I actually wrote the song myself... so be nice about it haha. :)

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Ellie,

Thank you for finally writing back!! Of course I don't hate you, I could never hate you. Your reason for not writing makes sense. I even thought of doing the same thing. I tried, for awhile. But here, there's nothing to distract me and I couldn't stop thinking about you until I finally gave in and picked up the pen.

Here's your song.

I don't know what to do with myself

There's nothing left but feelings of regret

I'm sorry, I'm sorry

But all the pieces that I've broken into

Scattered all across the floor like glass

(so sharp, so sharp)

Every single one of them

They point to one thing

You are there every single morning

(Hello, Beautiful)

Running through my mind

(you always were so fast)

Even though I know

I know it won't last

Every single time that I close my eyes

I have endless visions of yours

Dark green, dark green

(I could get lost- I could drown- but I deserve it)

And every little thing that I can remember

Your beautiful hair, your eyes, your smile

(it's you, it's you)

I can't see anything else

I don't want to

You are there every single morning

(Hello, Beautiful)

Running through my mind

(you always were so fast)

Even though I know

I know it won't last

I'd say it wasn't my fault

(but it was)

I'll tell you everything I can

To make it up to you

(it won't be enough)
I'm sorry, I'm sorry

I'm sorry, I'm sorry

I'm sorry, I'm

sorry now

Every single time that I close my eyes

I have endless visions of yours

Dark green, dark green

(I could get lost- I could drown- but I deserve it)

I'm sorry, I'm sorry

You are there every single morning

(Hello, Beautiful)

Running through my mind

(you always were so fast)

Even though I know

I know it won't last

(I'm sorry, I'm sorry)

I know it won't last

Tell me what you think.

Love,

Craig

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Dear Joey and Angela,

How are you guys? Rehab is sooo great! I'm having a ton of fun with the other guys and learning a ton... I really feel like I'm getting better. I know a lot more about how to deal with my problems.

Sorry I haven't written in awhile- I've been hanging out with other guys and I haven't had time. Thanks for the picture, Angie! I hung it up in my room and I love it!

I can't wait to see you next week when you visit!

Love,

Craig

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Dear Manny,

I'm sorry I haven't written in so long. I've been thinking a lot lately- about what has affected my life, what people have made an impact on me.

You are so important to me. Just wanted to say it. You made a huge impact on my life and I really appreciate you always being there for me and putting up with my crap.

Well... I'm going to go before this gets too sappy. But thanks again.

Love,

Craig

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Dear Emma,

I'm sorry I haven't written in so long. I've been thinking a lot lately- about what has affected my life, what people have made an impact on me.

You are so important to me. Just wanted to say it. You made a huge impact on my life and I really appreciate you always being there for me and putting up with my crap.

Well... I'm going to go before this gets too sappy. But thanks again.

Love,

Craig

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Dear Ashley,

I'm sorry I haven't written in so long. I've been thinking a lot lately- about what has affected my life, what people have made an impact on me.

You are so important to me. Just wanted to say it. You made a huge impact on my life and I really appreciate you always being there for me and putting up with my crap.

Well... I'm going to go before this gets too sappy. But thanks again.

Love,

Craig

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Well... kinda boring, but I do like my song lol. Enjoy the chapter! Review!!

On Degrassi- Ahh I feel so bad for Spinner!! Awww.