Double upload part 2 :D

I probably won't be able to do many of these since they really killed my time :T

Warning!: Self harm, abuse, lemons

I don't own anything

Feel free to correct me on any mistakes.


I woke up and my eyes adjusted to the darkness. My head was killing me. I slowly got up, my hands feeling along the wall for the switch. When I found it, i quickly closed my eyes, feeling blinded by the multiple bright lights in the room. I blinked a couple of times to get my eyes adjusted and then met with my reflection.

It didn't take me long to see how dangerously pale I was, but it did take me a second to remember why. I shamefully looked down at my wrists, before furrowing my brows. I didn't wrap them up did I? I didn't even clean the cuts. I cursed under my breath, thinking about who probably found me in my bathroom.

I quickly unravel the gauze, and again furrowed my brows. The cuts were cleaned off, not even a trace of blood on my arm. Again, who would do this and not call the hospital or something? The scars had risen up, and just a tap on them had me hissing in pain, but this was normal.

I move to open the door, since I remember closing it before I passed out, but it was wide open. I exited the bathroom, glancing at my alarm that read 3:46 a.m and then heading into my closet to grab a towel. My foot hit the Macy's bag on the way in and my eyes widened, I forgot about- OH MY GOSH.

I take the bag and empty it out on my bed, putting everything in the order I need them. I rush back into my closet to get the towel I went in there for before hurrying into the bathroom. I took off the headband quickly brushed my teeth. Afterwards, I jumped into a quick, painful shower.

I nearly slipped getting out of the tub. I ran into my closet, drying myself off and picking out a pair of plain black boxers. I went over to my bed to start putting everything on when I realized that I never went and got the high tops that were meant to go with this outfit.

I looked over at the digital clock, 4:03. I sighed. There was not a doubt in my mind that Izzy didn't have something in her closet that would fit my needs, luckily she had monster feet so they could probably fit me too. Hopefully she was still asleep.

I snuck out of my room and tip toed over to my little sister's room. The door creaked open and I poked my head inside. Isabelle was sprawled out on the bed, starfish style, snoring quite loudly.

I shuffled over to her closet and entered the walk in, closing the door behind me and then turning on the lights. My eyes scanned her shoe shelf, no high tops anywhere. The only thing close enough to what I was looking for, were a pair of thigh high flats that I didn't even know she owned.

I sat on the ground and tried pulling the shoe over my feet. They slipped right on and even left a little room for my toes to breathe. I took it off it held it close to my chest as I turned off the closet light and opened the door. I crawled across the room bumping into a couple of unidentified objects on the way.

I accidently pulled her charger on the way out and her phone fell off the desk, landing on the floor with a soft thud, or what would've been a soft thud not had it been 4 o'clock in the morning, because you know, everything is louder at night.

She quickly sat up, and even in the dark I could see her hair sticking up in all kinds of weird angles, her head flew towards my direction and my heart started racing. I opened my mouth to ask her not to tell anyone about what she saw, when she suddenly screeched.

"SHUT UP!" I flinched, and then stared at her, frozen.

I had a small staring contest with what I think were her eyes, when she flopped back down onto the bed and started snoring loudly again. I quickly left the room, carefully closing the door behind me and then stood up to speed walk back to my room. 4:13.

I quickly put the shoes down, and started on getting the waist trainer on. Ok, maybe Magnus was right, my bones were going to turn to dust. I got the last hook down, and then slipped the butt enhancing things on over my boxers. I looked at the closet door mirror to try and make out my shape in the darkness. I was looking kind of pear shaped. I think.

I felt around for the shorts, bra, croppie, and went over to my bathroom, closing the door behind me. I slipped the high waisted shorts on, and buttoned up all the three buttons going up on the middle. I pulled it up as high as possible without crushing my balls or exposing my boxers. I quickly put on the bra and then remembered I forgot to get the boobs. I sighed and left the room again to retrieve the items.

Mine were only a bit bigger than Magnus'. I pushed the squishy materials into the bra, and adjusted them so that they wouldn't slip out and went back into the bathroom.

