Me and Clove struggle, trying to get the upper hand. We claw, bite, scratch, spit, punch, kick, slap anything to throw the other person off. Clove flips me over, pinning me down again with her arms. She positions herself on me so that I can't knee or kick her in the back.

"What to do, what to do" She cackles spinning her knife in her hand "I have an idea!"

"Wha-?" I'm cut off while Clove plummets her knife into my stomach. I bite my lip that I'm not tempted to scream. I can tell that she's getting frustrated since I'm not screaming, because she start's to twist and turn the knife.

She now has removed her knife from my bleeding stomach and raises it to her lips.

"Delicious" She says, licking the blood off the blade. I almost throw up at the sight. I'm already very disgusted by blood, but now she eating it! Ewww!

"Are we done?" I say casually

"Ohhhh, no, no! I'm just getting started, Girl on Fire" She cackles devilishly. With that she grabs my left arm and stabs her jagged knife into it. Instead of twisting it this time she starts to drag it along my arm, tearing up all the skin in it's way.

I try to block out the pain by thinking about what's going on at home. I assume that everyone in district 12 is gathered in the town square, watching the finale on the big screens.

I wonder what Madge would be doing. She would probably have the best view considering she's the mayor's daughter. Would she be crying? Or would she not even care? Well she should obviously care, she gave me this pin. And she told me that she was and always would be my friend. I almost smile at the thought that someone besides Gale and Prim actually care about me.

Posy would be in her mother, Hazel's, arms, crying. She wouldn't understand what's really going on but she would still be sad to see her brother fighting for his life.

I'm sure that there's a big crowd of teenagers in the town square just beside themselves. Gale's friends. He was pretty popular, almost everyone knew his name. He had loads of friends, and a lot of girls had crushes on him. I never knew any of Gale's friends, there's probably a reason why. I'm not the most interesting or nice person around. Defiantly not! I'm not overly pretty, in fact I don't think I'm that beautiful at all, and I'm pretty quiet. That is when I'm at home or school or the hob... The only time I ever really talk is around Prim or at the woods! I feel no need to talk to my mother, she doesn't even acknowledge that I'm home, honestly it actually hurts. She just ignores me and focuses on Prim.

When I volunteered my mother didn't even cry. I wonder if she even cares? Honestly I hope she doesn't care because if she does she could lock herself away from the rest of the world and live Prim to fend for herself. Prim isn't weak but she isn't bullet proof either. She won't be able to live off goat cheese for the rest of her life. My mother wouldn't help either, Prim would spend all her time to get her to come back. If she doesn't Prim may go into a depression as well. I can't let that happen, I can't let Prim die because of me!

I feel a sudden burst of energy and manage to push Clove off of me. I grab the bloody knife out of my arm and attempt to stand up. I fail and tumble to the ground. The loss of blood has taken a big toll on me. I feel so weak, I can't do anything! Suddenly a cannon fires. I can only hope it isn't Gale.

I feel Clove pounce on me pinning me to the ground for the 3rd time. She easily thrusts the knife out of my hands and holds it to my neck. I don't even try to push her off. I'm ready to die. I can join my Father in heaven. He used to always tell me about heaven. He said that everyone thinks that when you die life is over, but it isn't. There's a whole world atop the clouds, a world we haven't discovered yet. Friends we haven't met yet, and old friends we used to know. Rue, Thresh, Foxface and countless other people that I never did get a chance to know. But I will now.

I see Clove raise the knife, ready to pounce when a axe chops off her head.

Please review! Pretty Please! Anyone have any ideas for Katniss's dress for the interviews