Here it is! The first ending of Sinful Love. Remember this is the BAD ending and there will be a good ending in the future. Just a few warnings. This chapter has a LOT OF LEMON. REALLY A LOT! Now that you know it, enjoy the ending :3


I ask myself. What I did wrong? But I don't have an answer... Am I allowed to love? I got rejected by Hanamaru in my house and just a moment ago I got rejected by You, I have a lot of questions, but they don't have an answer… I keep looking at the sky, so clear, blue, no clouds… I don't mind if this sky is the last thing I see in my life… I touch my face to check if I'm crying, I'm not, I feel empty, I don't have any reason to continue right now. How many minutes I've been here? I lost track of the time, probably lunch time is over and probably Hanamaru and Ruby are worried since I'm absent, sorry guys, but I don't want to be in class, I don't want to be anywhere. I can't think properly right now, I only have You in my mind, it's not fair, she rejects and yet she is in my mind… Why You? Why don't you love me? Even if I ask that there is no answer. Hey… What if I make you fall for me? Would you love me if that happens? I know what I can do… I will make you love me and be the only person you can love… Yes, if I do that you have no other option, you will be mine. Now it's not the time to think about her feelings, it's time to think about me, it's time to think about what I want and I want her. I don't care if you don't love me, you will for me own sake.


"Yoshiko-chan where are you?"

It's been like 5 minutes since I left Chika-chan. I've been looking in the gym, the front entrance, restrooms, but she is nowhere. I'm getting worried, what if she went to home? I don't blame her, I left her alone, again, but I have an answer now. I must tell her my feelings for her, I don't tell her how I feel about her we can't move on… Then I noticed I never looked for her in the rooftop. What if she is still there? There is a possibility she could still be there. I start walking towards the rooftop when…

"Yoshiko-chan…"

I say her name unconscious. It seems she just left the rooftop. When I call her again I notice something different about her, I don't know what is…


After I left the rooftop I made my way towards the second-year classrooms. My plan was simple, go into You's classroom and take her out of there, but as I was on my way I see her coming in my direction. It seems she was looking for as since the first thing she says is my name. I look at her with indifferent eyes, I don't say anything, I will let her explain herself first…

"Yoshiko-chan… Is that you?"

What kind of question was that?'

"Yoshiko-chan I… We need to talk"

"Perfect. I want to talk with you too"

I take her hand.

"Let's go somewhere else. Do you mind if it's out of here?"

You look at me in disbelief.

"Are you sure? We still have classes to attend"

"I don't care about class, look at us, here we are talking in the middle of the hall. Just come with me"

I start pulling her towards the exit, I don't need her answer.

"Wait… Don't pull me…"

I stop holding her hand

"I can walk on my own…and we can't hold hands"

"Why not?"

"Because… I have my own reasons"

"Is that so? Ok, let's go"

I keep walking without looking back. We reach the entrance and I start changing my shoes when I see You standing still.

"Are you not coming?"

"Yoshiko-chan we really need to talk. I can't go with you like this"

"Why not? I just want to be with you"

"We can't be together"

"What do you mean?"

"Yoshiko-chan… I… I don't love you, I can't go out with you"

Oh… Here it is, officially this is my second rejection. But it's ok, I already knew her answer. I keep calm and ask her why.

"I still love you, may I ask why you don't love me?"

You is just standing there, like she doesn't understand the question. I bet she was expecting a different reaction.

"It's not that I hate you… But I can't love you right now"

"Why you can't?"

"I been thinking a lot, about me, about you. Before I found you in the hallways I was with Chika-chan and we talked about how I feel. About my sentiments. And I have an answer, I can't love you right now, it's not fair for you"

"Not fair for me? You say I don't love you enough?"

"No… It's not that. It's me Yoshiko-chan. I love you. But I'm not happy with myself."

"How are you not happy with yourself?"

