Okay so the last chapter was kinda...yea. This one will be happier I promise!
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Can I Turn to You
Addison's P.O.V
I had went home yesterday feeling better, my talk with Owen helped. When I got home I decided that I was going to talk to Fitz and I was going to do it at school, it was risky but it had to be done. I know he hadn't wanted people to know about us because of the things it could do to me, but I don't care anymore. What did I have to lose? My boyfriend no, cause I already lost that. Getting dressed I slipped on the ugly khaki skirt and my purple shirt and the Degrassi sweater, it was cold out but whatever.
School was already busy when I got there, looking at my watch I didn't have time to find Fitz now and get to class on time a quick text to Owen before entering the school gave me a place to meet them. I walked to my locker put away the things I didn't need and grabbed what I did. Classes seemed to last twice as long as they should but that was probably just my nerves talking after all I was about to cause a scene to get through to Fitz, big tough bully of Degrassi...the very idea made me chuckle.
Lunch well it didn't come fast enough, I had all my things gathered as the bell rang. Dropping everything off in my locker I rushed off to where Owen said they would be, not to crowded but not all by ourselves either. I spotted him before I spotted Owen, but they we're both there...and so was Bianca. Great, oh well. Taking a deep breath I walked over to them and waving a little at Owen who nodded and sent me a smirk. Walking up to Fitz who was talking to Bianca I tapped him on the shoulder. He looked over his shoulder at me, his blue eyes confused than worried as he looked at me. I know even though I had put on a little makeup it did little to hide how I had felt these last two weeks.
"Hi." He said there was a little bit of a bite in his words and I shrunk away, than stood taller and offered a week smile in return, Fitz wouldn't physically hurt me, but he did have the ability to rip my heart out, drop it and step on it. "Hi, can I talk to you?" he looked at the others, Bianca looked ready to say something but Owen nodded his head in encouragement. 'Yea sure."
I surprised him again by taking his hand in mine, happy that he didn't pull away. I didn't move us to far from the others because at this point I didn't care if they heard. "What did you want to talk about?" He pulled his hand away when we had stopped moving and I bit my lip before looking at him. "I miss you, and I'm sorry." He crossed his arms over his chest and looked at me; I know that I had to explain myself better to him.
"Seeing Daniel freaked me out, there are things that happened that I haven't told you about, I was going to but it's hard to bring them up." I looked away took a deep breath and looked back up into his blue eyes. "I trust you; you need to believe that if anything believe that." I felt my eyes water so I looked away; I was not one of those girls that cried over everything. "Why didn't you just tell me? If you trusted me."
Wrapping my arms around myself I looked past him and noticed we were drawing a crowd, and Bianca was staring at me like she could mentally rip me apart if she tried hard enough. "Because I liked the way I looked in your eyes, and I was afraid that it would change if I told you everything." I was surprised as he took a step towards me. "We all have secrets Addison, and things that can change how a person looks at as...you've accepted everything I've done and you were still there for me." I nodded my head. "Of course. I love you."
I covered my mouth with my hand feeling my eyes widen in surprise I hadn't meant to say that..."What did you just say?" He asked taking another step towards me, a smirk on his face and his bright blue eyes looked darker now. I swallowed and backed up my back hitting the lockers behind me. "Um... that I love you." I said it a little weakly but it was the truth. I looked around and saw a few people stop and look at us; one girl even snickered shaking her head walking of mumbling something about feeling sorry for me.
He was silent, probably taking in what I had just said but I guess we were taking too long, because Bianca stormed over and grabbed Fitz, she didn't know who I was but she didn't look please. "Play time is over Fitz time to go get lunch." She said..."I can talk to you later." I was fully prepared to have him pick her over me, so I was probably more surprised than she was when he jerked his arm from her grasp and stepped closer to me. "Do you mean it?" He asked his voice was husky and made me shiver. "Yes."
Smirking he grabbed me and pulled me to him, and way too slowly brought his lips to mine, kissing me deeply, arms wrapping around his neck I sighed, fuck the PDA rules I was right where I wanted to be, and serving detention with him isn't a punishment...it was where it all began anyway. "FITZ." I heard someone say and I pulled away, he smirked at me. "I expect to hear the whole story, but just so you know, I feel the same."
I felt my face heat up as I looked at him. "Fitz are you finished making a fool of yourself with some dumb grade ten?" Bianca asked looking at him like she wanted to strangle him than kill me. "Shut up Bianca. Addison is my girlfriend."He my hand in his and pulled me to Owen. "And Owens baby sister." He said as Owen a him pounded fists. "Owen doesn't have any siblings, that's something I would know about, and since when do you have a girlfriend?"
Owen ruffled my hair. "Take your girlfriend and feed her, since it's your fault she stopped eating." He said glaring at Fitz. "And I do have sibling's two of them." Though he only talked to me, Nik did his own thing. "Addison is Cyndi's daughter." And Cyndi was his stepmom. Hand in hand with Fitz we left a confused Bianca in the hall as Owen walked a bit faster to keep up with us. "So Addie, you're done with the whole not eating thing you were doing." He asked frowning, even Fitz was frowning. "You have lost weight."
I shrugged. "I haven't been hungry." I said pouting as we entered the cafe. "You're eating something." They both said at the same time and I laughed nodding my head. "Okay." Together we got something to eat and found a table to sit at by ourselves. I looked around and people where looking at Fitz and me but I didn't care, let them talk and stare. I was back with Fitz and extremely happy about it. I was still going to have to tell him about what happened when I was with Daniel. But that would come later right now I was just going to soak up this happy feeling I currently felt in my stomach.
There is a quote I once read, it went something like this. "If you can't get someone off your mind, maybe they're supposed to be there." I don't know who said it originally, but I agree with it. My day can only get better from here.
A.N
Well I hope everyone likes this chapter I do. I am excited to hear what you guys think about this, and what you would like to see next other than Addie telling Fitz what happened to hear when she was 13.
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