A/N: I'm back guys! Thank you all for helping me with my writers block! A special thanks to Reader575 for inspiring me with this chapter. This chapter is dedicated to you my friend!

When Fitz arrived at the hospital there was paparazzi everywhere. He stepped out of his car and they swarmed him.

"Fitz why are you a bartender when you are a well decorated war hero and a certified doctor?

"How long have you and Senator Pope been in a relationship?"
"How is Senator Pope recovery process?"

"Why are you in your fetiges? We thought you were out of the marine corps?" With all of those questions being fired at him and the flash of the cameras, Fitz felt like he was back at the day of the attack.

He started to shut down and was about to fall down to his knees when someone caught his arm and took him inside the hospital. Although Fitz was moving he wasn't because all he could see in his mind are shot being fired at him and hear the bomb exploding. He felt like he couldn't breath and flinched badly to holes that are being made to his body.

"Fitz! You're going to be okay son! Hang on! You're going to be okay!" Eli said as he basically dragged Fitz to Olivia's room.

Once they got there Eli set Fitz on the couch and put a blanket around him. He was scared for this poor boy and what he must have went though. Eli decided right there that he would help Fitz the man that his daughter loves the most. He knows why the Corps want Fitz back and in this condition there was no way he could be active duty again. Fitz would be putting his squadron and himself in danger. Eli sat down and read to him daughter for since when she was younger loved it when he read to her. After a few chapters Eli looked up to see that Fitz was asleep.

He continued reading 'My sisters keepers' and dozed off himself. Eli woke up to someone screaming. He look and see that Fitz was soaked in sweat and was on all fours on the floor. Fitz was in bad shape and Eli knew it.

"Fitz…..son…"

"Who are you?!" WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN THIS WAR ZONE? GET OUT OF HERE!"

"Fitzgerald…..you are not yourself….You are in a trance….It's not real….You are in your girlfriends hospital room…."

Fitz paused and got up he looked over at Olivia and stared for a while, and tears were flowing out of him. Then he turned to Eli with a blank face.

" .You? And what are YOU DOING IN MY LIVVIE'S ROOM?!"

"Fitz….listen to me….You need to come out of this…." Eli tried to talk him down again, but it seemed to anger Fitz more. One of the nurses knocked on the door and asked if everything was okay since she heard the loud noises of the two males.

"Yep, we are okay...Thank you…." Eli back towards the door and locked it. If anyone saw the state Fitz was in they will lock him up at a psych ward. A few seconds later the nurse went away. They were light staffed and she had to make her other rounds so she just moved on. Back in the room Fitz was still eyeing Eli down, ready to strike him at any moment.

"Fitz…..I am Olivia's father…..We both love her and want her to get better…."

"NO! NO! NO!" Fitz yelled and all of a sudden he pulled out his knife and pointed towards Eli and got closer.

"YOU NEED TO TELL ME WHO YOU REALLY ARE AND WHO SENT YOU TO KILL MY LIVVIE? WE ARE IN CAPTURE AREN'T WE? WHERE ARE WE? AFGHANISTAN? IRAQ? WHERE. AND WHY ARE YOU HERE TO HARM HER?" Fitz charged at Eli and was about to strike and all of a sudden he stopped and looked into Eli's terrified eyes. Fitz dropped the knife and slid down the wall. Eli was scared for his life but he stayed calm.

"I'm so sorry! I'm so sorry! I just need my Livvie. Oh my god. Oh my god." Fitz kept repeating this, with his hands in his head, and rocking back and forth. Eli coming out of shock, kicked the knife away from Fitz and went over to his daughter. He had to make sure Fitz wouldn't harm his daughter in the state he is in.

"You got to come back sweetheart…..Fitz…..he is really ill and he needs you Livia….I need you….We all do….You are our rock…..Please…..Livia…" Eli took Olivia's hand and cried.

All of a sudden he felt a twitch and then another one. When Eli looked up he saw those beautiful brown eyes looking at him.