"You see… That time in my house, I used you. I took advantage of your feelings. I used you to make me feel better. I can't forgive myself for that…"

"But I forgive you. I don't care anymore about that time"

"But I do! I care because I love you and I'm afraid that I'm still using you just to overcome Chika-chan"

"You can use me, if that works for you, use me as much as you want. I love you and that won't change"

"How can you say that? It's not fair for you…"

"Here… Let me show you how much I'm willing to sacrifice for you"

I pull her towards me. With one hand, I hold her waist and with the other one I lift her face towards mine and I kiss her. A long deep kiss. At first, she fights back, but as we continue kissing she stops fighting back and surrenders, I see my opportunity and I start using my tongue, I start exploring all parts of her mouth with my tongue. I can hear You's soft moans, she starts using her own tongue too. After our long French kiss I separate from her. I look at her, her face is red and her breathing is irregular. She touches my face and look at me, her eyes give me a look that she wants to continue. I get more aroused and we start our second round. Now instead of using my tongue, between kisses I bite her lower lip, her moans get louder and she pulls me away.

"Yoshiko-chan… Not like that…" She can barely say.

"I didn't give you permission to stop"

And like that I pull her closer than last time and I continue where I left. I don't bite her, but my tongue goes deeper this time. Her body gets weaker. I stop kissing her. I look at her again. She is just as aroused as me.

"You are not fair with me Yoshiko-chan…"

"You weren't fair with me last time… Anyways, do you believe me now? I'm willing to give you my everything"

"Yoshiko-chan… I… I don't know what to say…"

"Do you want to continue this?"

She doesn't answer, she just nods. As expected, even if she is not sure about her feelings right now, she is aroused.

"Then can we go to your place? We can continue in your house"

"Are you ok going to my place? Since last time…"

"Don't worry about that. We are going to do it anyways."

Her face turns red. She looks at me… My body in specific and now she is redder than she was. You can tell she just thought about something lewd.

"Shall we go?"

We walk towards the bus stop. During the walk we never talked, nor we held hands. Even if we were together, we just wanted company. I didn't find it unpleasant, in fact it's perfect this way, it's not like we are a couple or something, we are just… What are we anyways? I'm pretty sure we are not a couple, friends? No… We can't be friends after all we've been through. It's better if I don't ask, I don't want to spoil the moment and I need You to be in the mood to have sex. Once we reach the bus we go to our usual place, the last row. This time we aren't exactly as close as we were, but I get closer, You looks at me, at first she is bothered, then she pays no mind and looks at the window. That's my chance, I start rubbing her leg with my hand. She looks at me with a confused face by the sudden contact, before she starts talking I kiss her. I don't stop movement of my hand, now one hand is rubbing her leg and the other her breast, she tries to fight back, but pleasure is stronger. After a minute or so I stop and I look at her. Again, she has those eyes asking, "Why you stop?"

"We can continue once we are in your place"

"I… I didn't ask for it…"

"But you liked it, that's all that matters"

"Yoshiko-chan… You idiot"

She pouts and start looking at the window again. Perfect! That reaction was perfect! My plan is working, soon she will me mine and she won't be able to leave me. The trip to her house was the same as when we went to the bus stop, no talking, no contact, just two souls towards the same direction. Once we reached her house she hesitated a little before opening the door. She stepped aside and said.

"Go first"

"Thanks"

I change my shoes and once she closes the door. When she closes the door, I push her towards this and I start kissing her again, not in a gentle way, but in a forceful way, I invade her mouth with my tongue, the sudden use of my mouth took her by surprise and she lets out a soft moan. I stop for a moment and say.

"We are alone, you can be as loud as you want"

"Don't say those things…"

"Then I'll have to make you moan"

I resume my kissing, she starts using her own tongue, I didn't expect that from her, but this is good, she wants more, she wants me. We continue our long French kiss
When we separate, only a thread of saliva unites us.

