Disclaimer: I don't own cardcaptor sakura or its characters except Shinji.

Last time:What Sakura didn't know was that a window was open to one of the hospital rooms in back of her, allowing a certain amber eyed person to over hear her entire conversation.

(Syaoran's p.o.v.)

'sigh i wish I could just go home and get out here, I hate hospitals'
I thought and then shivered remembering this was the exact hospital where my father died.

I grew sad as I thought about it after my Father died nothing was ever the same again mother never had time for us anymore we all grew apart, and I became withdrawn and a loner that is until I met Yumi she changed my whole life around in just a matter of months, Yumi and I had some very good times then when I found her with Sean and caught her cheating thats when it turned bad,
I couldn't handle it two days before our wedding and she had to go and do this to me, thats when things all started to go down hill I started to sleep around, do drugs, get drunk and almost kill myself,
my mother forced me to get help so I did just to humor her but it really did help me but I had to go to Japan for the help though.
Thats when I met her.

(Flashback Syaoran's p.o.v.)

I had just gotten to Japan with Eriol, I looked around, I felt really sick because I had stopped taking drugs two days ago.
I looked to my right only to find Eriol gone 'DAMN THAT BASTARD WHERE DID HE RUN OFF TO' I thought angirly to myself.

I stepped out of the airport and started to walk some where ' This is perfect I just had to bring Eriol not Meiling how Stupid am I'

(skip to two hours later)

within the two hours that I was walking around I found a park, I checked my watch it read 8:00a.m.

I closed my eyes feeling the cool wind run across my face, suddenly I heard a 'thumping' on the concrete I opened my eyes,stopped and saw that it was a girl, she had a light pink jogging suit on, she had short carmel hair tied into pigtails she had her eyes closed and was listening to a pink mp3 player.

I suddenly noticed her coming closer but straight in my path I paniced, but it was to late before I could do anything her petite for collided with my strong frame.

She opened her eyes I lost my breath they were the most brilliant shade of Emeralad that I had ever seen before, I reacted quickly and slid my arms around her waist before she could fall to the ground.

She looked up after a moment, and let out a quick gasp I saw a blush on her cheeks 'cute' I thought to myself.

She suddenly got up out of my arms, "Im sorry are you hurt at all"
She said with a gentle voice 'she has a beautiful voice' I thought.

I looked and saw her staring at me a little"No im fine are you alright" I said to her, she just nodded her head,

"Your not from around here are you" she asked me.

"No not really I came with my cousin to japan just two hours ago and I lost him" I said really annoyed while running a hand through my hair Her and I had talked for most of the morning we were interrupted when my cell phone rang.

"Yeah this is Syaoran, what is it"

"Im in the park idiot where did you run of to"

"WHAT you were chasing after girls god why did I have a cousin like you anyway Eriol"

"Okay meet me at the apartment okay bye" I hung up and turned back to her

"im sorry but I have to go now so see you" I said while leaving. "Wait I don't even know your name" She said to me.

"Its Li Syaoran", "Kinomoto Sakura" she said just before I left.

"Kinomoto Sakura I hope we meet again" I thought and left the park.

I never really saw her again.

(end of flashback)

'WAIT A MINUTE, I ALREADY MET SAKURA SHE WAS AT THE PARK THAT DAY WHY DIDN'T I REMEMBER HER RIGHT AWAY' I thought to myself.

a cool breeze came in through the open window, suddenly I heard a voice talking outside.

"Sakura" I whispered, "Hey Shinji how are you"

"That's good how your day was"

"Okay well I miss you so much and it's nice hearing your voice I'm sorry I haven't talked to you lately but I was very busy I have to go Kay"

"I love you bye"

I heard a click, I don't know why but all of a sudden my chest started to hurt.

I grasped my chest and gasped, I heard two voices calling my name franticaly, then someone started to shake me.

I was able to breath properly again after that, I turned to look at the person who shook me, I saw that it was Meiling.

"Syaoran are you okay, Chi and I came in and saw you with a painful look on your face are you alright" Meiling asked me worriedly, I turned to look at Chiharu and saw the same look on her face

"Yeah im fine just thinking of something" I said to them, then I saw a look of realization on Meilings face.

"My god how could I forget im so sorry Syaoran" Meiling said realizing that this was the place where Syaoran's father had died.

"It was the closet one we could get to we were all so worried we didn't think" I cut Meiling off.

"Its okay Mei you were just worried about me and im glad I have you for a cousin" I said with a small smile.

Meiling's faces scrunched up it looked like she was about to cry, suddenly she flung her arms around me, and started to cry

"OWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW" I yelped when meiling flung herself at me.

Meiling let go all of a sudden and put her hands to her mouth.

"oh my god Im so sorry Syao I completely forgot" Meiling said

I grasped my left shoulder, "Its okay Mei im alright" I said to calm her down.

Meiling just smiled "well we better let you rest you can come home tommorow but you have to take it easy" I just shook my head at what she said.

Then I was alone again with my thoughts ' Why did my chest hurt when I heard the end of the conversation, 'because your falling for her admit it you are', 'I can't fall in love you know that'
,'your only fooling yourself you know that'

I stopped, maybe my consince was right maybe I am falling for Sakura but she already has someone what can I do'

There people theres the first chapter out in a LOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOng time.

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