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Lilly's POV

I saw Kevin clapping. What?

"Shh."

"Why?"

"I don't want anyone to know I can play. How did you hear anyway?"

"I was grabbing something off my bunk. And it's right above yours. And why don't you want anyone to hear you?"

"I don't know. I guess cause I'm not that good."

"Lilly. That was amazing. And nice guitar."

"Shut up." let me explain. My guitar is a really beat up old acoustic. Not the prettiest one. But it works.

"Sorry. It's just that looks really old."

"89."

"Really?"

"Yea."

"Wow. So I'm guessing you want to keep this between us."

"Thanks Kev. Oh. Do you know where the first concert is?"

"Arizona. And we'll be there in like an hour."

"Cool. Thanks. I'll be out in a little."

"K."

Kevin has become like a big brother to me. And even though he has pretty much always been right. I don't think anyone will hear me… for now. I decided I would put my guitar away and go out to the main area type thing. When I did I saw they were all just sitting around waiting to put a movie on.

"Finally! I didn't know how much long we could wait."

"Umm. Nick what are you talking about?"

"We wanted to watch a movie. But we were waiting for you."

"That's sweet. But you didn't have to."

"Actually… we did. Joe insisted that we did. Whenever one of us would try and put something in he would tackle them."

"Ha. Sorry everyone. Joe you didn't have to do that."

"It's cool. Anyway. What's the movie."

"POTC 3."

"I have yet to determine what Lilly-ese is completely so, Lilly what the heck?"

"Pirates of the Caribbean 3 at world's end."

There were various agreements around the room. And we all got comfortable. Here's the seating arrangements. On the first couch we have, Aly and Kev. So cute if you ask me. On the floor we have AJ and Nick. And then on the other couch we have me and Joe. Just so we are clear Nothing happened between Kev and Bec, or Nick and Sarah. So we watched the movie. And I was tired so I ended up falling asleep half way through. Which is sad cause it was like 2.15. Ha ha. While I was sleeping I felt weight shifting and heard whispering and felt pressure on my forehead for like a half a second.. But I ignored it and went back to dreamland. When I woke up it was dark. And I found out there was a note stuck to my forehead. I pulled it off and read it.

Hey Lils

Sorry I wasn't there to see you wake up. But we are in Arizona. And at the arena. We all had to go in for sound check. You can either come in and check it out (your backstage pass is on the table) or you can hang out on the bus. I'll see ya later.

Joe

Now you may be confused why he didn't say "love ya" or something like that. It's simple. We haven't said I love you yet. And I understand. Since I figured I could just watch the concert I decided to grab my guitar and play for a while.

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do

[Chorus:

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need
And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
But that's ok

[Repeat Chorus

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly

[Repeat Chorus

"Good job. Why didn't you tell me you could play?"

"Nick. I didn't know you had come back."

"Yea well. Ha. So does Joe know?"

"About me being able to play? Nah."

"You should tell him. Who else knows about this."

"You and Kev."

"Wow."

"Yea. So when's the concert?"

"In a in 45 minutes. I gotta go to lockdown, you wanna go wait backstage?"

"Yea. I'll be there shortly. Lemme just put the baby away."

"K."

So I put my guitar away. And walked off the bus. I showed the security my pass and just tried to find a spot to watch and think. See I have a secret only few people know about. About 2 weeks ago I was having trouble breathing, and chest pain, and getting dizzy. I went to the doctor and they said they had to run some tests. After they did they came back with the results. It turned out I have Pulmonary Hypertension. It means that I have high blood pressure in my heart and lungs. It makes it heard for me to breath. For now. I can control it with pills. But no one really knows about it. I mean my family. And that's pretty much it. I mean Mr. and Mrs. Jonas know but promised to keep it to themselves till I was ready to tell. They had to know so that way if anything happened. It just scares the crap out of me. I mean people can die from this. While I was thinking about all this Mrs. Jonas came to the area of backstage that I was sitting at.

"Lilly?"

"Yes?"

"It's time."

"For the concert?"

"No. for something I think you forgot about." I was trying so hard to think of what she was talking about.

"Oh. My pills. I whispered the last part. I ran off to the tour bus and went through my bag and grabbed my pills. I quickly took them and went back to the arena. Just I was getting in I heard them announcing Aly & AJ. They came out playing Potential Break Up. And then they did a ton of their songs. Then the Jonas Brothers came out and sang a ton of songs. Then they announced they had a surprise. They pulled Aly & AJ on stage and said they were doing a dance off. So Kevin and Joe did their usual flippy stuff. Then AJ decided to do a back flip thing. She apparently misjudged the distance and ended up flying off the stage. Everyone rushed to her side. She was fine. Except her hand. It was twisted all weird. She had to go to the hospital. Aly went with her. The boys decided to cancel the concert. They would have gone to the hospital. But they had to decide what to do. Aly & AJ obviously wouldn't be able to finish the tour. So the Jonas Brothers either have to find a new opening act or cancel the tour. I was soon pulled into the little lounge on the tour bus. I found that Joe, Nick and Kevin were there too.

"Ok. What's going on." Joe and I asked at the same time.

When Kevin handed me a guitar I knew exactly what was going on.

"Oh no. Not happening."

"Come on. We can't cancel the tour."

"Ok what is going on?" Joe finally pitched in.

"Lilly can sing and play guitar. Like INSANELY good. She can be our opening act!"

"Kevin. No offense. But butt out!"

"Lilly why did you tell Nick and Kev but not me?"

"They kinda overheard me. I didn't want anyone to hear me."

"Well if it's true. Then you gotta help us out. Please Lilly." By now they were all giving me the puppy dog eyes. And I am a sucker for the puppy dog eyes.

"Fine. But if you're fans walk out then don't hold a grudge."

"Why would they walk out?"

"Cause I suck."