"Yoshiko-chan… Not here, at least let's go to my room"

"As you wish"

This time she is faster than me and she grabs my hand and pulls me towards her room. Once we reach her room I can smell her scent in the whole room. This is bad, I get more aroused being surround by her scent that I push her in her bed. She on bottom, me on top. I have a full view of her, so exposed to me, so weak, I get crazy, my first place are her lips. I never get tired of them, but this time I bite her lower lip, her moan is louder this time, I lick her lower lip, then a quick kiss in her cheek and then her ear. Kiss, lick, kiss lick, I repeat that, You makes an erotic sound when I lick her. I unzip her uniform just a bit, I want to go slower. Her exposed collarbone and neck… It's time for payback, I start biting her collarbone and neck, making sure I leave a mark. My mark, since I bite her so hard You screams in pain, but also in pleasure. Her scream only arouses me more and I lick the marks, slowly, tasting each part of her body, her body reacts and she arches a little, it's seems she likes when I lick her. I unbutton the rest of her uniform and before my eyes...

"Huge…"

Yes, that's the only word I have to describe it, her breast is huge, if I have to compare it they are as big as Hanamaru's breast, since we usually change together in P.E. class and before the practice I had a couple of chances to see her breast. When I see You , her cheeks are red and she is probably embarrassed. She averts her gaze from mine and tries to cover her breast with her arms.

"Don't say it like that…"

She says that with a fragile tone of voice.

I give her a gently kiss in her lips and slowly I use my hand to rub her breast, the pleasure from my kiss and my hand makes You moan . Now that her arms are out of the way I take her bra off, and I see her nipples, so pink and cute, without thinking I start kissing them, then licking them. With my free hand, I start rubbing her other nipple, she moans and starts stroking my hair.

"Yoshiko-chan really loves breast"

"I love yours"

I kiss her again and with both hands I start playing with her breast with my hands, her breast is big enough that they barely fit my hand, that doesn't stop me to squeeze them and play with her nipples. After all this foreplay, I decide to take a step further. I try to take her skirt off but she suddenly stops me.

"Stop! Not… there…"

"Why not?"

"Because… It's embarrassing"

"It won't be, trust me, I want to make you feel better"

"I want to make you feel good too"

"What are you saying? I'm feeling good too, I'm happy that I can be with you like this, that's why I want to give you all the pleasure I can"

So that way you stay with me and you are mine.

"Yoshiko-chan… Thank you, I trust you"

Now with her consent I take her skirt off, You is so red that she covers her face with her hands. So cute! I put away her hands and I start kissing her, this time I start slowly and gently this way I'm telling her that she can trust me, in between the kisses I slowly remover her panties, and I start touching her, the sudden touch made You moan. She is so wet down there, I start rubbing, slowly and gently, I want to feel every detail. I try to look down there but You hugs me and says

"Don't look… It's embarrassing"

"Then were I'm supposed to look?"

"Look at me"

I look at her, I stare at her eyes, her face is red and her breathing is heavy. Without think I start kissing again while I don't stop my rubbing. Her moans grown louder and her body feels hot.

"You… I'm going in"

"Ehh!? What do you mean"

I insert two fingers inside her, You gives the loudest moan she ever made this far, her insides feel warm and narrow. My fingers feel like they are about to melt.

"Yo-Yoshiko-chan… Stop I… feel weird"

"You are so cute! I love you"

Inside her I start moving slowly, moving my fingers in and out. After I get used I start moving faster and going deeper. You start getting wetter and warmer.

"Yoshiko-chan… Don't stop I… I…"

I start kissing her again and my movement doesn't stop. You body arches and she… She comes… When I take my fingers, they are so wet and cover with her fluids. You is lying on her bed. Her breathing calmed again and she didn't take her eyes off me.

"Yoshiko-chan… I love you"

"I love you too"

I lie on her breast and I hug her, she starts stroking my hair again and she kisses my forehead.

"Hey Yoshiko-chan"

"Yeah?"

"Want to do it again?"

"With pleasure"


After that… I forgot how many times we did it. We only stopped when we couldn't continue… When I woke up it was morning, it was only 9:00 A.M. I check my cellphone and it seems I did send a message to my mom telling her that I would be sleeping at a friend's house. Also, I have a couple of messages from Zuramaru and the others. I pay no mind to them and I look for You. She is sleeping next to me, without cloths obviously, her face when she is sleeping is so cute! Without thinking I kiss her on her lips. She wakes up and draws me closer to her. After a couple of minutes, we separate from our kiss.