I pulled on the red laced crop top, hissing when it touched my cuts. I looked down at my arms once the top was on. They weren't very visible through the lace, but if anything I'll just put on some bracelets or something. The sleeves were kind of loose too, so they didn't really touch the marks.

Done clothing wise, I put on the head band and went over to my desk where my Night case and hand mirror were still chilling and turned on the lamp. Last night I didn't get to plan out my look so now I was going to have to just kind of freestyle it.

I just got done highlighting my nose when I heard someone's alarm go off. I quickly got up and locked my door, looking at the time (5:15) and then sat back down, going back to what I was doing.

No matter what I did, I just ended up looking like Isabelle, and it was pissing me off to the point of exhaustion. I tried making my eyes bigger, I looked like an anime character. I tried making my nose narrower, Izzy, Make my nose bigger, Izzy. Everything I did, just made me look like Isabelle.

I looked over at the clock. 5:45 and for maybe like the 5th time, I wiped off my makeup, I knew that I'd probably end up breaking out or something. Through the door, I heard Jace say something to Izzy about me, probably and hopefully that I wasn't going to school today.

It's 5:50 when they leave and all I'm thinking is that I got to hurry up and do my face right and get Magnus because I am not about to go to school looking like my sister's doppleganger. I put away all the bright lipsticks and dark shadows and pout. I heard my phone go off from somewhere in the room and got up to find it.

"Ready when you are." I groaned at the text, I brought the phone over to my desk and replied.

"Almost ready."

"K, nvr got that picture );"

"Ik I fell asleep ;-; srry"

"S'cool. The real thing is better ;)" I blushed as I put the phone down and took a breath and just took a minute to think and plan out what I was going to do, I don't have time to redo this over again.

Up til now, I've been using the darker colors but that always resulted in me looking similar to Isabelle, so I guess maybe using lighter colors would work? I wipe off my brushes and take out a different palette, this one having more lighter browns and other natural colors, unlike the last one that had a multitude of blacks, reds and purples.

I used a dark brown on my outer eye but it slowly got lighter as I got to my creases. I blended it a bit to soften the color and then on top of it, place a thin line of of black liner, flicking my wrist a little when I got to the end, making a small wing. I took one of the small oval brushes and started working on my eye brows. I didn't want them to look like those faded brows I've been seeing recently, but more natural. Getting the desired look, I moved onto my nose and jawline, trying to make my face rounder.

I used the light browns to round my edges and then started on my lips, smirking about Magnus' comment about my lips not being a natural color, little did he know that they actually were. I noticed an unopened box and picked it up, and taking the gloss out of the packaging, I was surprised to find a lip liner in there as well. The tube was labeled Dolce K.

I over lined my lips, just as I did with Magnus, then I filled it in with the gloss. I quickly picked out some lashes, and glued them onto my own. I looked my face over once more, and broke out into a grin. Perfect. Ish.

My eyes would get me recognized from any and everywhere. I rummaged through the case until I found some pale green contacts. I grabbed some pale blue ones as well for magnus. Smiling and looking over at the clock, I braided my hair back into cornrows.

It 6:14 when I slip into the thigh high flats and put on the long black wig that reached my mid back. I checked myself out in the mirror before texting Magnus I was on my way. I took 2 small purses out of the Macy's bag and in one of them I put all the makeup I was going to use on Magnus. I slung both of them around my chest, forming an X.

I grabbed my phone and went downstairs. I made a really quick milkshake while putting some food in a plate for Church. Shake in hand, I went out the side door and into the garage and there in the back corner of the room was sitting my black Ducati testa.

I mounted the bike, squeezing the shake into a tight space to hold it. I grabbed 2 helmets off the shelf next to me and started it up, making sure my license was under the seat. I walked it out, put my helmet on and then sped out into the street, off into the direction of Magnus' house.


Magnus' POV:

I was standing in front of the mirror, doing different poses, trying to find my good side, which turned out to be all of them, when I heard my phone ding. I looked at my newest message from Alec that said 'Open ur window' I nodded and did as I was told. I started to walk away from the window to go back over to the mirror, when I felt someone behind me.

