Hi guys, sorry it's been sooooo long since I updated, doesn't writers block suck?

I'm really sorry if you guys have been waiting for new chapters, but I really didn't know where this story was taking me. If you have any idea's on what you think should happen next please review this chapter with your idea's.

You know them really cheesy Disney films you accidentally find on TV that have the main character jumping out of bed at the crack of dawn a huge smile on their face singing really bad show tunes?

Well I was having one of those mornings.

I know, shock horror.

It was still dark out too. Normally I would be still hiding under my duvet, dead to the world of the living.

Today I was too excited to sleep in.

With a cheesy smile and a corny song in my head, I quickly got ready for forks high. God that still seemed so unreal.

After straightening my hair and brushing my teeth, I made my way down stairs to get something to eat.

Dad was at the table again, absorbed in his own world, scribbling idea's on the page in front of himself.

"morning dad!" I called to him as I grabbed the cheerio's from the cupboard.

I quickly poured some in a bowl and added some milk, before sitting down opposite him.

" morning bexy!" he replied, his eyes not leaving his work for a second.

I smiled, before starting my breakfast.

He sat for a while writing on the papers while I silently ate my breakfast, quietly humming that really annoying song that mum insisted on humming during dinner the other night. I mean seriously, miley cyrus? Did she listen to decent music now-a-days?

" whats got you all smiling this morning?" he asked finally looking up to me.

I shrugged, its not like I could tell him the truth.

" nothing, I just think today's going to be a really good day that's all!" I replied.

" so how do you like it round here now? You like the area? " he asked.

I smiled.

" yeah I like it, its alright!" I simply replied.

God if only he knew how much I liked it, especially the door in my wardrobe. God he'd have us moved out before I could say twilight if he knew, or even worse, he'd want to come with me too.

I shuddered at the thought.

I quickly finished my breakfast, reaching over to kiss his cheek.

" I'm going out, I'll be back later!" I said, jumping up and making my way towards the front door.

" yeah bye sweetheart!" he called back to me.

Opened the door and made out I was going through it by lightly stamping on the floor boards, before shutting it to and creeping back upstairs to my room, avoiding the creaky floor boards as I went as I had been doing everyday.

I quietly closed and locked my door. I knew no-one came into my room when I was gone, but you really could never be too sure.

Running to my wardrobe I quickly opened the door to see what the temperature was like.

Raining. Did I expect any different?

Picking a coat and a woolly scarf I quickly put them on, stuffing my I-pod in my pocket before grabbing my bag I had left on the edge of my bed. Checking I had everything, I quickly walked back into the world of twilight and shut my wardrobe door behind myself.

I couldn't wait to see Edward again. I had not stopped thinking about him since he left my room the night before.

When I got to the school, ok so I ran to the school. What? I was excited.

I scanned the parking lot.

Damn he wasn't here yet. None of the Cullen's were here yet. Was I early?

I checked my I-pod for the time. Nope on time.

That was weird.

Maybe he was parked in another area of the school.

" looking for someone?" a voice called from behind me.

I tried not to cringe.

I slowly turned, plastering a fake smile on my face.

"Mike, hi, how are you?" I asked.

He was smiling. Maybe my tone didn't seem as fake as I thought.

" I'm good becca. There's something actually want to ask you though." he said seeming to become suddenly nervous.

Oh god I didn't like where this was going. He seemed to be nervously fidgeting on his feet.

" it's about the dance…"

Oh god, I really didn't like how this was going.

In the corner of my eye I saw Bella swan and Jessica Stanley watching us like hawks, well Jessica was anyway. Bella seemed to be listening to her I-pod. Mike's voice seemed to drown out as I watched them over his shoulder.

It was obvious she wasn't paying attention to what ever Jessica was telling her. She just nodded and shook her head at the right places.

I tried not to laugh. It was a total Bella thing to do.

" so do you want to?" mike's voice said catching my attention again.

