He came swiftly, almost forgetting the care he had to have with her.

- ¿Aliza? ¿What the hell?- He breathed a moment- ¿You left?

- You were too busy with Nathan, I hinder.

- ¿Why did not you tell me you were going? ¡Your almost scared until killed me!

She practically ignored him, as if his concern was an unimportant nonsense. She started to turn, but he stopped her.

- ¡Aly!- He took her arm- ¡Do not ignore me! ¡And never do not that to leave me!

- ¿What do you care?- She muttered.

- ¡I'm in love with you! ¿Remember?

- That will not change anything, get over it- She looked into his eyes, as rarely did- Get over.

- ¿What?

- That you're in love with me not going to do that I should act like something different. And even so ¿What It does matter? I'm not worth it. I'm ugly, abnormal, and I could not give your precious sex even if I wanted…

- ¿What's wrong with you?- He took her hands- Aly… ¿Do you think I care? To me, you're much more than what you see on the outside, I have already told you. And sex, if you want, does not happen.

- You're normal man…- She removed her hands- It has to happen to you.

- Aly…

- Go Samuel- She denied, tired- Stop trying to get gold where there is not… I appreciate your effort, really, but you can not take anything else from me. Go get yourself a woman less… broken.

Samuel watched her walk slowly and sit on the couch. He approached, kneeling on the floor, very close.

- ¿Why do you want me to go?- He asked, watching her.

- Why I do not want to suffer both…

- ¿Why we would suffer?

- God- She rubbed her forehead.

He knew he was saturating her, but he needed to get the truth.

- Aly… I know you is very difficult, but take your time, tries to explain… Is me, you know I understand…

- I know… Always you. Who comes to help, who make questions, who are trying to improve myself. I do not. I do not give more than fatigue. I feel… helpless. I can not take my own life… You're suffering now, me too. I do not want that…

- I'm just suffering because you want to get me away from you, pretty.

For a second, thought cross the Drake's mind ¿Since when she cared so much for him? Before to Amily not seem to care ¿What had changed now?

His mind remembered her smile, her new closeness. His brain understood.

- Aly… God- He took her hands- ¿Do you feel something about me? ¿I like you?

She lowered her face, starting to sob as she nodded.

Samuel's heart was filled with love and was broken simultaneously. He knew that was happening, Aliza was trying to give words to something she could not. She was full of concern, fear, anguish, anxiety, love, frustration, and all together was stuck in her mind.

He sat beside and hugged her, feeling as she cried imperceptibly on his chest.

- It's okay beautiful…- Whispered Samuel- Calm. I know you want to say so many things but you do not know how. Do not worry. We take time, but slowly ¿Yes?

- ¿You will not… go?- She murmured, sad.

- I did not leave you before, when you hated me. Much less I'll go now, that i like you. ¿You know? This can be very mechanical but… I ask things of yes and no, so it is easier to you answer ¿Okay?

- Ok- She was separated a little.

- ¿Really, deep within you, you want me to go?

- No… I want you to stay…

- ¿Are you afraid that I go away someday?

- It's inevitable… Yes- She leaned on his shoulder.

- I disagree… ¿I like you a little or a lot?

- A lot.

- ¿You love me?

- Yes…

- My snowflake- He kissed her head, happy- ¿I give you anxiety?

- No. It has long time you not giving me anxiety. I'm comfortable with you. I love you in part by that.

- ¿Do you want me… to be your boyfriend?

- Yes, but I'm worried which it involves- She looked at him.

- Which involves no matter now- He put an arm around her.

- Even if I have a tendency to be demisexual, will not make that right now I want to sleep with you. It can take months for that.

- That we will discuss it at the time. I'm not with you because I want sex, you understand. I know it's not your issue, I know you are so interested in that as I am interested as advanced chemistry. We will work together to make it work, step by step, day by day. Not rush. Love is expressed in a thousand ways besides sex…

He looked at her. She was staring off somewhere, thinking like a train at full speed. Something else had between lips would not go so easy.

- Think that you are going to write that you have in mind- He whispered- Imagine that you have written and and you only have to read it aloud.

She closed her eyes, but looked uneasy, denying, as if there would agree.

- ¿Why is it so hard that idea?- Drake asked.

- Because it is not an idea…- She looked at the floor- It's… a request…

- ¿Do you want ask me something?

- Mjm- She nodded- But I do not know how. I am ashamed.

- ¿Is a kiss?

Amily looked frightened, as if he had read her mind.

- You're shy, Aly- He smiled- It's the kind of thing that gives you shame you ask. Come here…

She came, to kiss his lips, very shyly. And beyond that Samuel had all worldly desires to devour her mouth, he restrained himself. Not push. She dictate as far.

They were only soft kisses, without rummaging tongues, without thirst to inspect the interior. Only lips touched, soft, long, but with love, snuggling, hugging each other.

- I love you, Aly…- He kissed her cheek, her cheekbones.

- And I love you, Samy…- She smiled.

To Samuel did not care the fact that their relationship may take more work than other women. She was worth it. Her talks, her kindness, her way slowly got used to him, everything worth. And he did not care if take months or years to making love with her, or even if never happened. Only he wanted to see her calm, free, sure with him, there not would be attempts to fix her or force her. He would be her anchor, her lighthouse. And in return he would an intelligent woman who never leave him, who looked after him, that made him feel extremely happy.

The End

* The Asperger, as Asexuality, are conditions which can vary greatly over time. They can going closer to "normal" through psychological therapies, or even reduced to almost nothing being in contact with people who provide positive support. They can be complicated and be an impediment should be with toxic people or in cases of extreme stress. Anyway, both depend on the person who suffers and whether or not you want to improve. Living with Asperger is not an impediment to a full life. Being a couple Asexual does not prevent a healthy and loving relationship. Both bring obstacles, but as they are concerned, first, as human beings, and not as phenomena, these will be the least of the problems. Tolerance, respect and patience, they are the key to a happy life. *