"Good morning You"

"Hi Yoshiko-chan… Say what time is it?"

"It's 9:10 A.M. School already started"

"I see. Want to skip today as well?"

"Yeah, we can continue what we left last night"

"You still want to do it? Yoshiko-chan is really a pervert"

"But you enjoyed it yesterday"

"That's because it as Yoshiko-chan who did it with me"

She kisses me.

"Yoshiko-chan… What are we?"

"What do you mean?"

"What's our relationship? Are we dating?"

"That… I…"

"You know… I told you that I can't love you, even if we did it yesterday there is something inside me that it's not comfortable yet. I can't date you"

"I see… Well, even if we are not dating, we can still do this occasionally, right?"

"That's… Is it ok?"

"Of course, listen, I love you and I don't think I can love anyone but you. And I'm pretty sure the same goes for you. Even if you say that you can't date me, it's not like you can date Chika or anyone else"

"You… Yes, you are right, Chika-chan is dating Riko-chan and I still love you… but…"

"It's ok, we don't need a name to our relationship. We are just friends that occasionally have sex"

"Don't put it like that…"

"But it's the truth. Anyways, what should we do?"

"Do what?"

"I mean, it's morning, should we have breakfast or you want to do it?"

"We can have breakfast later"

"That what I wanted to hear"

And thus, our relationship starts. The next day we go to school like usual, at the Aqours practice everybody start asking us if we are dating or not. You and I promised that we are going to pretend that we are a normal couple in front of them. So, every day in school and after school we must pretend we are a couple, when we are alone we just follow our lust and we use each other's bodies to satisfy our needs. I'm happy with this life style, we have no compromised, no stupid dates or anniversaries. You is happy with that too and that is what matters. Occasionally, we sometimes skip school or Aqours practices. It's been one year since then, You is in third year and she is almost graduating. I'm in second year. In school, we are known as one of the most popular couples, You is really popular among all the classes and somehow I'm popular among the first years. It's a pain been so popular at school, we both have to deal with fangirls and we have to pretend we are a healthy couple not only in front of our Aqours friends, but in front of the whole school. Graduation was near, and one day You asked me to meet her at the rooftop.

"So... What do you want to talk about? Another confession from your fans?"

"No… Not this time, Yoshiko, we should talk"

Talk? It's weird when she asks me to just talk when we are alone, we usually let our bodies talk, also since we barely had any talk as good friends she stopped using the "chan" with me.

"What's the deal now?"

"Yoshiko, I think we should stop doing what we were doing"

"What!?"

What is she thinking? Stop our relationship. This must be joke.

"What are you talking about You!? You want to throw away our relationship! Why?"

"Yoshiko, I'm graduating in a few months, and I'm going to college"

"And? We can still see each other"

"No. We can't. I want to stop this, it's not healthy for us"

"What do you mean? Isn't this what we wanted?"

"Yeah, I know. A year ago, I said that, but now…"

"What? You got tired of me? Is the sex not good anymore? Didn't you were the one who told me you can't love anybody else?"

"No, It's not that. There is no way I will get tired of you, but there is some truth about your words. I can't love anymore. Not Chika-chan, not you, nobody."

"And! I'm the same you know. You are the only one for me"

"I'm happy to hear that Yoshiko"

"Then we don't have to stop. I don't care if you don't love me, you can still use me"

"Yoshiko I'm moving"

"What?"

"After I graduate from here. I'm moving"

"Moving… Where?"

"Away, I don't know where."

"But why?"

"Because we can't continue like this. I need a break to think about myself, I have to find a new place"

"You are just running away"

"Yoshiko might be right. Probably I'm just afraid and I want to run away. But I must do this. If I don't move, I won't grow up as a person"

"So that's your decision… Are you really sure?"

"Not really, but I think this is the best way to move on"

"Even if I beg, you won't stop, right?"