" do I want to what?" I asked a little embarrassed I'd not paid attention to him. Its not my fault the guy is as exciting as watching Hannah Montana.

" do you want to go to the dance with me?" he asked.

What?

Me?

Again….me?

" um wow…um that's really nice of you to ask mike, but I wasn't planning on going to the dance. Dressing up isn't really my thing!" I replied truthfully.

"oh, I see!" he said frowning.

I felt really bad. I didn't want him to think I didn't appreciate that he asked, but then I figured he'd think I was changing my mind so I stayed quiet, really not knowing what to do or say.

He sighed, the corners of his mouth lifting.

" I guess there's always prom!" he said, before turning on his heels and leaving me stood in the middle of the car park.

'I guess there's always prom? Yeah right Mike Newton, I'd rather gag than go to the prom with you.

God the utter cheek of that boy!

God this was so not turning out the way I thought it would.

The Cullen's didn't end up coming to school. Apparently Dr Cullen pulled them out for a camping trip.

So I held my tongue as Jessica bragged about mike asking her to the dance and about she was going to be matching with him too.

I thought better than to let her know that only five minutes before he asked her, he asked me too. I didn't think she'd like that at all.

I had to hear the gushing and swooning too. How Jessica and mike were perfect for each other.

How had I ever thought she was ok?

My head hit the table with frustration.

Was there any point of getting up today?

" do you mind if I sit here?" a quiet voice said.

I quickly lifted my head up to look at her.

Bella swan.

She was stood nervously at the edge of my desk. I quickly moved my bag that I had just dumped and moved my chair a little.

" of course sure, take a seat!" I replied.

She smiled a grateful smile before sitting beside me, proceeding to take her books out for the lesson.

I observed her, blatantly staring.

She really was a pretty little thing. A little skinny, but I couldn't judge, hell I would have loved to have Bella's body.

I couldn't help but picture the actress Kirsten Stewart that had played her in all the films. She was nothing like Bella really, ok they both had brunette hair and bit their lip a lot, but that was really it.

I fought back a smile.

I could see what Edward saw in her.

I could only imagine what little reneesme would look like.

My eyes widened in realisation.

The story. I had messed the story up.

Edward was meant to be here talking to Bella not me, well he was meant to be avoiding her, but still, same thing.

Damn, was I really that focused on getting to know the real Edward Cullen that I'd sabotaged the whole plot?

Bella hardly knew Edward existed most of the time. She was meant to be obsessing over him and his secrets at this point in the story, not going about as if he was just another guy in her biology class.

Crap, I had royally screwed up.

Well becca, time to fix it!

But how….I really had no clue what to say to her.

I cleared my throat casually getting her attention, damn, I was going to have to wing it.

" so…Bella how've you been?" I asked. She smiled slightly, politely.

It was obvious she didn't want to have small talk with me. To bad I didn't really care at this point.

I had remembered trying to get Edward to talk back in biology before the whole him finding out the truth, he had dodged every question I asked about Bella much to my frustration.

" you seem to be friendly with Edward Cullen!" Bella said bringing me from my memories.

I shook my head. I seriously didn't hear that right?

She was doodling in her note book acting as if she hadn't just knocked the wind out of me by such a simple statement.

She had noticed. Was she jealous?, was I bothered if she was jealous.?

" I guess!" I stated nervously.

She finally looked up to me. She was smiling slightly.

" he seems like a nice guy. A little moody at times, especially the last few weeks you wasn't here!" she said.

I could only stare back hoping I didn't look like an escaped mental patient.

I couldn't help the butterflies in my stomach.

No becca don't even go there! I berated myself quickly.

" really? Oh I didn't think he'd notice, I mean we're friends and all….." I tried to answer off headedly, trying to make out as if it wasn't a big deal.

Bella smiled a secret smile.

" can I tell you something becca?" she asked leaning towards me slightly.

This was it. She was going to tell me that she was crushing on Edward I just knew it, and she would ask me for advice on what to do what to say to him to make her notice him.

