Jay sulked around the school halls the next day. He knew Emma wouldn't take last night seriously, or at least show a sign of actually loving him back.
Their she was over by the plastics walking to class and completely ignoring him.
"God, last night was perfect" Manny squeled sitting down in her desk at room and Emma laughed a little.
"What happened?" she asked.
Manny blushed "Me and Spin went to the movies, to a scary movie..."
"..and you held on tightly to him as he held you for dear life?" Ellie pouts watching Craig sitting down in his seat and sharing a laugh with his friends.
He probably didn't even know she was in this class with him too.
"Love..." Darcy drifts "What a funny thing" she said in sarcasm.
Manny leaned back grinning as the boys came and sat down "What a great thing"
Jay snickers and Emma looked up watching him sit down as he avoided looking at her this time.
He turned his back and Emma bit the end of her tounge and looked down.
Jay shook his head, it was true. Emma Nelson was scared shitless of love and the worse part was, she didn't even know it.
"Okay" said Kwan entering the class.
Everyone looked up and took their books out, ready to learn.
"We're going to partner up for this assignment" says Kwan and they put books down "Sean and Manny"
They looked at another and got up.
"Ellie and Craig" confirms and Ellie's breath stopped as he came over and grinned.
"hey El" he said and Ellie hid her blush, smiling back as he sat beside her.
"Spinner and Darcy" says and Darcy crossed her legs looking to Spinner.
Spinner swallowed the lump in his throat and closed his eyes tight until looking back at her and huffs, dragging himself over to her.
"Emma and Jay" the teacher declared.
Emma's mouth fell and Jay let a breath out leaning back in his seat.
"Okay, who was his son in law and what was his emission?" Emma asks and for the fitfh time during half the class, Jay dully shrugged "God, your mourning like a little kid not getting that bike he wanted for Christmas" Emma snapped, not in the mood for this or to be TREATED like this.
Jay was suppose to be a bad ass, witty, funny, making her laugh..
Jay stared at her not believing she would say that "Your way up in the fucking clouds Emma Nelson. So far up you can't even see what's in front of you" he confirms and Emma shook her head at him.
"Jay, what are you talking about?" she questions.
"All I can picture is the color of your eyes and i cant stop fucking thinking about you, im inlove with you, alright?!" he yells and some people looked over
Emma looked around and back to him eyeing him and trying to quiet him down "I didn't ask for you to fall in love with me... you did that on your own" she whispered.
"Im giving you the power to destroy me completely. Im giving you me.. its your choice what to do with it" Jay got up and stormed out.
"Hogart!" yelled Kwan but he never came back and Emma stared until he was out of sight and looked down.
Manny turns to Sean "What was that about?" she laughs a little and Sean shook his head smiling
"Hogart finally found the one" he looks to Emma "And she is him 2 years ago. Love bad, safe good...talking about love?" he grins to her and nods to Spinner "How are you two?".
Manny smiled and hid her blush "We're good" she nodded.
Emma came over and scoffs "Why can't I have a normal BOY FRIEND!?" she exclaims.
"Everybody wants that" the teacher said going by and rolled her eyes "It doesn't exist"
"Technically..." Sean drifts "He's just your fuck buddy since you won't really date him. Which is sad and all" he fakes a pout and Manny did a little giggle until seeing how sad Emma was.
"Maybe you should talk to him" Manny said and Emma sadly stared down at the ground
She didn't know what to do anymore, specailly when it came to Jay..made her fear love more. Why? Cause he COULD be the one?