I whipped around and there was a girl, climbing inside, had Alec not sent me that text I would be freaking the fuck out. How the hell did he even get up here? I don't even have a tree outside my window. He used his chin to point at my bed, telling me to sit down.

I watched as he went through one of the small purses, grabbing out a bunch of tubes and brushes. I took this time to take in his appearance. I was right, he looked so much better than his sister, he looked absolutely delicious! Noticing my gaze on him, he blushed. He mumbled something and then walked over to me.

"OK, we need to do this quickly." And he meant it. He was done with my face in what had to be less than 15 minutes, much longer than the hour and half he spent yesterday. He sprayed my face with something and then sprayed his own face with the same thing.

He smiled looking over me. He hummed and then took out these round connected cases. He handed one to me and then took one out for himself. I looked down at it and one of the circles read L and the other R, I opened up the right one and in there were blue contacts, I carefully put them in and then blinked a couple of times to make sure they were in.

I looked over at Alec who was doing something similar. He looked at me and I saw the green eyes. I pouted a little, I really like his eyes. He tossed me a bag.

"That's yours." I nodded as he took out his phone. I watched as his fingers swiped and tapped the screen.

'This is how we will communicate with other people.' his phone informed me. I nodded and went to go get my own device. I went over to him to see what he used and it ended up just being google translators.

'Type what you're trying to say in indonesian, so that they will actually believe us.' I nodded again and opened up to google translate. He put his phone in his purse and I put it in my own. I led us outside -after closing my window- and he showed me over to his motor bike. I found it really hard to conceal my astonishment.

"This is sick!" I went around, admiring it from every angle, spasming every time a gust of wind blew past, sending the wig flying into my mouth. Alec climbed on, and then looked at me, waiting for me to get on to. I carefully climbed onto the the back, wrapping my arms around his waist. He passed me back a helmet and I slipped it on, then put my arms back around him.

He started it up, and then we were off. About 2 stop light later, we were getting hit on by this other guy on a motorcycle. Alec lifted up his helmet to give what I assumed to be an amused grin. The guy smiled back and revved his his bike. I saw Alec mouth the words ' Race you' and this guy's grin grew even wider.

"What do I get if I win, sweetness?" He yelled over at us. Alec put his fingertips to his lips and then sent them in his direction, sending him a kiss. A perverted look took over the older man's face and they both went got into position, waiting patiently for the light to change. I leaned in closer to Alec and whispered in his ears.

"You sure bout this babe?" He nodded.

"We don't get to be smoking hot chicks everyday, might as well make the most of it, hang on tight." He winked. I barely had enough to comply before the light changed and The bike jerked forward. We passed car after car, barely avoiding them as well as pedestrians, the guy just behind us.

We made a sharp turn, almost toppling over, but Alec kept at the same speed, which had to be maxed out on the meter. My eyes were starting to water from all the hard blowing winds so I put my face against his back, he smelt good. Kind of like strawberries or kiwi- some kind of fruit.

The bike suddenly stopped, and I looked up, we were outside the school entrance. Alec started to climb off and I quickly follow. He pulls on the side of the cycle and a retractable chain comes out and he wraps it around a streetlight next to us.

"What about that guy?" He shrugged.

"We lost him." I shook my head and he held my hand, leading me inside. He directed me into the office, took out his phone, telling me to take a seat. I picked the purple plastic chair and took out my phone as well, just in case anyone wanted to talk to me. I can't believe we are ACTUALLY about to do this.

((Bleh))

Alec came out after a couple minutes with a schedule in hand. He sat down in the chair next to me and semi-whispered, with his voice higher,

"Mereka mengatakan kami bisa bersama-sama sepanjang hari dengan semua kelas kami." I nodded my head.

"Mereka akan memberi kita melewati sehingga kita bisa menggunakan telepon dan barang-barang kami." I nodded again and went to stand up when he pulled me back down.

"Periode ini hampir lebih sehingga kita akan menunggu bel berikutnya , maka kita memiliki ilmu." I sighed but nodded. He sent me a small smile and then started scrolling through twitter.

(What Alec said- whole thing- "They said we could be together all day with all of our classes, they're going to give us passes so that we can use our phone and stuff.

