DISCLAIMER: I do not own Camp Rock
Jason POV
I watched Mitchie run down the hall and out of the hospital. We called after her but she ignored us. None of us went after her because we were pretty shocked at what she told us. My little brother wasn't going to make it. Shane's not only my brother, but my best friend who has been by my side through thick and thin. I looked over at Nate who was being comforted by Caitlyn. I walked over to him and we hugged.
"We will get through this, okay," I said trying to be strong for him. My family especially Mitchie were going to need me; I couldn't be weak. The three of us sat in the waiting room not wanting to say goodbye.
"Where do you think Mitchie went?" Nate asked after a while.
"I don't know. But I understand she needs time. This is hard for her," It was then I knew what we had to do. Nate probably knew it was time too and was trying to change the topic.
"Does anyone want coffee?" he asked and stood and wanted to get out of there. I got up and placed my hand on his shoulder and looked at him.
"We can't avoid him," I told him. Nate placed his own hand on top of mine as if he was trying to keep his balance.
"I know," Nate said his voice cracked, "It's Shane. I can't say goodbye and forget about him."
"You will never forget about him," my voice started to crack, "He will always be with us and love us," I extended my hand, "Please come with me, I can't do it alone." Nate broke down and hugged me.
I held my little brother's hand as if he was a kid and we walked to Shane's room. I was about to open the door when Nate stopped.
"I can't go in there."
"Yes you can," I knocked on the door before entering. My heart broke to see how fragile he looked. Nate and I took the seat on either side of his bed.
"How are you feeling?" Stupid question, I know.
"Like death," he joked but we didn't laugh.
"Don't joke about that please," Nate begged. Shane signaled Nate to move closer and hugged him.
"I can't say goodbye," Nate said between sobs.
"You don't need to," Shane said. He then grabbed my hand and I couldn't hold back the tears.
"Thank You for everything. I'm so proud to call you my band mate, best friend, and most importantly my brother," I told him. I really didn't know what to say. Shane opened up his other arm and I hugged him and reached over to Nate who was still in Shane's arm. I looked at Shane who had tears in his eyes too.
"I love you both although you were pains in my butt time from time," Shane said and I lightly laugh through my cry, "I'm not worried because you have each other. Please watch out for Mitchie, she is going to need you."
"Sure thing," Nate said and I nodded.
"Blood brothers through life and death," Shane extended his fist and we gave each other props, a gesture we had done since we were kids.
"I guess this is it," I said not letting his hand go, "See you up there," Shane nodded at me. I kissed his cheek, "Goodbye little brother, may God bless you," I whispered and squeezed his hand one last time. I got up and walked to the door and watched my brother's interaction. Nate was crying like I'd never seen before and hugged Shane tightly.
"See you around Nate," Shane said. I watched as Nate kissed his cheek.
"Goodbye big brother, may you find peace." With that we walked out. I stopped at the window and took one last look at Shane before I walked away to where Caitlyn was hugging Nate; I joined in.
"Did Mitchie call?" I asked her. She nodded no. "We need to find her," they agreed.
Mitchie POV
I walked around the camp grounds where I had met Shane; it brought back a lot of memories. I stopped at the rocks where he first sang Gotta Find You to me.
Flashback
Shane just finished singing a song he was working on and was telling me about the voice he heard.
"It's very good," I told him. Shane smiled at me, "Why are you looking at me like that?"
"I don't know," he answered, "You seem different. Good different."
"Yeah, definitely different," I smiled back at him.
End of Flashback
It was then, I knew I wanted to be with him. I continued to walk and stopped in front of what used to be my cabin. It was on that roof top that Shane declared his love for me.
Flashback
Shane surprised me with a picnic dinner on the roof top of my cabin one night. Of course he had help from my mom with the cooking because he didn't really know how to cook. Dinner was fantastic all my favourites and the best part dessert chocolate sundaes. After we ate we laid in each others arms and star gazed.
"They are so beautiful," I said.
"Not as beautiful as you," he came back at me. He twisted his body so he could look into my eyes, "You are my star. I love you."
"What?" I said trying to see if I heard wrong.
Shane stood up, "I said, I LOVE YOU MITCHIE TORRES," he yelled from the rooftop.
I pulled his arm down and smile, "You're crazy."
"Only for you," he pulled in for a kiss.
I broke apart, "I love you too," he smiled and this time I pulled him in a kiss.
End of Flashback
I smiled sadly at that. We were inseparable ever since. I walked to my favourite place in the world; the lake. I saw that there was a canoe out so I sat in it. Some many memories came rushing back to me from our first ride, to when he asked me to be his girlfriend to when he asked me to be his wife.
Flashback
Shane took me out on the lake like we usually do almost every evening. For some reason he seemed a little nervous tonight.
"Are you okay?" I asked.
"I'm good," he answered. After awhile he started to talk, "Mitchie," I looked at him. "Since the first summer I met you I knew you were different and I like that. I knew I wanted you to be mine. But I kept thinking why would she go for someone like me? But you did, and I was really happy." I blushed and he took my hand, "Mitchie Torres I love you and will love you forever, will you make me the happiest man alive and marry me?" He pulled out most beautiful ring I had ever since.
I started to cry, "Yes," he smiled and placed the ring on my finger. Forgetting that we were in a canoe I jumped to kiss him and tipped the boat over. When we surfaces we started to laugh and swam to each other. I threw my arms around him and kissed him with everything I had.
End of Flashback
We were so happy then and I would give anything to feel that again. I laid down in the canoe not sure what to do next and before I knew it, I fell asleep. When I woke up I almost had forgotten where I was and looked at the time and it was morning. Everyone was probably wondering where I was so I left.
I drove home to what I thought was an empty house. When I opened the lights I was startled to see Nate, Jason, and Caitlyn all sitting on my sofa. They looked like they hadn't slept all night.
"Where were you?" Caitlyn asked angrily and hugged me.
"Sorry, I lost track of time," I said.
"That's no excuse," Jason said.
I sat down looking guilty, "I couldn't be there."
"He was asking about you," Caitlyn said, "You need to see him."
Tear built up, "No," I got up.
"Mitchie," Nate said and tried to hold me.
"I said no," with that I ran to may room and slammed the door. I leaned against the wall and fell to my knees and broke down. Some time later I heard a knock on the door and Nate came in. He didn't say anything; just sat beside me on the floor.
"I can't do it. I don't want to say goodbye," I told him.
"We said our goodbyes yesterday, it was hard," he whispered. "I didn't want to either but I'm glad I did. Or else I would have regretted it not saying bye. And I think you will regret it if you didn't go and see him one last time. He loves you and I'm pretty sure you are the last person he wants to see before, not some nurse or doctor." I looked at him and he continued, "I know you are scared, trust me we all are. But you can not avoid the situation, it will only be worse on you the longer you ignore it."
"I know," I said and wiped my eyes.
"We all need each other, we are here for you no matter what. Just don't shut us out," he placed an arm around me, "Please Mitchie go say goodbye, stay by his side till death do you part," Nate stood and stretched out his hand.
I really thought about what he said. He was right; I was going to regret it for the rest of my life if I didn't see him. I held his hand and he help me up.
"Let's go," he led me out of my room. Caitlyn and Jason were still there waiting and hugged me when they saw me. They drove me to the hospital and brought be to the ICU.
I looked at them.
"We can't come with you. You need to do on your own," Jason said. He squeezed my hand that he held. I took a deep breath and walked down the hall and stopped at Shane's door.
Please review! I would like five or six please.
I dont own the Gotta Find You song or scene from the movie
