A/N: Hey everyone!!!!!!!!!!!! Umm ya here is another chapter! Oh and I apologize, I sometimes switch back and forth between past tense and present tense so I am sorry if it confuses people!

Thought will be in italics and look like this 'thoughts here'

Important words will just be in italics

And you should be able to figure out the rest on your own.

Disclaimer: If you don't know by now what I do and don't own, well then maybe you should go back and reread! : - P


Previously on A New Chance To Live:

"Literally." Emmett muttered. we all softly chuckled, well at least we did until a voice softly spoke.

"Bella."

We all looked over at Edward. He was starring at me.

'Oh, no,' I thought. 'Does he know who I really am?'

Slightly panicked, I continued to look at him like everyone else. After holding his gaze for a few seconds, he got up and left the house. We all quietly looked at each other.

"Sorry, about Edward. A couple years back, Edward fell in love with a human girl," All the Dieus, save for me, gasped. "She died shortly after her birthday. I'm guessing Aarabella's story reminds him of his love too much." Esme sadly explained.

So my story reminds him of his old love. Hmmmm, I wonder why. Note the sarcasm. I don't get why he is do upset! He told me he doesn't love me anymore! He has no right to be depressed! I should be the one wallowing in self-pity, not him! In fact, I am wallowing in self-pity!

Sighing at my own mental ramble, I stood. Everyone looked at me.

'I need to be by myself.' I told everyone through their minds. I didn't feel like talking aloud.

Everyone nodded in understanding, but they didn't understand, at leas not fully. No one could understand what I am thinking and feeling.

As soon as I stepped out of the Cullens front door, I started running.

( :-D If I was a mean person, I would totally just end it now, but that would be cruel not to mention make this too short of a chapter.)

I personally love running. I know, I know, you're shocked, but seriously, once I turned into a vampire and wasn't so clumsy anymore, I fell in love with running. It was like a drug, never failing to give me a high. It seems that when I run nothing else matters. Nothing else exists. I understand why Edward loved it so much.

I slowed down and saw that I subconsciously ran to his meadow, our meadow.

Sitting down, I looked around and sighed.

It looks exactly the same.

I started shaking with tears that would never fall. All my memories broke through the wall I had built to protect myself, and my mind was filled with so many different memories. The last one being my memory of that night. The memory kept playing in my head over and over like a broken record.

If possible, my sobs became worse. I haven't cried this hard since that night.

Suddenly, two long, warm arms wrapped around me.

Startled, I jumped, having been so lost in my thoughts that I didn't hear the person approach.

Looking up I was shocked to see Edward's face above me. I had been expecting someone from my family, not him.

He pulled back slightly and took in my surprised expression.

"Sorry, you just looked so sad." He quietly explained

Like the true idiot that I am, I just continued to stare at him.

"Well then, now that I have created an extremely awkward moment, I will just be on my way." He said slowly standing up.

"No wait! Don't go!" Even I can hear the panic in my voice.

"You sure?" He asked cautiously.

"Yes! Please, I want you to stay!" Wait! Whoa! Where did that come from?

He looked a little shocked.

Yeah, join the club, buddy.

"You sure?" He asked again.

This time I just nodded, afraid of what I would say if I opened my mouth again.

Keeping his eyes on me the whole time, he hesitantly sat down facing me.

For a few moments, it was silent, neither of us knowing what to say.

Looking back at each other we both start talking at the same time.

Laughing softly, he told me to go first.

"Well, I was wondering, if you don't mind, could you tell me why my story upset you so much?"

He went still.


Is anyone starting to hate me for all the cliff hangers I am doing?

Wow that felt long!!!!!!

Sorry for not having this up yesterday, I swear I tried, but I had a project to today that I started yesterday so yeah.

Anyway, review, ask questions, comment, anything really!

Oh and please read my new story it's called Be Careful What You Wish For

And here is the summery:

Tabatha Daelin Dark's only birthday wish was for Twilight to come to life. So what happens when she gets what she wished for?