This period is almost over so we are going to wait for the next bell, then we have science.")

I peeked over his shoulder to look down at his phone and we spent the rest of the time looking at drawings outfits, youtube drama, twitter drama, politics and then played some weird flower game.

The bell rang and we both stood up. Alec walked over to one of the secretaries and grabbed the pass just as she finished writing it. We walked out and started going to our classes when Alec suddenly stopped. I looked back to question him when I saw him taking off his phone case, of course, we both had very distinctive phone cases.

I start to take mine off too, when I heard the sound of metal hitting the ground. I looked down just in time to see Alec swoop down and quickly pick up what looked to be a razor and then shove it into his purse along with his case. He stared blankly at me afterwards and I slowly put mine away as well.

Alec handed me the schedule and told me to lead the way since he really didn't know the school. I took us to Ms. Lunes' science class and we both sent each other excited smiles before reaching to open the door.

Ms. Lunes stopped and turned to look at us. She adjusted her glasses and then sent us a warm smile.

"How can I help you girls?" I opened my mouth to answer when Alec elbowed me in the ribs. WIthout looking he quickly typed something in and pressed the sound button.

"HI! We are two exchange students, the principal said it would be fine if we took a day to just see how a day in this school would be like."

Ms. Lunes nodded and pointed a bony finger at the front table. Alec and i sat down, I found the chair very cold and so did Alec apparently because he kept lifting his leg up a bit to avoid touching the marble and metal. Class went on and on and I kept staring at the clock.

The real fun wouldn't start until lunch.

We walked into the cafeteria and no joke, the whole room went silent. I looked over at Alec and he seemed perfectly calm. He smiled at me and pointed to the lunch line.

After getting the cheeseburgers they were selling and snapples, we sat down at some empty table and awkwardly picked at our food. The cafeteria gradually got louder and I looked over at Alec. He was awkwardly playing with his thumbs under the table, blushing like crazy.

A very familiar pineapple scent found it's way into my nose and I looked up. Ragnor was leaning over the lunch table, Camille hanging behind, as if she wanted to talk to us, but at the same time didn't want to be seen with us, so she was using Ragnor as a 'shield'.

"Hey there, ladies. Enjoying the school so far." Alec and I both nodded and Ragnor smirked.

"How about this, I'll show you two around the school, just in case either of you get lost. I'll even show you my secret spot." He winked. Alec looked like he was going to explode from embarrassment. I took out my phone.

"That would be very nice of you." Ragnor's eyebrows twitched.

"Not much of a talker?" Now it was Alec's turn to type.

"We can't speak English very well, but we can understand everything just fine." He nodded.

"I understand, it's the same thing with my sister." I narrowed my eyes. Liar, his sister speaks fluently in everything.

"So I can take that as a yes?" I nodded and slowly got, up laughing to myself at Alec's panic face. Ragnor couldn't and wouldn't do something even if he wanted, he isn't that strong and I am very capable of flipping his ass.

Alec got up to and threw out his tray, keeping the snapple and burger in his hand though. I took a few bites of my burger and then threw it out, ignoring ALec's judgemental glare, and opened my snapple taking a couple sips, following Ragnor and Alec out the cafeteria. I turned back to see Camille looking like a lost puppy.

I sent my girlfriend a small smile and she sent a menacing glare in my direction. Not used to ever being looked at like that by her, eyes wide I whipped my head back to the front.

I'm actually surprised when Ragnor didn't try anything when he gave us that tour, his secret spot wasn't even that spot behind the stairs on the first floor right by the music room, - don't ask- but a glass room that was in between the gardening club and baseball club.

We had a couple more classes, and in every class, everyone just stared at us. It wasn't until the end of the day until someone other than Ragnor tried to talk to us, unfortunately for us, it happened to be Jace.

"So, foreign exchange students huh?" He asked slowly looking Alec and I up and down, it was weird for me, but just imagine what it was like for Alec, his brother was looking at him like steak up on display!

I nodded,

"Have you guys seen the area? I could show you guys around? I'm new here myself, but I could show you the best spot I've found so far." Alec shook his head.