I for one would help her too. Edward would have to get used to it. It was their story damn it!

So why did I feel my heart beating fast in my chest at the thought of him kissing her, holding her hands, putting his arms around her.

Enough of that becca! I scolded myself. This was twilight, Edward Cullen and Bella swan's story not your's!

I nodded gesturing for to continue.

" There's this guy I like. I mean I think I like him. He's a little younger than me…." she said.

I tried to act happy for her, but deep down I couldn't help but feel a little hurt.

I tried to pay attention to what she was saying.

" And he doesn't really go to this or anything, plus he's a family friend…."

Hold the phone. Did she say he was a family friend…and he didn't go to forks high?

" Are you talking about Jake?" I asked, not able to help the squeaking in my voice.

Bella looked surprised.

" You know Jake?" she asked.

More than you know sweetheart!

"Um, not per-say, I've heard you talking about him!" I said, praying that she had indeed talked about him. God how awkward would it be explaining this if she hadn't been talking about him.

"Oh…yeah, I did didn't I?" she said.

I let a sigh of relief.

Crap what about Edward. He would be crushed!

" Yeah I..uh, well I thought you liked Edward though!" I said.

I had to get this story back on track somehow, even if that meant practically shoving them together, then that's how it had to be.

" I mean he really likes you he's always telling me!" I lied.

God I hoped Stephanie Meyer bloody well appreciated this!

Bella frowned, looking as shocked I did when I almost knocked Edward Cullen out with my brothers baseball bat.

" He does?" she asked less animated than when she was talking about Jake.

I nodded my head.

" I think he needs a little push really, he's really shy when it comes to you, I'm like that too!" I said.

God how the lies fell easily out of my mouth.

Me shy? I could hardly shut up when ever Edward was in my presence, I literally had no filter around that boy.

She looked down to her book again.

" I really hadn't noticed!" she said, sounding a little disappointed? Seriously.

A girl gets told a gorgeous god like vampire is totally crushing on you and you sound disappointed. Damn, this girl needed a good shaking.

We didn't talk again. I think she was too busy processing what I had said.

The rest of school was a blur. I had no patience to pay attention to any teachers or assignments they were handing out.

I just wanted to go home and crawl in my bed again and wish this day had never happened.

Mum and dad didn't seem that bothered that I hardly spoke during dinner and had a face like a slapped arse. I passed it off as cramps again.

Funny, they didn't realised I had said that for the past few weeks now.

What a crap day, the Cullen's gone, mike asking me to that bloody dance and Bella swan confiding in me about crushing on the wrong bloody guy.

I mean don't get me wrong I like the kid yeah, and the guy who plays him in the films….well he could take his top off for me any day, but I have always and always will be team Edward.

Edward was her guy, her soul mate. Not Jacob, the dog.

I giggled, I really couldn't help but picture Jacob as a little chiwowa when the Cullen's would call him a dog.

Grabbing a tub of my favourite Ben and jerry's from the freezer, I quickly said goodnight to mum and dad before making my way to my room.

Turning on some music I placed my tub of ice cream on my desk, getting ready to get settled down.

Damn. I knew I forgot something.

I sluggishly made my way back downstairs. " forgot a spoon!" I said to my dad who raised his head when I entered.

" night buttercup!" he said as I passed him again. Uh. Bloody nicknames.

I dragged myself back to my room trying to figure out what to do about clueless swan. Yes that what I have dubbed her as, as of this moment anyway.

I was too busy in my thoughts I failed to notice the figure sat on my bed. When I did focus, I almost screamed, I quickly slapped a hand over my mouth…just incase.

"hello becca!" the person who oh so casually was draped over my bed said as if this was a daily occurrence.

" w..w..what are you doing here?" I asked…well more like stuttered out.

Oh god this was not what I was expecting to happen this evening.

Can you guess who's in Becca's room? Leave a review if you get it right, I'll leave a teaser for the next chapter

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