sad or anything even though I'm not feeling so great right now but hey happens to everyone right?
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Note: The next chapter holds much fun XD
"I have called this meeting of the Bad Touch Trio to announce" Gilbert cleared his throat "HOLY FUCK GUYS WE'RE ALL GAY WHO SAW THIS COMING!"
Antonio sweatdropped "Gilbert...don't yell..."
"Oui.." Francis replied adjusting the ice pack on his head
Gilbert grinned "Plus if we don't end up with the guys we like we can all just have a threesome"
"NO!" Antonio and Francis screamed at the same time
The three had decided to meet up in the bathroom for unknown reasons, all they knew was that Gilbert needed to speak with them over something "really fucking important".
"OK so anyways listen" Gilbert said "I have come up with a totally awesome way to get Birdie to like me and to get Lovino to like Antonio!"
"I knew you were gay mon ami but you never mentioned you liked Lovino" Francis said raising an eyebrow "He seems a bit annoying and loud and rude an-"
Antonio punched Francis in the gut.
"Shut it about Lovi" Antonio muttered looking down
Gilbert coughed "Well anyways Franny I called you here so that you could see the plan in case you see anyone else you like"
Francis's face flushed.
"Have you found another already Francis?" laughed Antonio
"I'm glad I won Birdie" Gilbert glared at his friend "Jerk."
Francis flushed "Non! Non! Non! It's not like that it's just a bumped into some freshman in the hall and-"
"One looked appealing to you?" Antonio guessed
Francis nodded slightly looking down.
"Which one?" Gilbert asked laughing "That kid Toris acts kinda like Birdie it could be him...Ooh is it Alfred...he's loud but he looks like Birdie and-"
"It's Ivan..." Francis mumbled looking downward
His two friends stared at their friend horrified.
"Really?" Gilbert asked "That kid's kinda...uh...crazy?"
Francis glared "What's your plan oh great Gilbert?"
"Well you see" Gilbert grinned laughing evilly "Remember how we're going to the movies later..."
Matthew sat in his music classroom a little frozen only half listening to what the teacher was saying. Of course it didn't really matter, typically, nobody ever noticed him.
Gilbert called me hot...God that makes no sense... Matthew thought Nobody would ever think that. Nobody would ever have a crush on me...Nobody ever even notices me...
Matthew sighed and looked at the board clenching his fists. Nothing made any sense anymore. Gilbert probably didn't even mean what he said. He would have said it as a joke. That thought made Matthew a bit more depressed. He really hated being himself...Why couldn't he just be his brother...
He sighed and started thinking about how to get Antonio and Lovino together. His original plan was a little too illegal.
Lovino ran out of Math class blushing furiously. Alfred was such an asshole. He was messing with his emotions. He was straight, he flirted with girls a lot actually. He never flirted with boys. Though he usually wasn't successful with him flirting he still only was ever attracted to girl so that was a thing right...
"I really like boobs" Lovino muttered
"What was that?" Lovino stiffened looking up to see that japanese boy Kiku "Did you just say you liked boobs?"
"N-No!" Lovino squeaked "Of course not! I said I like...noobs! You know...in videogames"
"Alright Lovino-san" Kiku said quickly "G-Good to know you don't like boobs"
"W-Well no!" Lovino exclaimed "I love boobs! Boobs are fucking brilliant!"
"Um...Is this a bad time?" the Chinese boy Yao asked suddenly appearing
"D-Damn Asians!" Lovino exclaimed "Your all ninjas!"
"Hai, we are" Kiku laughed
"E-Erm Kiku...Why are you and Lovino talking about boobs?" Yao asked
"I...Ermm...Nothing Yao-kun!" exclaimed Kiku
Lovino slowly backed away before running to lunch.
"Lovi~!"
Lovino sighed turning around.
"Toni what are you doing?" Lovino asked "You should go to class"
Antonio raised an eyebrow causing Lovino to blush Fuck I sounded nice.
"So Lovi call your grandpa or something and tell him your going to the movies with us" Antonio said smiling "We're going to walk"
"Isn't that a fucking long walk?" Lovino sighed
Antonio shrugged "I guess. But whatever right?" he laughed "Plus it's going to be a pretty big group of people since you know we're not just taking freshmen. We're not some odd freshmen adoption program" he laughed again "So anyways just wait at your locker I'll come get you, Kay?"
"Alright" Lovino shrugged "Can I go eat now?"
"Well yeah" Antonio muttered "Cya later Lovi"
"Ciao" Lovino said walking away
Lovino couldn't deny that Antonio meant a lot to him. He couldn't deny it. Maybe it was just because someone admittingly cool wanted to be his friend. Lovino tried to shrug it off but it was haunting him. He usually didn't connect with people. But something about Antonio just made him automatically open up. It was so ... strange ... this wasn't something he usually did. Maybe love was an explanat- NO! Lovino would not be gay. His brother was gay and nobody cared but Lovino was different ... everyone would hate him if he was gay ...
He sighed and kept walking towards the lunch room.
Alright I have feelings for Antonio. Lovino shrugged Whatever. Who cares. He doesn't like me...I'll just...not like him...
Lovino frowned and left the thought aside hoping he'd have forgotten it by the next time he saw Antonio.
