A/N: I know there is no excuse literally! But my schedule is so busy between my 5 hour days at school and my 40 hours of exercise a week and also revising and trying to write more to other things that I have held back on for a while, my fan fics kind of became the bottom of my to do list but I have decided I will tell you when the next update will be at the end of each chapter and if I don't comply errrm... send me loads of private messages so they mess up my email... yeah that's fair!

Disclaimer: don't own the characters of the idea of the Vamps but I do own 6 ring binders to revise from! Also the plot of thi fan fic!

On with the story!

Bella's POV

I was biting very hard on my lower lip, trying so very hard not to burst into laughter. I had been sitting on Edward for nearly 10 minutes and he was twisting and turning trying to get of my iron grip.

I decided to annoy him further, I reached out and tickled him he started laughing almost instantly and that made me break my facade and burst into laughter topper ling off of him landing on my back to the left of him.

"You know Bella, you really have changed!" he sighed "but it's not all good!"

I glanced up to him with a sorrowful expression on my face I knew if he looked at me now he would see how pained. A part of me wanted him to look at me and see me in this weak point, but another part of me was glad that he wasn't, he would see me at my weakest point now if he looked, and I don't want to look or be weak! God dam it!

I fixed my facial expression just as he swung his head round to look at me. I smiled devilishly, his brow furrowed and I jumped up and ran back to the river. I could hear him following me.

The sun was about to arise I glanced at Edward, and the sun appeared just peeping through casting a glow all around us Edward was smiling he had his eyes closed I admired him.

"Like what you see?" Edward chuckled opening his eyes. I instantly blushed and looked the other way.

"Why aren't you sparkling?" Edward asked quietly. I felt something inside of me switch, on or off o wasn't sure. I looked down at my hand the crystal like pattern just slowly appearing on my skin.

I shrugged. "All about being new!" I smiled and dove into the water...

I was nice it felt like I was human again but this time I was equal to Edward rather than lower than him, but I wasn't going out with him anymore...

A/N: Again I'm so sorry! Please forgive me and carry on reading *pout*

Next update: 30th April 2012 that's just confirmation that you won't have to wait til next year!