"Hi…..daddy….."

"Oh my god Olivia!" Eli half screamed and hugged his daughter.

"I thought I wouldn't see those beautiful brown eyes again…..I love you so much sweet heart, but I need you to save the person you love the most first. Fitz needs you….He had a really bad flashback….."

"Where….is…..he….daddy?" Olivia asked slowly. Eli moved out of the way and the sight that was waiting for Olivia and it broke her heart. This was worse than the time in the shower and she could tell. Her dad looked pretty shaken up and Elijah Rowan Pope does not get shake up easily.

"Please….take….me...to...him...daddy….."

"No….Livia….He's not safe right now….."

"I don't….care….daddy….Please...he needs….me…."

Eli looked at his daughter. His little girl….all grown up and being a hero….He was damn proud of her and slowly he nodded. Since Olivia was still frail, he scooped her up in his arms and slowly took Olivia to Fitz. When they got closer Fitz looked him and his tear stained face was blank. Olivia got so scared and asked her dad to let her down.

"Daddy…..please put me down on his lap….."

"Livia…."

"Please daddy….he needs this right now….I need to save the love of my life….."

Eli placed Olivia and Fitz lap and he wasn't fazed. Fitz was there physically, but not mentally.

"Fitz….baby…..It's me…..It's me…..Your Livvie….I love you…..Please come….back to me...so….you can get better….Please...baby….You mean….so...much to me….I can't breath….without….you….I can….sleep..without...YOU….I wait for you….I watch for you….I exist for you….My...every feeling is...controlled by the look of your face….And right now…..I am scared….I am scared because I don't see my Fitz…..I love you please….." Olivia cried while she placed a kiss over Fitz's heart.

After a while of Olivia crying in Fitz's chest, she felt his arms around her. Olivia looked up and saw Fitz staring down at her.

"Hi….."

"Hi….."

"You came back…..You are here…..Oh my god….!" Fitz hugged Olivia tight, she flinched because of her wounds but didn't say anything because of Fitz's state.

"Baby….what happened….?"

"I don't know baby…..I really don't….I can't remember anything….I'm so tired Livvie….I'm so tired of being like this….I'm so tired of being a danger to everyone….I'm just….so...tired…." Fitz cried( I pictured it like when Big Jerry died in the show and Olivia held Fitz as he cried).

"We are going to get you help…...I am going to make sure that….you are going to get better….because you know why? Because I love you and you and I are going to get married one day….while we make jam and squishy babies…...So when you...get better...We are going to start that….Dream…."

Olivia took Fitz's face and kissed his lips lights. Fitz responded and buried his in Olivia's neck. When someone knocked on the door and announced that they were a team of doctors Eli rushed over to the knife and hid it in the bathroom. Then said it was okay to come in. When the doctors saw Olivia and Fitz arms they panicked. When they tried to take her from him Fitz tightened his arms around his Livvie. Olivia cupped his face and kissed Fitz.

"Hey…..I'll be back….They have to make...sure...I'm okay….I love you…."

"I love you so much….more than you can ever imagine…." Olivia kissed Fitz again and was wheeled out of her room.

Now it was just Eli and Fitz.

"How often...do you have these attacks son…..?"

"I haven't had them in a while sir…..I am trying to get better for Livvie…...I don't remember much, but sir….I am so sorry….I didn't….I'm sorry…."

"Fitzgerald look at me son…..You do not have to apologize to me….You fought hard and brave for our country and with that comes side effects…..Like my Livia said we are going to get you the best help….. I know about the Corps wanting you back and I know that tomorrow you ship out….But there is no way in hell I'm letting that happen! You are in not condition to be back there and I don't have the heart to send you back there….."

"You did your part to serve and protect our country and now it's time for us to return the favor…..You mean so much to my daughter and if I'm going to earn her forgiveness and trust again….I will need to help the love of her life….We got you Fitz….We got you Fitz….."