"Yes, I'm sorry Yoshiko"

I get closer to her… There is that "I'm sorry" again. I hate when she says that. I raise my hand but… I can't slap her… Instead I just kiss her. I thought she would separate us but she doesn't want to. Instead she hugs me and start touching my breast.

"You really want to do it here?"

"It might be our last time. Why don't we finish here? The place were Yoshiko confessed to me and I run away"

"What a twisted place to end"

You push me towards a bench. She unbuttons my uniform, exposing my breast, and start playing with them. She is way better now than she was when we started. She squeezes my breast and bites my nipples. She has total control over me. While she is doing that to me I unbutton her uniform as well and I exposed her huge breast. They have grown a little bit. I start doing what she loves, I draw her closer to me and I lick her ear. She moans. As a revenge, she stops playing with my breast and goes down. Without being gentle she puts her fingers inside me… I feel how she moves her fingers inside me, she hits the right places. I start touching her breast, violently and biting her neck. We continue like this until one of us gives into pleasure. I think I'm getting weaker, her fingers inside of me make me weak.

"You I… I…"

"Don't stop Yoshiko, me too I…"

I kiss her and she goes faster. We let a loud moan and our bodies arches at the same time. I hug her until our breathing returns to normal. She is the first one to stand up. She starts buttoning her uniform.

"I think this is the good bye"

"So this is how it ends…"

"It was fun Yoshiko, pretending to be a couple"

"If you liked that much, we should stop pretending and be a real one"

"That won't be possible, maybe… Just maybe if things were different back then, if I answered different, we could be a normal couple"

"I would really like to see that"

"Yes, me too… Thanks Yoshiko, for everything"

"You…"

She starts walking away. And there I am, in a bench, without my panties and my uniform unbuttoned. Just looking how she goes away from me again. Things haven't changed at all, just like once year ago when I confessed to her and she ran away, I just stood there. I'm still the same… I drop a small tear from my eyes. I wipe my face and fix my uniform and I walk away from the rooftop. Since that day I stopped meeting with You and we barely had any contact. The graduation day came and I didn't assist her graduation, that's what she wanted, and I think it was for the best of us. The next day I got a message from Lily and she told me that You left that morning, I asked her if she knew where You is going and Lily said she didn't said a word about her new location.


My third years starts and now that everybody thinks I'm single. I'm one of the most popular girls in school, just like what I wished for in first year. All the second and first year's girls know me. About Tsushima Yoshiko, the ex-girlfriend of Watanabe You, and ex-member of Aqours, close friend of one of the cutest couples of the school RubyMaru and people says sometimes the Principal talks in private with her. Those just a few of the rumors about me… Well that's the truth, kind of… Since now I'm popular at school I'm never alone. I don't eat my lunch with Ruby or Zuramaru since they are dating and I don't want to get in the way, I do sometimes help them with the student council activities and that's all. Most of the times a group of second years or first years wants to have lunch with me, there is no way I will reject them since I have to keep my popularity. Even with their company I still feel alone, I tried everything to feel something, sometimes I flirt with the girls or I ask them if they want to go on a date with me, of course, I don't kiss them or anything related to have sex. But it doesn't help I feel empty, alone. Sometimes at lunch Mari ask me if we can eat together at the old club room. The talks I have with Mari help me a lot, since she is the principal she is always around the school and she is aware of my popularity, but she also knows that I feel lonely, that's why sometimes she asks me to go and talk with her in the club room.

"Thanks for coming Yoshiko"

"No, thanks to you Mari. Talking with you really helps me"

"Ara! Are you trying to flirt with me? You know I can't resist your body"

She starts groping my breast.

"Oh my! They have grown so big! I'm so proud of you"

"Don't say it!"

Indeed, my body has grown a lot, after I started my third year it was my turn to grow up! My breast got bigger, I got taller than Mari and my body style improved a lot.

"Also, you know a student can't flirt with the principal and there is no way I will flirt with the fiancée of the next leader of the Kurosawa family"

"So, you know about me and Dia"

"Yeah Ruby told me about that, but what about Kanan? I thought the three of you were dating"

"Of course she is included, in the surface it's only a wedding between the Kurosawa and the Ohara. When Dia is officially the next leader, we will include Kanan with us"

"And the three of you will be together forever, a happy ending, right?"

