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I wanted so much for everything to be just a cruel nightmare that my subconscious had created to hurt me, but I could hear the soft quick footsteps of vampires coming towards me and was forced to believe this real.

I was on the ground with my arms cradling my knees to me when seven vampires came into the opening of my cave. My pain tripled as I saw their faces.

The perfect family.

The family that I had never been apart of.

All of the couples were holding hands, and I felt my anger grow as I looked at their subtle display of affection.

Did they come here just to mock me? Right after they killed my best friend?

I felt my expression become cold and distant, hiding my extreme pain and anger.

Alice looked at me with a pained expression before saying,

"Bella?"

I made my voice pointedly cold when I said,

"Like I told your sister, my name is no longer Bella. Now if you'll excuse me I need to leave."

The family all flinched and their expressions became even more pained. I didn't look at Edward at all; I really didn't need to see his annoyance at my very presence right now.

I was going to go to the moon after I left Alaska. I needed to be isolated from everything else now.

If I wasn't alone soon I knew that my emotions would get out of control and I would most likely hurt someone.

"What should we call you then?"

I was snapped out of my thoughts by Carlisle's voice. When I looked up I found the family looking at me anxiously.

"You won't have to call me anything. I'm leaving now."

And with that I went to take a step out of the cave but was attacked by a black and white blur. Alice.

She was sobbing incoherently and trying to hug my waist but only hugging the outline of my shield.

She didn't seem to notice, but the others did and were looking at us with very wide eyes.

"Bella…. P-please stay…..I –I need you to stay….. You're my b-best friend…… I just found out that you're a-alive. Please s-stay!!!!"

I looked at her coolly, even though I was almost dying from the pain that her false statements brought me, and said in a very controlled voice.

"Alice, you and I both know that that's not true. You can stop pretending."

She looked up at me with blazing topaz eyes and was about to say something when Esme interrupted her.

"Why don't you just come to our house so you can take a shower and get refreshed before we figure this out?"

I wanted so badly to refuse but my clothes had Jake's blood on them and I don't know how long I would be able to smell him, and know that he wasn't here, before I went insane.

So I nodded expressionlessly and waited for them to lead me to their house. I could have just flown there, but I didn't want them to know what I could do. I didn't trust them to not go and tell Aro after they found out.

It took a lot longer that it would have taken me, but I didn't say anything.

I was still trying to hold back dry sobs.

And the whole time we had been in the cave and running I had felt a pair of eyes burning into the side of my head.

I ran about 10 feet away from the Cullens, while they ran together in a formation.

I wasn't in their family and that fact had been burned into my mind.

Their house was just as beautiful as the one in Washington had been, but this time I didn't comment on it.

Esme led me into the guest bathroom and went to get me some clean clothes. I stripped and stepped into the shower, without waiting for Esme to come back.

When she did, I was already completely covered by the shower curtain so she couldn't see my ugly scars, but before I could protest Esme took my clothes downstairs to wash them.

I scrubbed my skin as much as I could and washed my hair enjoying the feeling of warmth the hot water brought. When I was done I stepped out of the shower refreshed, but other than that still completely over run with my extreme emotions.

It was a good thing that I had had many years to practice hiding my emotions because if I hadn't, I would have still been screaming.

When I went to change I noticed a very large problem. Esme had given me a short sleeve shirt.

There was nothing else I had to change into so I put it on, but was seriously contemplating staying in the bathroom.

In the end I knew that someone would come looking for me soon if I didn't show, so I went downstairs after I put my jeans not bothering to look in the mirror.

I walked at human pace down the stairs trying to prolong the time I had before they saw just how disgusting I really was, but it had to end sometime and I soon reached the bottom of the staircase.

As soon as I walked into the room everyone gasped in horror and shock at the sight of the many scars covering my neck and arms.

Edward looked furious when he saw them.

I may have been shocked at that but I kept my expression carefully schooled with my expressionless mask. He was most likely angry at me for causing such a disturbance within his family.

Alice was the first to speak and her face showed her disturbance.

"Bella, what happened to you?"

Her voice was saturated in shock and horror.

I looked at them with cold expression at the use of that name and simply said.

"My change wasn't very pleasant."

They looked like they wanted to be sick. I didn't know what Edward was feeling, refused to look at him again. It simply wasn't worth the pain.

Jasper was the next to question me.

"If you don't mind my asking, what did you change your name to?"

I smirked, I would tell them. I wanted to see Jasper's reaction when he found out my identity.

"My name is Abbadon, but I go by Abby."

He lost all traces of the slight color in his face and he looked both frightened and amazed, I watched expressionless as he subtly pulled Alice behind him.

I gave a gentle smirk and asked.

"So you've heard of me?"

He nodded and managed to get out.

"How is that possible?"

I would tell them. Everything.

I was leaving the planet after this so Aro wouldn't be able to follow me if they told, and I wanted to see the guilt on their faces after they found out what they had caused.

"I'm going to tell you a little secret."

I stage whispered. I knew that they would be able hear me from across the room if I wanted them to.

And looking at their apprehensive faces, I couldn't help but feel another stab of pain for the loss of the unattainable.

"I'm not even a vampire."