A/N: I am back! Hope y'all didn't miss me too much. Enjoy the chapter and please review…

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I hadn't talked to anyone since my fight with Sirius nor had I even seen Sirius and I was to leave to Hogwarts tomorrow morning. I didn't know how I was to make amends before then, but I had to… somehow.

I walked into my room and Malfoy was there with another book. I had no idea he could be so commited to anything let alone reading.

"Hey Malfoy."

"Have you read this before?" he asked as he showed me the title. It was Hogwarts, A History.

I laughed and said, "No I have Hermione to tell me what is in it if I need to."

"She's read this before?"

"Probably more than once."

"Hmm." That was all he said and then he went back to reading it once more. All this time Malfoy had been here and it didn't upset me at all. It really and truly comforted me to have someone not in my business all the time or know things about me that I myself didn't even know.

"I will be back Draco." He didn't even look up from the book he just waved his hand in acknowledgement.

I wandered upstairs to Sirius's bedroom. I had to fix this someone how maybe not to a relationship, but back to what it was supposed to be. Godfather and godson. I couldn't risk his life with Voldemort still on the loose and I knew if we were together Sirius would lay his life on the line in exchange for mine. I couldn't allow that to happen.

I knocked on the door, but there was no answer.

"Sirius… It's Harry… Can we talk?"

Still no answer. I decided just to go in even make him listen even if he didn't want to.

"Siri?" he wasn't there. I continued to check the entire house, but he wasn't anywhere.

How could he leave me? I knew I wasn't talking to him, but how could he leave without saying goodbye? How long had he been gone exactly? I don't remember seeing him since our fight. He just gets up and leaves when things get difficult?

"HOW COULD HE!?!" I screamed and I didn't care who heard or even the fact that I woke up Mrs. Black in the process.

I continued smashing everything in sight that I could get my hands on. Damn being underage and not being able to use magic outside of school. I wanted to blast the furinature, the doors, the walls, this whole house!

I fell to the ground and just cried I was so angry. I didn't ever expect this. it never even entered into my mind I would never be able to see him again.

I stayed there for I don't know how long until I heard the door open.

"SIRIUS?!" I wanted to yell at him I wanted to run into his arms, but it wasn't him… It was Hermione.

"No Harry it's me… Are you ok?"

I ran to her and hugged her as I cried into her shoulder.

"It's alright Harry. Come on let me take you back to your room."

I nodded my head. I couldn't muster any words. I was acting just like a love sick girl. I was pathetic and I hoped no one else would see me like this.

We finally got to my place. Malfoy was still in the same chair, but looked up when we came in.

"Harry are you alright?" Draco asked.

I just nodded my head while I wiped the tears out of my eyes. I looked over at Hermione and she was stunned that Malfoy actually asked if I was alright.

She laid me down on the bed with my head in her lap. This was nice…soothing. I was surprised to see that Malfoy hadn't picked his book back up, but I didn't care we seemed to have an unspoken agreement.

I closed my eyes and hoped I would have a dreamless night, but no sleep washed over me just the voices from Hermione and Draco.

"Harry tells me you have read Hogwarts, A History."

"Yes I have in fact. About ten times so far."

"Ten really? Wow this is my first time reading it. It is interesting enough."

"You are probably the only person I have ever spoken to." Hermione said in an astonished tone.

That was the end of the conversation. Soon after the lights went out and I heard Malfoy snoring. Hermione stayed stroking my hair for awhile, but then fell asleep as well. I, however, was left to my own thoughts.

Once again I got no sleep, but I did find out I wasn't the only one to talk in my sleep. Apparently Hermione cared more deeply than I thought for Ron. I had assumed as much last year after the Yule Ball, but not this much.

I opened my eyes and saw that Malfoy was already dressed for the day.

"Morning Harry."

"Morning. Surprised to see you up so early."

"I don't think anyone could sleep when that Mud…I mean Hermione talks in her sleep as loud as she does."