"That's how it's planned. Kanan also approves this plan. If she didn't then we had to figure out a different plan"

"For example?"

"We could just run away… But that won't be possible for one reason"

"Dia and Ruby…"

"Yes, Dia doesn't want Ruby to be the next head of the Kurosawa, Dia only wishes for Ruby's happiness. If she wants to achieve that Dia needs to be the leader, so Ruby can choose her own path"

"That Dia… A siscon until the end"

"Well that one of her traits that Kanan and I love about her!"

"If you guys like it then it's ok"

"But we are not here to talk about me. It's about you Yoshiko"

"Me? I'm perfectly fine"

"Yoshiko, I know you been dating multiple girls this past months"

"How… How you know that?"

"Well, I'm the principal after all. But you already know that's not the issue"

"I know, I know… Mari have you talked with You? And do you know if Dia or Kanan have talked with her?"

"I talked with her once. I can't tell you what she asked me, but you can figure it out. Then for Dia and Kanan. Yes. They had talked with her once a couple of months ago"

"Is that so…"

"Has You contacted you?"

"Just once…Three months after she moved. She told me she is in Tokyo right now."

"Then you already know… Do you want to look for her?"

"Right now? I can't. I didn't two years ago when I confessed to her, there is no point doing it now, besides…"

"Besides"

"I think she wants the same. I bet she wants to be alone, away from us, that's why she doesn't communicate with us that often"

"Are you ok with that?"

"I'm not, there is no way I could be. But there is nothing I can do, it's her own decision"

"Perhaps you are right"

We finish our meal and the bell rings

"Well time to go to class. Thanks again Mari"

"No problem Yoshiko. I'm here to help you. If you need any help you know where to find me"

"I'll keep that in mind"

"Good. You can also count on Dia and Kanan, they will be glad to help you"

"Send my regards to Dia and Kana too"

"I will"

"Oh! And Mari"

"Yes?"

"It's Yohane"

We both laugh. It's been a while since I said that. I stopped calling myself Yohane since You left. But somehow talking with Mari reminded me when I was part of Aqours and my Fallen Angel side. After that day everything went as normal, I started talking more with the ex-members of Aqours, and my school days went as usual. My graduation was close and I was preparing myself to start college. I wasn't sure where I wanted to study, maybe some place near Numazu since I can't leave the town where I met You. I don't want to be like her and throw away those memories. The day of my graduation came, everything was so emotive. Chika, Lily, Dia and Kanan were present too. Officially all Aqours members have graduated. We decided will have a party to celebrate our graduation this weekend. On my way home, in the bus stop I found somebody I never expected to see again. You was there, she looked more mature than last time. She was the same height I was, her body was almost the same as mine, but something in her looked more mature.

"Congratulations for graduating Yoshiko"

"You… What… Why?"

"I came to town to say hello"

"Since when are you here!?"

"I arrived today. I haven't told anybody, you are the first person to see me"

"Then we should go and see the others… Also you should also join us this weekend too!"

"Yoshiko…"

"Are you tired?"

"Can we talk in your place?"

"Sure"

We waited for the bus, in the bus we talked about my third year in school, we never mentioned something related to her. We both knew that we should safe that talk in my place. When we reached my apartment we went to my room.

"It's the same as I remember"

"Yeah I didn't want to change the decoration"

"Yoshiko, about us…"

"Don't talk. I know"

I get closer to her and I kiss her for the first time in a while… How long have I waited for her? It's been a while since I kissed her that it feels like the first time. She kissed me back, as expected she also wanted to do it. We both yearned for each other. Our kiss last for a couple of minutes until she starts unbuttoning my uniform and she suddenly stops

"So big… Yoshiko has grown a lot"

"You like it?"

