December 9th

Dear Diary,

I'm so stupid. I let myself believe that I could get better. I let myself believe that someone would help me. That someone would care enough to take my hand and drag me out of this hell that has become my life.

Why would anyone care enough to do that? I'm not worth caring about.

Nick dumped me. We went to the park for a picnic… huh pic-Nick…

Paige could see Brooke sitting on her bed laughing at her own joke. She almost laughed as well but she couldn't bring herself to do it so instead she let her lips lift up in a smile.

Anyway we were eating and laughing, just having a great time. But something was wrong I could tell. His heart just wasn't in it. So I asked, I wish I hadn't.

He said he really liked me but he didn't love me. He said there was another girl. And just like that my heart already so frail and breakable shattered into a million pieces. He said that he still wanted to be friends. He gave me a kiss on the cheek and left.

I cried all the way home. And when I got home I all the pain came rushing back. It was overwhelming I needed to let it out so I grabbed a raiser...

Paige's vision turned red with rage. How could Nick do that to Brooke?

I cut myself! I was doing so good I haven't cut myself in a month! A month! And it took Nick one afternoon to make it all come crashing down. Why? Why did he do it? Things were going so great. Did I do something wrong? I must have done something wrong, but what?And who is this other girl?

Love

Brooke

Chloe gulped, she knew who the other girl was and she hoped Brooke never found out.