Alex whimpered as Jay moved harder and harder into her, from behind.

She held onto the sheets harder and grinded her teeth together.

Before, a very long time ago, when they had sex... they were rough, but not this rough.

But Alex shrugged it off, it was just different now, but still meant to be! She swore it.

"Uh!" she cried out, he pounded her from behind and she shut her eyes tight, it felt so good but she wanted to cry out every hit he made.

Finally, it was done and she bit her lower lip and tiredly collapsed on her tummy to then smile tiredly and roll over to lay beside him.

She played her fingers tips over his chest and said, "Guess it went back to how it's suppose to be huh?"

Silence.

"Yeah." Jay finally answered and removed her hand off of him.

But she was use to that, he never liked cuddling. He wasn't a cuddling type of person.

FLASHBACK.

Jay smirked, holding Emma closely to him on the bed as she slept soundingly.

Jay looked off and then reached into his drawer, pulling out a pack of smokes and his liter.

Guess there wasn't a reason quit anymore, was there?

Alex snuggled into his blankets and watched him admirely as he lit a cigarette and inhaled it deeply, closing his eyes.

God, he was so gorgeous.

That next day of Degrassi, Alex, since she had failed a grade and still went to Degrassi, came into school with him, holding hands.

Emma had finally come back and was ready to catch up on everything since the birth of Cassie.

As she was in class, she noticed a couple walk by.

Everyone did.

"Hell just froze over." Toby said outloud and shut up when the teacher gave him a wierd look.

Alex and Jay?

Emma felt numb. This is what happened when you endeared so much pain, I guess. It was probably for the better, feeling like a robot... or she would of probably cracked into tears right there.

She was beginning to like this numb feeling she was having.

Guess things really had turned back to normal. Emma back in class, getting her grades up, not prego... and the bitch, Alex with the bad boy again, Jay.

Mhm... this is how it was suppose to be.

Right?

...

I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why you were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But I'm in so deep, you know I'm such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong, I was wrong