"I'm fascinated"

She starts groping my breast, it seems she didn't expect my growth and now she is enjoying herself. I don't hold back either and I take her shirt off too. Her body is the same as the one she had one year ago but something is different, and I can't tell what is it. I hug her, connecting our bodies, our nipples rub each other and it feels amazing, I start kissing her and just like the old times after a couples of kisses I go and attack her neck but… There I found a hickey… So You has been with other people recently… I don't want to ruin the moment so instead of biting her I push her down and kiss her belly. Good, no marks here, I'll be sure to leave a lot of marks here. I kiss, bite and lick her belly while You scratches my back. I love when she does that. After a while I remove her panties and I start licking that place… She is so wet down there, I start slowly then I put my tongue inside her. She moans and puts her hands in my head, making sure I don't stop. I try to reach the deepest parts of her with my tongue, she is so wet and hot that I'm unable to stop, until I feel she reached her climax and comes in my mouth… My mouth is full of her juices, it's been a while since I had this taste that I swallow it. We do it like crazy that day… It's been a while since I had sex. We both wanted each other bodies, we spent the whole day doing it like the old times… When I wake up You is not there and it's morning already. I start looking for her and she is in my kitchen doing breakfast.

"Good morning Yoshiko"

"Hi there, You, I thought you left"

"I don't have a place to go back"

"What you mean?"

"I don't want to Tokyo now, I want to stay here for a couple of days"

"I see. Then that means you can come and meet the others this weekend"

"Maybe, first we need to talk"

"You still want to talk?"

"Yes, you need to listen to me first"

"Fine… But first let me put some cloths on me first. I don't want to talk with you while you are looking at my body"

"It's your fault for growing up like that you know"

"It's not!"

After I go back to my room and put some cloths I sit on the table. You is sitting in front of me. I let her start the talk.

"Yoshiko… You noticed the mark in my neck, right?"

"Yes, I did. Mind giving me an explanation?"

"Since I left Uchiura. You all have been in my mind, especially you Yoshiko, so I started going to clubs, meeting people at my college and stuff. Sometimes I hook up with the person I meet. But nothing worked, you were always on my mind. It has to be you so I can feel good"

"I see… I don't know how to feel about that"

"What about you? Haven't you had any experience like that?"

"I never went that far. Only a couple of dates, but no kisses or sex"

"I see… I'm sorry for being like this Yoshiko"

"Don't apologize, I don't like it, but there is nothing I can do, you already did it, and it's not like we are together or something"

"Yoshiko… I still feel bad for doing that. That's the reason I'm here"

"And that is?"

"Yoshiko, come and live in Tokyo with me"

"Wha… What!? Are you serious?"

"Dead serious. Please come with me"

"This… This is sudden and…"

"You can live with me, I have an apartment and I can start working so you don't have to worry"

"But… I have to think about this… It's too sudden"

"You can study in my college too! Please Yoshiko, be with me"

"I… I'll think about it. When are you leaving?"

"This Monday"

"Then I'll give you my answer after the party"

"Thanks Yoshiko"

After that she called her parents and told them that she is in town. That afternoon she left my home and went to her parent's house. The next few days I think about her proposal, I'm not sure if I can leave Uchiura like that. I mean, I think my mom will support my decision, she always knew that I always aimed for a different place to live. Also, I'm happy that You wants to live with me, but will this work? It's been a year since she left Uchiura, she comes out of nowhere and ask me to go with her… Was a year all she needed to realize she needs me? I can't help to think about all the possibilities, but I must have an answer the day of the party…


The day of the party came. Mari rented the whole hotel she lives. Everybody was surprised when I arrived with You. Chika and Lily cried when they saw her, well, everybody. It's been a while since all nine members of Aqours were together. The lobby was huge for just 9 persons, and Mari also ordered a lot of food, she even also included some liquor.

"We are all underage Mari-san! What are you thinking?"

"Come on Dia… We are among friends, and it's not a part without liquor. A drink won't do any bad ok?"

"Mari-san don't be irresponsible. Don't you think the same Kanan-san?"

