Timeframe: Set after Bildungsromance
Chapter summary: Kurt and Sebastian take their relationship to the next level.
Rating: M for adult sexual themes
Warning: the following chapter contains a (mild) sex scene. If that's not your thing, you can easily skip this chapter without missing anything for the plot. See you on the other side!
12.
Kurt lead Sebastian backwards into his room while they kissed, their hands undressing each other and uncovering more and more skin for their lips. As Kurt let up to breathe, Sebastian took the chance to step out of his slacks and then started unbuttoning Kurt's tight jeans. He knew they were finally about to finish what they had started that night after InFlagrante. So far, in New York, they had taken it slow discovering each other; touching, kissing, and taking their time finding out what the other liked. It was a definite first for Sebastian, who was used to taking what he wanted as fast and efficiently as he could. He was surprised all of that slow stuff didn't frustrate him nearly as much as he expected. In fact, it was rather nice. Right now, however, it felt like they were in familiar territory. Neither of them would be satisfied with taking it slow tonight - even if they weren't pressed for time.
From the few remarks Kurt had made about his sexual relationship with Blaine, Sebastian had gathered that Kurt felt safer taking the lead, so after he finished freeing Kurt from his trousers, he turned around and braced his hands against the wall, looking over his shoulder at his lover. He liked sex both ways- or rather, all ways and always- and didn't mind breaking the ice like this.
Kurt recognized the invitation for what it was and felt his mouth go dry. He had never done it like that, standing up, unhidden by bed covers. It felt...a little dirty, but very hot. His groin tightened with need. Still, the romantic inside of him couldn't go through with it, not for their first time, and definitely not after what Sebastian had told him about his first experience. Kurt would be too afraid he'd hurt him without noticing. He shook his head and embraced his boyfriend, coaxing him to turn back around. "Then tell me what you want," Sebastian said, his voice clear of accusations or taunts.
"I want to see your face," Kurt replied, kissed him, and guided him towards the bed. Maybe if he spent enough time with Sebastian, his boyfriend would help him be a little more daring and open up to all of those things, push his borders - but until then, Kurt hoped it would be enough to give him the things he already knew and felt comfortable with.
Sebastian hit the bed with the back of his knees and he buckled backwards, pulling Kurt with him. Their foreheads bumped together as they landed on the mattress and Sebastian laughed, and the tension between them broke.
"Don't knock me out or I'll be no good," he warned his boyfriend. Kurt grinned.
"I'm sure you would be," he said with a wicked smile, "but I think I like it even better when you participate."
Sebastian laughed again. If this was anyone else, Sebastian would have flipped them over right there to show them his participation, but he knew he couldn't do that to Kurt. Moves like that still startled him, and the last thing Sebastian wanted was to give him a panic attack. Instead, he pushed up against Kurt to encourage him. Kurt took the hint and pushed back, slotting their erections together between their hips and creating friction. Sebastian let his head fall back in the pillows. Until he got together with Kurt, he had rarely made out in a bed, but he was beginning to appreciate the soft and welcoming clean sheets as apposed to bathroom stalls and backseats. He felt Kurt hook his fingers under the elastic of his underwear and obligingly lifted his hips to help Kurt pull off his briefs. The weight on the mattress shifted and Sebastian watched Kurt from lidded eyes as he took a foil packet and a small squeeze bottle from his bedside cabinet. He smiled and spread his thighs, making room for Kurt between them.
Kurt was a little surprised Sebastian really seemed to want him like this -somehow, in his secret fantasies, he had always imagined Sebastian making love to him; a thought that both excited and scared him a little. He had tried that with Blaine, but they had both been uncomfortable with it and it had remained a single attempt. Kurt had been too assertive all of his life to feel at ease with giving away control like that. He knew many people expected him to bottom because of his voice and the way he dressed- it had been the basis of many jokes at school- but sometimes, cliches like that didn't transfer to the bedroom.