"No, we have something to do after this." Jace nodded and then sent a sly smirk.

"Ok, but could I catch you guys later, maybe?" I shook my head and grabbed Alec by the hand, dragging him over to where we left our bike. I stopped when I saw the mass amount of people crowding it. Alec kept dragging me towards it though.

When we got there, we pushed people out of the way, some of them sent us annoyed looked while others sent us very pervy ones. Alec shoved everyone away from the bike and then gave it a quick inspection, sending a glare to everyone around us. He unchained the bike and climbed on, I climbed on behind him, and we zipped off to a nearby starbucks.

I ordered a strawberry and creme frappuccino, while Alec got a plain black cup of coffee. We sat down off by the windows, sitting across from each other. I took a sip of my drink and he blew on his to cool it down.

"That didn't go as planned." I snorted.

"Only 2 people tried talking to us."

"Yeah, I know. I don't get why."

"Maybe they were intimidated by our beauty." He chuckled and looked down at his phone for the time. I broke into a grin

"How about we go to Pandemonium, it's a club down the street." I wiggled my brows and he tapped the table with his pointer finger.

"Not a bad idea, but we're both underage." I rolled my eyes.

"So?"

"So we can't get in?"

"Says who."

"The law…?"

"Hush. I have friends who can help us get in anyways."

"Shut up and finish your drink."

"So is that a-"

"I'll think about it"

2 hours later, we're both grinding all up on each other, oreo vodka shakes in hand, music thumping loudly in our ears. We'd been separated a couple times, Alec being asked to dance with other guys, I didn't mind too too much because I knew he'd come back to me.

But what was so weird was that no one came to talk to me. I saw a couple of guys and girls checking me out, but no one ever actually came to ask me for a dance. It'd put me in a sour mood more than a couple times, but as if he sensed I was getting upset, Alec would come back with another drink.

Some way or another, we ended up back at my place. I blindly unlocked the door and we both fell in, our mouths never leaving each other. He slammed the door shut, locking it and then wrapped his arms tightly around my waist. Walking backwards, I led him over to the living room. Not having a couch or such, we fell back onto two bean bags, one being a bright blue and the other a neon pink.

At some point, the wigs had come off, and in the messy state we were in, the boobs had fallen out, neither of us really cared as we continued sucking out each other's souls. He cupped one hand around my cheek and the other on my other set of cheeks, squeezing them a little.

"Magnus, you home?" I quickly pulled back from Alec, but his brain must not have registered the voice and he started going lower, leaving a trail of kisses down my neck.

"Uh, it's not what it looks like?" My voice broke a little in between words as Alec lightly bit my collar bone.

"Well it looks like you're cheating, if that's not the case then please give me another explanation for whatever." Raphael gestured the whole living room.

"This is." I bit my lip.

"Please don't tell Camille." He smirked.

"Estás jugando un juego peligroso , Bane" (You're playing a dangerous game, Bane)

He sent us both a wave and left back to his room. I pushed Alec off of me and he sent me a horribly pained and hurt look.

"Did, did I do something wrong?" I shook my head.

"No it's just-"

"You don't want me, do you?" He put his head down and I noticed tears brimming his eyes.

"Nobody wants me. Of course,why would they, who would want broken and used goods." I furrowed my brows. Ah, he must be one of those emotional drunks.

"Alec, honey."

"Just shut up!" he put his head in his hands, silent sobs racking his body.

"You can't even decide if you want me over your girlfriend, I'm so fucking stupid, of course you'd want her over me. Nobody. Fucking. Wants. Me." He dragged out every words, the sobs, only stopping for a second before resuming.

I grabbed ahold of his arms, to try to pry them away so that he would look at me, but he hissed in pain.

"Let go! It hurts!" I didn't understand why until small amounts of blood started seeping through the already red crop top, making it even darker, slightly staining my my hands. Alec noticed and started full out bawling, a mix of " Oh god." and "Somebody just kill me." thrown in.

My heart broke for him. All I could think was Why.

Why would someone as awesome and adorable do something like this to himself? He has everything! So just,

Why?


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