Hello lovelies,

Sorry that there hasn't been an update as fast as usual. I began writing the chapter quite a few days ago but haven't been able to finish it.

Some personal issues, namely a relationship break up have hindered my ability to create chapters that I believe are worthy of you all.

My own emotions are taking over a bit too much and I am struggling to differentiate between Rose/Dimitri and my own problems but writing for Rose and Dimitri also helped me realise that I crave more from my own relationships. That the love and passion I want - I was no longer receiving.

Yes, writing is an outlet to express your inner desire but it shouldn't be done because its everything you want and need. (When you are with someone, if you're single go all out buddy :P)

There are many more factors going on here and I'm working through them but i felt that you should all be aware of the delay in the next chapter. I am very scared of the future but I am tring to remain positive. This is the right thing for me, for my well being and future - even if I am shit scared. How do you be alone after 4.5yrs with someone?

Thank you for your kindness and understaning in this matter.

Rahn xo