He was pulled back from his thoughts by the sight of Sebastian touching himself. He was watching Kurt and palming himself lazily. As he noticed that Kurt was paying attention again, he smiled and reached out to touch him too, stroking him with his other hand. Kurt sighed longingly. Sebastian looked so sexy doing this. There was nothing passive about him, and that though made Kurt feel less guilty. He handed Sebastian the condom and flipped the cap off the bottle of lube. He squeezed some of the gel on his fingers, spilling a little on his boyfriend's leg as Sebastian's experienced hands rolled the condom over him. Sebastian grinned and wiped it off with his hand, transferring it to the condom to help the slide of the latex. It made Kurt feel less clumsy and he returned the smile. There were no mistakes here, and no one to see but them. He reached between Sebastian's legs, carefully touching him with gelled fingers, and gasped as he managed to slide a finger into him easily. Sebastian pushed against his hand encouragingly. Kurt continued, marveling at the way Sebastian's body accepted him. He was used to taking a lot more time to get to that point with Blaine. Forcing all comparisons and thoughts of his ex-boyfriend from his mind, Kurt concentrated on the way Sebastian's breathing sped up as he moved his fingers. His boyfriend was not hiding his pleasure and his sighs and moans were so arousing Kurt could hardly take it anymore. He bit his lip hard to stop from getting too excited. It seemed Sebastian was feeling the same way, as he took hold of Kurt's wrist and gently pulled him away before guiding Kurt's erection to his entrance. Kurt pushed inside, his breath catching at the friction and the snug sliding pressure he had missed for so long. Sebastian narrowed his eyes, shifting a little to accommodate him, and canted his hips to take him in deeper. He knew what he wanted and all Kurt had to do was give it to him. They started moving together and Sebastian struggled to keep eye contact with his lover. He knew it was what Kurt wanted, but it felt too private, too intimate. He longed to close his eyes and give himself over to his body. Trying to find some middle way, he kissed Kurt instead, showing him with his lips that he was okay. Kurt responded eagerly, and it turned out to be a good means of non-verbal communication. As the intensity of their kiss quickened, so did their hips, until Kurt had to pull away to breathe and let out a gasp. He could feel Sebastian tightening underneath him like a spring coiling into itself and he reached between their bodies, giving him a last helping hand to push him over the edge.
Sebastian cursed loudly as his body convulsed in little shocks through his orgasm. His body was unable to decide what to do. It had him pulling away from Kurt's hand and pressing down against Kurt's arousal, impaling himself before lifting his hips again to push back into the slick channel of Kurt's hand. It was exquisite torture. Kurt rode it out with him, watching Sebastian's face with fascination. He stilled his hips and stopped stroking him as Sebastian began shying away from his touch, and he leaned in to kiss him again, resting his elbows next to Sebastian's chest to keep his weight off of him. He waited for a while, listening to his boyfriend's breathing, and then rolled his hips experimentally, not sure if it was too soon for Sebastian's overstimulated senses. Sebastian breathed in on a hiss but pushed back all the same, signaling him to go on. It didn't take long for Kurt to come. He keened highly as he did, letting go of his inhibitions, and finally collapsed on Sebastian's chest. He chuckled a little as he thought about what had just happened.
"I'm not usually this loud," he mumbled against Sebastian's skin.
"I'll take that as a compliment," Sebastian said drily.
"Yeah," Kurt agreed. He didn't move for a while, content to listen to their hammering heartbeats slowing down, until the sweat on his body started cooling and he shivered. "I guess I should take a shower and move to Finn's room," he suggested reluctantly.
Sebastian hummed and shifted a little. Kurt took the hint and reached between them to secure the condom as he pulled away. Sebastian wasn't sure if he should say something now. What was the protocol? Did you compliment each other on a job well done? Or was this the part where you swore undying love?
"Kurt, I-" he started, but stopped as he heard a car door slam closed outside. "Go," he urged his boyfriend. If Finn stumbled in on them like this, any chance of staying over at the Hummels again was over for Sebastian. Kurt nodded and quickly gathered some clothes off the floor before disappearing out of the room.
Sebastian looked up at the ceiling and let out a long breath. That had been pretty amazing. And unlike most of his hookups, which were limited to one time only, they'd get to do that again whenever they wanted. He smiled and reached for his phone.
01:45 am StSebastien to KurtH. : Sleep well, Kurt.
01:45 am StSebastien to KurtH. : P.S. I like it when you're loud.
He grinned and watched the display. A message soon popped up.
01:46 am KurtH. to StSebastien : Goodnight Sebastian.
01:47 am KurtH. to StSebastien : And too bad. I doubt Rachel or your neighbors will like it. When we get back to NY we'll need to be quiet.
01:47 am StSebastien to KurtH. : There's always the Starbucks store room ;-)
01:48 am KurtH. to StSebastien : I'm gonna pretend you didn't just write that. Go to sleep, Bas.
Sebastian chuckled and put his phone away. He cold just imagine the blush on his boyfriend's face right now, and it was a lovely image to fall asleep to.