"Sorry Dia. I support Mari this time, it's good to relax once in a while"

We all drink at least one cup. Dia was the only one who didn't drink. Ruby didn't drink because she said she didn't like the flavor, Zuramaru said she won't drink because she feels it's wrong to do it underage. Chika got wasted after the first glass. Lily only drink a couple since she had to take care of Chika. You seemed to be accustomed and she was fine. It was my first time drinking this kind of beverage but somehow, I managed to drink a couple of them. Mari and Kanan drank like crazy, all due to Mari's fault, they even started to make up in front of everybody, until Dia stopped them and took them to Mari's room. Lily said she has to take Chika home and they left. Ruby and Zuramaru also left. It was only me and You. We decide to take a stroll near the beach before going home, but I must give her an answer today.

"You, I've been thinking about your proposal"

"I see… Then, what's your answer?"

"I… I think I'll take your offer"

"Really! I'm happy Yoshiko"

"But, I'm only going because it was you whom I gave my everything. You were the one that I loved the most, you betrayed me, you threw away my feelings two years ago. Now I have nothing, I can't love anybody else and you can't. It's simple we have to be together, even if we don't want to, but you already figured out that"

"You realized as well… Yes, I don't love you as I did two years ago, I don't know if I really loved you that time. And now I have nothing. Yoshiko, you are the one who can give me what I need, even if I don't want to"

"Are going back to pretend we are a couple?"

"There is no need to do that. We can say we are just roommates"

"Fair enough. What about relationships?"

"You know we can't have any normal relationships. So it's only Yoshiko and me"

"You are right… When are we leaving? This Monday?"

"I can wait until Wednesday"

"Good, that way I can tell my mom about this and say good bye"

"Then it's decided, want to go to my place?"

"You sure you don't want to be alone? We will be living together for a long time from now on"

"Yeah… You are right. See you later Yoshiko"

"Ok, good night"

You walk away, I'm alone at the beach. I write YouHane in the sand using my finger, but it's erased by the waves… Just like my love for her, it was there for a moment, but when I blinked I didn't love her anymore and she disappeared.

"I guess I should go home"

After the party day, I told my mom my plans to going to Tokyo, at first she didn't liked the idea, but then I told her that there was a good college in there and I'll be living with You, who also attends that college. After a couple of discussions, she accepted. The day of our departure came. I told everybody that I was leaving with You. All Aqours members where there. Chika and Lily hugged You and they promised to be on contact more often. Ruby and Zuramaru hugged me as well and we promised the same, then we had our last group hug…


It's been two years since that day. I been living with You ever since. We attend the same college and we have part-time jobs so we can rent our own apartment and have money for the food and stuff. It's been rough every day, but somehow live with her made things easier. We barely have any fights and in the end, we forgive each other and have sex all day. Slowly You started to forgive herself since she was the one who dragged me with her. I never blame her, in fact, I'm happy since this past two years helped me to start loving her again, just like I did years ago. In our own way, we started to forgive each other and start loving ourselves more. My relationship with everybody else also changed. The first year I talked with the Aqours members in Uchiura once a month, but now we barely talk since I have a lot to deal with and I stopped texting them or calling them. That's how is my life now, but I don't regret my choice. This is punishment and my sin, our sin with You. The sin of two girls who tried to love and take love away, the ones who deceived themselves and cheated. That's our "Sinful Love" stay together without love. But I'm here on my own volition and I understand I deserve this, but I decided to believe in You once more and will follow her and support her in any decision. And I have a dream, it's stupid to dream this, but I still think it's possible. That one day I will truly love her.


That's it… That's all I wanted to write about the bad ending. I know this chapter was long and had a lot of lemon, but hey! It's the last one we should enjoy it, right? About the ending itself. Maybe some of you may not feel it's not "bad" enough or it lacked something tragic, to be honest, I really like it and I'm proud of it. It's not bad enough, but it's not happy either. Yohane and You are together, yes, but they don't really love each other, they are together because they don't have any option. What they did to each other can be removed that easy and they have to carry with that "Sin" with them. Also remember, this is only the first ending, there is one ending left! Anyways I'm happy if you followed this story until the end, and please let me know any comments you have about the story. I want to grow as a writer so I can write better stories for everybody!