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I'm a big Jacob hater. It took me forever to stop lollygagging and write the extra since the original chapter wasn't long enough for my liking also it didn't have a good ending so I just decided to do part of the next chapter.

Recap: Jacob imprinted on Bella without her knowledge. Alice and Edward argued about telling Bella that they are vampires.

Chapter 12: Hearts can't break twice? + Extra

Edward's Point of View

"Edward, stop walking back and forth. You're literally wearing a hole in the floor." I ignored Jaspers comment.

"What should I do?"

"About what?"

"About Bella, I can't tell her what we are but I can't bear the thought of leaving her! I love her!" Jasper cast his eyes downward.

"There's the problem Edward, you love her but she doesn't return the feeling." I ran my hand through my hair. "She is just settling for you, a crush. Let her live her human life the way it was meant to be. She'll find someone else, a human that won't be a constant threat to her health and won't have to always lie to her." I let out a long sigh.

"A crush can turn into love over time." I said pitifully. Jasper just looked at me. "You're right Jasper. Tell the family that we are moving. I'm going to go see Bella one last time." I was unexpectedly tackled to the floor from behind.

"Edward you big idiot, don't you dare abandon her. You'll regret it for eternity!" I pushed Alice off me and made my way to the front door. "Jasper how can you say something like that to him!" Alice shouted right before she started to dry sob.


Bella's scent overwhelmed me as I stood on her front porch waiting for her to open the front door.

"Bella's upstairs." Charlie said before returning to the TV set.

Bella was lying on her bed with a book perfectly at ease.

"Hello." She jumped slightly when she heard my voice.

"Holy crap Edward, I didn't hear you come in." Bella put a hand to her franticly beating heart. "I have good news." She pulled a piece of paper off the top of her nightstand. "I got accepted to Dartmouth!" (The college)

"That's nice." I said in a monotone. My heart twitched painfully when she frowned.

"What's wrong?" She looked up at me with her beautiful brown eyes.

"We need to talk." I sat beside her on the bed.

"What's up?" Her voice was full of concern.

"I'm leaving." I held my breath waiting to hear what she would say.

"What?"

"I'm leaving you, breaking up, ending it. Whatever you want to call it." My bitter words made her tear up.

"You said that you loved me." She shouted at me standing up. Her tears were falling freely and it was hard for me to breathe evenly.

"I lied!" Bella's breath caught and she slapped me.

"Leave." The slap hadn't hurt me but it did leave me rooted in place. "I said get the fuck out!" Our shouting was attracting Charlie's attention. I left trying not to look back.

Alice was right; I did immediately regret telling Bella such an atrocious lie.

Bella's Point of View (1 month later)

"Bella you have a guest." I frowned. It better not be Mike again trying to ask me out again for the fiftieth time.

"If it's Mike then tell him to go screw himself and that I'm going to file a restraining order if he talks to me ever again."

"It's not Mike its Jake." Jake? Nope doesn't ring a bell.

Recognition hit me when I saw him. Oh that Jake.

"Hey Jake, what brings you here?" He looked at me nervously.

"Well ya see I have these two tickets to this concert in Settle and I was wondering if you wanted to go with me." He held up two tickets.

"Why?" I hate guys like this, asking a girl out without even knowing her. That means there only after one thing. Boo-tay.

"Well I heard you broke up with your boyfriend so I thought you could use a friend." He said sheepishly.

I looked him up and down. "So you come over to my house uninvited and try to catch me on the rebound?"

"Bella give the kid a chance. Take Jacob up on his offer. That Edward was never good enough for you."

"Shut up dad! Just because you want me to hook up with your best friend's son doesn't mean I will!" I threw Jacob an angry glare. "And you should leave."

He stood there staring at me and I got a sense of deja vu.

"Are you deaf or just stupid?" A shake raked his body as he left.

"Bella that was too harsh. Go say sorry."

I ignored Charlie and walked upstairs back to my room. I was leaving for college soon. Why should I give a shit?


Extra:

Charlie and I still weren't on good terms after I turned down Jake, but it didn't matter. I was going to be in a whole different state for college so I wouldn't have to deal with him.

I listened to all my music on my ipod at least twice on the long plane ride to college.

Campus life was fun and I found myself partying every night till at least three in the morning with no consequence.


2 Years Later

Bella's Point of View

"I've never had a one night stand." Madison said from the left of me while half the circle, including me, took their shot of tequila. Next was my turn.

"I've never given a BJ." Half the girls and one guy took a shot. "Andrew you've given a blow job!" All eight of us started laughing.

"You guys I would love to continue this but I have classes in the morning tomorrow." Madison said as she gathered up her purse and coat.

"Yeah I should be leaving too." I grabbed the car keys out of Madison's hand. "Madison I think it would be smarter if I drove."

"Why? You had more shots than me. I wanna drive!" She swiped at my hand and almost fell into a lamp.

"I get to drive because I have a higher alcohol tolerance than you." I stuck my tongue out at her and unlocked the car.

"The only reason you can drink so much is because you're an alcoholic." She got into the passenger's seat but didn't buckle the seat belt.

"I'm an alcoholic and you're an angry drunk. We make the perfect team." I said in a false preppy voice. Madison didn't notice my sarcasm.

"High five for the perfect team!" Madison shoved her hand in my face making me swerve the car. "High five Bella, come on I know you want to!" She tried grabbing my left hand from the steering wheel.

" Madison you idiot do you want me to crash?" I shouted but it was too late we were heading towards a ditch on the side of the road. "Shit!" I screamed as Madison flew out the windshield on impact and I hit my head on the steering wheel.

I pulled myself out of the wreckage. When I reached for my cell phone to call 911 I found it was smashed on impact.

" Madison! Where are you?" Blood from the cut on my forehead was blurring my vision as panic set in. I found her about ten feet away from the car, but she wasn't alone.

A woman with short dirty blond hair was leaning over her. Suddenly the strange women bent down further and bit into her neck.

"What the hell are you doing to her? Can't you see that she's injured?" I tried to push her of Madison but she wouldn't budge an inch. "Get away you freak." I started hitting her and pulling at her hair but she didn't seem to notice.

Madison stopped squirming after a minute. The woman stepped back from the body and wiped away the blood on her mouth. Madison was paper white. " Madison are you alright?" I shook her shoulders but she didn't respond. " Madison! Madison!" I checked her pulse but her heart wasn't beating anymore.

"She's dead." The woman said.

"What did you do to her?" I shouted and the woman smiled.

"The same thing I'm going to do to you." She said as she started to approach me. I tried to run away but I was frozen with fear.

Her walk was graceful with a lethal edge to it. When she reached me I was finally able to move again. I turned around and started to run but I was pulled back by two strong hands.

The woman was practically hugging me from behind. I screamed as I felt her teeth dig into my neck. My vision started to blur at the edges until a fire erupted in my neck. The woman pulled away from me and I fell beside Madison's dead body.

"I can't see your past." She frowned. "Why is that?" She asked me as she sat on Madison, using her as a chair. The only answer she got was my shrill screams. "I guess we'll just have to see now won't we." She tapped her pointer finger on my nose and gave me a big smile.

In case you didn't understand the drinking game I'll explain it here: one person says I've never done blah and if the other people in the game have that have to take a shot. Get it? If not send me a message and I'll try to expain further.

I need your help! I have a small idea on what I'm going to do but I need some of your ideas! Put some thought into it peeps!

Edited (8-24-09)