I laughed and was glad I didn't get any sleep otherwise I would have kept Draco up as well. I am sure he has probably heard it already, but if he had he hadn't said anything the past few days.

I got up and saw that not only was Draco dressed, but his things were all packed as well. I didn't ask I just assumed he wanted to get out of here as much as I did.

I nudged Hermione to wake up even though it took a lot more than just one nudge to get her up.

"OH NO I AM GOING TO BE LATE!" Then she ran out, but peeked her head back in once.

"You ok Harry?" I sighed and nodded my head yes. This was why I had been around no one, but Malfoy recently.

"Your friends really care about you don't they?"

"Yeah they are the best… just it's not so great when you need time to yourself."

"See you downstairs?"

"Um no I think I am just going to stay up here getting ready until its time to go."

He waved and left. I fell down on my bed and once again was left to wonder where Sirius was or if he was back. That's it! He has to be back. He was probably just doing some Order business.

I threw on whatever clothes were the closest to me and ran down the hall way. I didn't even knock this time I just ran in. the room was still empty and the bed was still made as though no one had slept in it that night and I knew Sirius NEVER made his bed in the morning.

This really irritated me now, but I tried to put it out of my mind as I packed my clothes and made sure Hedwig was fed before we set off.

We took two seprate vehicles to get to the station. I sat between Hermione and Draco and made sure they knew I was NOT in the mood to talk. They understood and even distracted Mr. Weasley when he asked me a question. Hopeffuly after I got to Hogwarts my mind would be distracted enough to not think about anything.

When we got to the station I stepped out and thought I saw a rather mangy black dog, but when I took a second glance it was gone. Of course if he wasn't at home he wouldn't be here. The more I thought about it the more I realized this was the best for him… and…

"Come on Harry! Hurry up get on the train it's almost eleven." Screamed Hermione.

I hadn't even realized I had gotten on platform nine and three quarters and been looking for Sirius. I hugged Mrs. Weasley and got on the train.

Draco had disappeared somewhere. I assumed it was to find Crabbe and Goyle. I was lucky enough to find a compartment to myself and I was sort of glad Hermione and Ron had to go to the front of the train to the prefect compartment so I didn't have to pretend I was listening to them. I laid down on the seat and fell asleep. This time however I didn't dream of Voldemort. I dreamed of Sirius. I dreamed of Sirius leaving me and not looking back at me when I screamed his name. I would run towards him, but I never got any closer. I kept this up until I fell and when I looked up Sirius was gone, completely.

I woke up and noticed Hermione's, Ron's, the twin's, Ginny's, and Neville's eyes on me. I was embarrassed because I am sure they got the jist of my dream since I was frequently reminded on how much I talk in my sleep. I didn't meet their gazes, but instead looked out the dark window wishing I was out there with dementors instead of in here.

I didn't pay attention to what anyone was saying and hoped no one was trying to talk to me because I didn't know the first thing of what they were talking about.

After what seemed like just a few seconds from when I woke up Ginny sat next to me.

"Harry…um… We are here."

"Thanks Ginny" I said this not even looking at her or getting up. I stayed there until I was sure everyone else had already left.

When I got off the train Draco was waiting for something.

"Hey Harry."

Guess it had been me.

"Yeah?"

"I know you don't want to talk about it, but Hermione had found me and told me what you said in your sleep."

"You are right I don't."

"Ok I figured, but since I have been having to listen to your talking in your sleep for the past few days and from what Hermione told me I have a pretty good guess of what is going on."

I shrugged it was just too unbelievable that Malfoy could actually know what I was thinking.

He shrugged away from the wall and said, "Alright. Just if you do make sure no one else is around I do have a reputation to keep around here afterall."

I laughed for the first time in awhile. I had actually laughed. He left before me and I waited a little while before I headed in the same direction.

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A/N: Hope you enjoyed the chapter and hope you stay tuned for the next one.